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“I had to,” Alec insists. “I know I hurt him. By the Angel, I know, and I hate it, but I had to. He was so broken, I had to do something, I had to fix it. And I can’t tell him about the deal, because that was part of it. That was one of the conditions. Magnus can’t know.”
“No.” The look Catarina gives him makes Alec’s chest tighten in fear. “Alec, Magnus doesn’t have any memories of you anymore. He has no idea who you are.”
***In which Magnus removes his memories of Alec, Alec swallows the pain of Magnus’ obliviousness to their shared past, and the devil is in the details (literally).
(AKA the canon-divergent 3x19 rewrite, because it disappointed me.)
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Let's Talk About Alec by Nadja_Lee
Fandom: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types
07 Jun 2020
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This series details Alec's journey from obeying his parents and the Clave to having confidence in himself and the fact that Magnus loves him.
This series describes child abuse and the long road to healing and happiness. Detailed summaries and warnings in each story.- Words:
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Protective Magnus! That's it ;)
Sorry, here's the real summary: Magnus decides to speak up when he gets tired of how poorly Alec is treated. Alec and Magnus talk afterwards.
Set during season 1
Part 2 of the Let's talk about Alec series which details child abuse and how to recover from it to find love and happiness.Series
- Part 2 of Let's Talk About Alec
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Magnus looks down at his arm, Alec’s pale hand on top of it. “And what do you feel?” It seems like Magnus is asking him something larger, something more important, but Alec doesn’t know what and even if he did, he doesn’t know what he’d say.
“I don’t ever know,” Alec answers honestly. He sees someone like Magnus, so in love and involved in the world, and it makes him want to take a nap.
But existing isn’t the same thing as living.
---little mermaid au: alec is a grouchy immortal mermaid that meets a young boy with glowing cat eyes. a fairy tale for the lonely.
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The young Shadowhunters, plus Simon, raid Magnus’ liquor cabinet. The evening turns serious when an innocent comment from Clary is misunderstood. (Or, everyone talks about their childhood traumas and there's plenty of comfort to go around).
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Suicide by Lindsey7618
Fandoms: The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments (Movies), Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
12 Aug 2017
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Alec held onto the railing loosely as he swung one leg over the top of the George Washington Bridge. Only a few more moments left and then he could die. Before he could climb over completely he heard a loud voice shout out, and he glanced over his shoulder to see a dark-haired man running towards him, arms outstretched.
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Bad Entities by PhoenixStar73 for Nadja_Lee, Lir_Soracia, brightasstars, ElsaMB
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV)
13 Oct 2025
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Still blindly following Clave orders, Alec infuriates Magnus and gets kicked out of the loft. Magnus nurses his emotional wounds and Dot shows up. Lots of vodka, emotional upheaval, and recently compromised state with Azazael lead the doorway open for an unwelcome visit from one of Magnus's many uncles, A Prince of Hell, Greater Demon Sammael -- with a personal agenda against Magnus and everything he holds dear. Alec unwittingly gets caught in the middle. This doesn't bode well for either of them in the (tumultous) aftermath.
Canon divergent season 2 episode 13
CH 29 UPDATED 10/13/2025 -
-AGL by ButTheMarauders
Fandoms: The Mortal Instruments, Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare
31 Oct 2015
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Isabelle stumbles across Alec's diary 'accidentally', and reads it. Or, how Isabelle knew Alec was gay.
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Strange how no matter what the distance, you can never escape yourself.
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Shadowed and Deprived by anonomoose21
Fandoms: Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare
09 Jul 2017
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AU. Magnus is a successful fashion designer and he has it all. The fame, fortune, talent, beauty. What could go wrong? Oh, that sexy yet so average blue-eyed boy working at a coffee shop. Alec doesn't have the best life, he was raised in a violent orphanage and is now re-contemplating suicide. How will Magnus handle this? More importantly, how will Alec?
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The Sharpest Lives by Luvingtheshadowhunters
Fandoms: The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare
12 Aug 2017
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After Magnus breaks up with Alec, he was a wreck. But after the Dark War procedes to take his entire family, he starts finding ways to distract himself from the pain. Unhealthy ways. When the Warlock follows Alec into the bathroom after what appears to be a mental break down, what will pursue? Will Magnus be able to save Alec from himself after all this time? Or is it to late?
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I'm breaking up with you (lame title I know) by Lindsey7618
Fandoms: Shadowhunters, The Mortal Instruments, the shadowhunters chronicles
14 Jan 2018
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"I'm breaking up with you."
Alec stared at Magnus and blinked. ''You're- what?"
"I'm breaking up with you." Magnus shrugged carelessly. "You just aren't worth it anymore."
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Magnus names his price for healing Luke – Alec. To his surprise what he imagined would be a sexy evening turns into something else….something more.
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A Jealous Warlock by NiennorNight (Niennor_Night)
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare, Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare
23 Nov 2015
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During one of Magnus' parties Alec is hanging back, waiting for it to be over when something unexpected happens that makes the High Warlock jealous. (Sorry for the awful summary xD)
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One Traveler, Long Stood by orphan_account
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare
15 Sep 2017
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Maia takes a deep breath, looking up to catch his gaze. Her face twitches, caught in a pre-emptive wince. “Alec’s getting married,” she says. "To a man this time. Khalid Elmasry of the Cairo Institute.”
“Oh,” Magnus says, careful to make sure his face is wiped of all expression. “I see.”
(Or: Everyone in the Shadow World thinks Alec Lightwood is getting married to the strong, handsome Shadowhunter visiting from Egypt... except for Alec.)
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Magnus Bane is an excellent father, at least that was what he had thought.
Things have been busy since he became the head of ‘Downworlders’ magazine which is now one of the most popular fashion magazine, and started his own fashion line. But he didn’t realize how much he had been neglecting his children until they set the sofa on fire in his absence.
And then he found the perfect solution to his problem- a babysitter. Alexander Lightwood is perfect in every way. He is a good cook, kind and helpful, his body is built like Adonis and he has an angelic face, but most of all the kids love him. Maybe he is too perfect.
As Alec bonds with Raphael and Max and the three of them grow closer and closer Magnus starts suspecting that Alec is upto something. Tessa says he is being overdramatic and jealous but that is not true. Magnus Bane is not jealous. But as his family begans to unravel and his crush on Alec starts turning into something much more than that will he be able to cope up with the turn of events?
WARNING: Contains mentions of homophobia and instances of bullying
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Circles Somewhere Else by hourglassmermaid
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
28 Mar 2018
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Even from across the crowded restaurant, the unrestrained sound of her oldest son’s laughter rang crystal clear. She scanned the room and spotted him sitting at a small, private table in the back. He was accompanied by a man Maryse had become increasingly familiar with during the last year.
Maryse reached into her pocketbook and drew out her stele to discreetly activate her heightened hearing rune.
“What?” Alec asked, voice light as he settled down from the laughing spell.
“I can’t take you anywhere without you making a mess,” Magnus teased, “You got aioli on your nose.”
As one relationship comes to an end, another begins to blossom for Maryse. While out on a date with Luke, Maryse finds herself in the same restaurant as Magnus and Alec. She takes the opportunity to observe her son's softer side and comes to an important realization.
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I Still Need Love Cause I'm Just a Man by hourglassmermaid
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
10 Sep 2017
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“What do you want from me, Jace? I’m sad. But I’m still head of this Institute, and we’re still on the brink of war. I don’t have time to just be sad, so I figured why not multitask with a little target practice,” he took another swig from the open can beside him and placed it back down on the floor.
Alec fumbled around on the ground looking for another arrow. When he found one, he struggled to get it into position with his bow. This wasn’t the Alec that Jace was used to fighting with. This wasn’t the highly skilled archer who could take out a Prince of Hell with a single shot. This was a shell of a warrior who needed help.
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Or the one where Jace is a good parabatai and comforts Alec at Hunter's Moon after his fight with Magnus. Cause if Jace expects Alec to talk to him about Clary in 2x19, he better have talked to Alec about Magnus first!
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- Part 1 of Do You Miss Me Like I Miss You