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    03 May 2026

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    This is a love letter to the all the millenials like me who played it too careful and forgot to enjoy our youth. Shane and Ilya, enjoy it for me, do good. Fuck it good, fuck it right. Life is too short to live it scared.

    The arena is too loud.
    That’s the first thing Shane notices; not the ice, not the lights, not the jersey on his shoulders that suddenly feels wrong in a way he can’t articulate. The sound hits him like pressure, like something physical, a wall of noise that vibrates in his chest.
    He’s already bent over for the faceoff when it hits him- skates set, stick down, weight forward. His body is exactly where it’s supposed to be even if his brain is still skidding uselessly, trying to catch traction.
    There’s only a split second before the puck drops.
    It stretches.
    He lifts his eyes.
    Ilya.
    Young. So fucking young. Is he dreaming? Not worn by years of hockey, travel, interviews and losses and victories that stack so high they blur together. He’s young again; sharp boned, bright eyed, unable to grow a beard to save his life. Bears black and gold instead of Centaurs red. 'If I look down am I going to be pantsless too?' He thought absently, no way this was real... right?

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    05 Apr 2026

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    03 Apr 2026

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    Zane Boodram makes a goal and cameras show his wife Cassie clapping and screaming for him. Later, towards the beginning of the second period, Ilya makes his own goal and Shane can’t help but think of the camera panning over to show him cheering for Ilya in the stands.

    He could picture it so clearly. Sitting with the other partners, cheering for their boys, Shane wearing a Centaurs jersey with ROZANOV 81 plastered across his back. He thinks about how happy he’s felt these past few months, and it mingles with need for his vision to be reality, and just like that the thought is finally pulled front and center in his mind with no way to ignore it.

    Almost as soon as he thinks it, his decision is made and he starts forming his plan.

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    or: Shane decides to retire from the MLH

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Cliff Marleau has known about Ilya Rozanov’s relationship since Ilya was twenty-two. 

    It’s not like it was complicated to put the pieces together, is the thing. When it all comes out in public, the Raiders have various different meltdowns – Twitter explodes in a way that is sort of unprecedented, and breaks out of the hockey specific Twitter spaces the same way that the Scott Hunter thing did. There’s shitty headlines and queer space headlines, and it’s a whole thing. And Cliff is pretty sure he’s the person least surprised about it. 

    But here’s the thing. Cliff Marleau has known Ilya Rozanov since the kid was eighteen. 

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    Marly's not as oblivious as everyone thinks. Throughout his time knowing Ilya Rozanov, he picks up on some things nobody else seems to be seeing. He keeps his mouth shut about it.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Shane got a concussion followed by post-concussive syndrome during his rookie season. Three years later, he returned to the NHL as an assistant coach for the Boston Bruins.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Canada's Shane Hollander is at the Olympics when Trump calls the USA Men's Team and makes that shitty comment about the USA Women's Hockey Team

    AKA: A mash up of Heated Rivalry and the real hockey world bc I think Shane would handle this better than the disappointing response from a lot of the real life players.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    During the 2014 MHL Awards, Shane and Ilya find themselves hiding out in the bathroom after a six month silence.

    Much to Shane's dismay, Ilya seems he could care less about the hell he put Shane through during those six, painful months.

    The two end up worsening their already strained relationship and Shane does not come to Ilya's penthouse afterwards.

    The chance of reconciliation is cut short when Ilya reads the stomach-dropping headline that The Montreal Metros' Shane Hollander had been in a severe car accident on his way back after the MHL Awards after party.

    OR

    What if Shane stood his ground that fateful night in the Vegas bathroom?

    What if Ilya had to learn that a few of his last words to Shane after six months of silence was "I want you to suck my dick," and not "I love you"?

    OR

    The Hollanov timeline diverges in 2014 with new twists and turns they'll have to navigate if they ever want to be together. (Danger is approaching...)

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    07 Mar 2026

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    Boston.

    Shane just got traded to fucking Boston. To where Ilya was. With no apparent fucking reason in the middle of the season. He just won them two cups, why was this happening?

    Shane gets traded in the middle of the 2016/2017 season, just before the All-Stars. The Tuna Meltdown never happens and Shane and Ilya amicably decide to stop seeing each other but remain ‘friends’. Both are very ‘happy’ with this decision until Hollander is traded to Boston. Now they must work with each other on the same team while Shane wonders what the hell happened in Montreal to get him traded in the first place. The Boston Raiders learn that Shane Hollander is not a chicken, or a virgin (lol) like everyone believes. And the Metros learn just how important Shane was in winning those cups.

    And Cliff Marleau is just trying to figure out why Ilya’s messages to Jane stopped.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    06 Mar 2026

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    Cliff Marlow is done with the homophobic dicks in Boston, so he heads to Ottawa. He learns just how much the Bears locker room sucked, and how amazing the Centaurs are.

    Or - Cliff Marlow gets traded to Ottawa and Ilya Rozanov better be ready to run it back

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    05 Mar 2026

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    “Alcohol is a blood thinner, you realize. You shouldn’t be giving him that.”

    “Well, we just cut his fuckin leg off, so we figured he deserved a little treat,” Marlow snapped.

    Ilya blinked. He stared down at his leg. Wrapped in a torn jersey and tied off with a belt. Also, it ended just past his knee.

    //

    or: The Boston Raiders plane goes down sometime in November, 2016

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    05 Mar 2026

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    There was a group of girls, mostly sisters of some of the Canada players, giggling in a circle on the left side of the stands, whispering about how handsome both Rozanov and Hollander were in the game and debating who would buy whose jersey. Behind them, a small league coach was typing on his nokia for his “Hockey Dad’s” facebook group:

    "Rozanov won with strength and brutal persistence, but Hollander’s strategy and speed would have taken a one-on-one. If Hollander and Rozanov had a baby, it will be the messiah of hockey"

    His post will get 4k likes, and 367 comments. One of the top comments read:

    "I will call that child Hollanov and bet on them in every game."

    The NHL liked that comment. And that’s how the internet first heard about #Hollanov.

    or, how Ilya and Shane were relentlessly shipped by the internet while keeping a secret relationship for a decade.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander had a plan. It was a good plan, just as every other plan he’d ever made was a good plan. Then he watched a video of a burning plane carrying the love of his life and it became the only plan he’d ever changed.

    or...

    Shane goes to Tampa. The next morning, Troy Barrett receives a text from Ilya:

    “Bringing boyfriend to breakfast. Tell team to be not weird.”

    The Centaurs are, unsurprisingly, weird about it but become the best support system they could ask for as Shane and Ilya navigate the choice to fully begin their lives together and love each other out loud.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Shane and Ilya just want to tell the world about their relationship, on their own terms. If only anyone would actually believe them.

    Or: the closet is reinforced steel, apparently.

    "I think we tried too hard," Ilya says from the opposite end of the couch, probably scrolling through the same articles as Shane. "Was easier to keep secret than we thought. I could have kissed you on center ice, and everyone would say aww, I love their…what is word again?"

    "Bromance?"

    "Yes. That."

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    02 Mar 2026

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    “Marley.” Ilya says evenly, suddenly knowing he can actually breathe. He had a plan and he knew what he needed to do. And he couldn’t do it from the locker room bench. “If he is very injured, if he cannot play again, if he is very bad, I will kill you. I will kill you painfully.”
    Cliff gapes at him.

    In which the hit that Cliff Marleau had on Shane Hollander goes a little different. For one, they’re in Boston. For another, Ilya realizes he might be panicking? Which is probably not something to do in the middle of a game. And, oh yeah, he just outed both himself and his not-boyfriend to an entire locker room of hockey players.

    But that’s okay, because while Boston may be vicious, they do take care of their own. And they quickly realize that their captain’s happiness and willingness to stay with the Bears is tied to Shane Hollander. The solution is easy, they’ll just have to make Shane Hollander a Bear.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    At the 2017 All Star Weekend, Ilya takes fate into his own hands to produce at least one out MLH player by the end of the season. Thus begins his part-time side hustle as community organizer, mastermind, and Commander-in-Chief of the Gay Hockey Army.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander has built himself around routine, his life blood is hockey. Struggling to understand his team off the ice and the people around him, he carves out a few silent hours to himself. It's just him and his skates. But the hard fought peace is fragile, like cracks in too thin ice. It only takes a slight impact to shatter. Shane is fighting to hold his team and himself together as everything comes crashing down around him.

    Someone hacks into Rose Landry's phone in a club, they then release the images of Shane's texts online and all hell breaks loose. Shane is left to pick up the pieces. Ilya makes some choices in the aftermath that change everything. Shane decides to stop hiding and Ilya is a possessive asshole who makes it everyone else's problem. With far less reason to hide himself anymore, Shane begins to show more of who he really is behind the polite, media worthy façade. They instead find a team who are ready to fight the world for each other and a found family that has far reaching threads.

    Maybe Shane can have both Hockey and Ilya. The world will just have to deal with it.

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    Comments:
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    01 Mar 2026

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    Five times Shane witnesses Ilya having a nightmare and helps distract him from it (by sharing unhinged nature facts) and the one time Ilya returns the favor.

    Feat the Boston raider noticing too much and not enough all at once and also deciding that Jane is the smartest person they sort of know.

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    13,998

    19 Feb 2026

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