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    +1 (617) 555-9214
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    thinking about u

    +1 (857) 555-4473
    i’m guessing this wasn’t meant for me

    +1 (617) 555-9214
    fuck.

    or: Shane Hollander receives a thirst trap from an unknown number - and absolutely should not reply, especially considering how much he and Ilya Rozanov can’t stand each other in real life.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    564
    Kudos:
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    10 May 2026

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    Losing in front of his family and country at the Sochi Olympics hurts.

    Realizing he can no longer have Shane Hollander hurts more.

    Ilya Rozanov is going to do what he’s always done - sacrifice what he wants for what the world expects. He lets Shane go and builds a life that looks perfect from the outside.

    Dating actress Rose Landry should make everything simple and easy.

    It would be, if Shane Hollander knew how to lose.

    Unfortunately for Ilya, Shane has never been very good at that.

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    69,108
    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
    625
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    1,083
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    604
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    44,196

    10 May 2026

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    Shane should be here right now, should be in Ilya’s house. Ilya should be teasing him about being picky while going through delivery options for food on his phone. Shane should be discovering that Ilya has ginger ale in the fridge and the protein bars Shane mentioned liking in an interview in his pantry. He should be making out with Shane on the couch, sneaking a hand into his pants, teasing him about whether they can beat the deliveryman and arrive before he does. Shane was supposed to spend the night tonight, the Montreal team not set to leave until tomorrow afternoon because of potential bad weather in the morning. Shane should be fed and showered and ready to curl up in bed with Ilya tonight.
    But Shane is in a hospital.

    And Ilya is here.

    He pulls up Jane in his phone again. He presses call.

    “Hey, you’ve reached Shane Hollander-”

    Ilya closes his eyes and lets Shane’s voice roll over him.

    (canon divergence in which shane getting injured happens during a game in boston) (...which means shane then gets to go home with ilya to recover)

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    24,930
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    437
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    4,874
    Bookmarks:
    1,235
    Hits:
    38,192

    09 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 76

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    He moved toward the door and Shane said with a small voice, “You won’t tell right?”
    Ilya turned back around, smirked, and said, “This is luxury hotel. We are very… discreet here.”

    ***

    Or Ilya Rozanov works as a bellboy and Shane Hollander has to stay at his hotel for the night.

    Language:
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    93,047
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    70
    Kudos:
    242
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    6,600

    26 Apr 2026

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    Moscow, 2007. Ilya's junior hockey team gets a new assistant coach for the summer - and a new temporary teammate. The tension starts building the second Shane Hollander steps onto the ice, and Ilya is fascinated.

    Sure, two months feel like a long time when you're sixteen, but they shouldn't matter in the grand scheme of things.
    Right?

    *****

    Or: The thing with Ilya's coach's son, but it's Shane.

    Series
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    109,789
    Chapters:
    13/13
    Comments:
    177
    Kudos:
    784
    Bookmarks:
    239
    Hits:
    23,080

    17 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov got married in secret and for two whole years, they lived their life quietly.

    They broke apart quietly, too.

    The worst part is that none of it feels right. Not their continued rivalry on the ice, not the divorce papers on Shane’s table, and definitely not the idea of saying goodbye. There are too many wounds untouched, too many things left unsaid, and too much love between them still.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    47,188
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
    1,218
    Kudos:
    3,203
    Bookmarks:
    1,130
    Hits:
    73,579

    14 Apr 2026

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    After ignoring his phone in favor of getting split in two by his situationship, Shane is stranded in Boston at the start of the zombie apocalypse.

    Ilya is left with nowhere to go, and Shane refuses to leave him behind. In order to survive, they have to cross the Canadian border and get to the cottage, together.

    But getting to Canada is far easier said than done. When Ilya is badly injured, their road-trip becomes a race against the dead—and the infection spreading through Ilya’s leg.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    90,658
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    1,303
    Kudos:
    6,655
    Bookmarks:
    3,062
    Hits:
    175,894

    08 Apr 2026

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

    -

    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    4,218
    Kudos:
    18,948
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    8,612
    Hits:
    485,782

    08 Apr 2026

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    Following the internet success of Shane and Ilya's presentation at the NHL Awards, ESPN decided to contract with them to do a whole series. It goes far better than anyone could have dreamed.

    -or-

    “When you think about it,” Jackie said, when Shane had dinner with her and Hayden a few days later, “hockey’s basically already reality tv.”

    Series
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    Words:
    64,863
    Chapters:
    16/16
    Comments:
    1,326
    Kudos:
    7,259
    Bookmarks:
    2,591
    Hits:
    172,855

    06 Apr 2026

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    They met at thirteen in a locker room that smelled like sweat and cheap detergent.

    Shane thought he'd forget the loud Russian boy with the crooked smile.

    He didn't.

    Years later, they're drafted to the same team. Teammates. Strangers.

    Except Shane still knows exactly where Ilya is on the ice without looking.

    Some habits never die.

    Language:
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    Words:
    82,818
    Chapters:
    20/20
    Comments:
    379
    Kudos:
    1,839
    Bookmarks:
    663
    Hits:
    46,605

    03 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander never meant to hire the cocky Russian trainer his teammate J.J. raved about. But one look at Ilya Rozanov—curly-haired, smirking, built like sin—and Shane was lost.

    From their first session, Ilya pushes every one of Shane’s buttons: infuriating him, commanding him, touching him just a little too long. The workouts are brutal, the banter sharp, and the private sauna sessions… dangerous. Before long, Shane finds himself caught in a dynamic he’s never dared imagine, but one that might just be the fulfillment of his deepest, most secret fantasies.

    When real feelings start burning hotter than any workout, Shane has to face the truth: he’s falling hard for the one man who might only see him as a toy.
    Now he has to decide—risk everything to find out if Ilya feels the same… or walk away before his heart takes a harder hit than his glutes ever did.

    Language:
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    88,103
    Chapters:
    26/26
    Comments:
    597
    Kudos:
    2,115
    Bookmarks:
    742
    Hits:
    88,960

    31 Mar 2026

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    The entire time Hayden has known him, and known of him, he has been Ilya Rozanov; violent player and serial womanizer. The media was saying those things about a child, and no one had given a shit, because Ilya had never spoken up for himself. He’d never protested their unfounded claims, and he never tried to prove them wrong, either.

    Which, now that Hayden knows the things he does, makes perfect fucking sense.

    or

    Hayden finds himself unlearning everything he thought he knew about Ilya Rozanov

    Language:
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    14,402
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    148
    Kudos:
    4,159
    Bookmarks:
    841
    Hits:
    34,587

    17 Mar 2026

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    Shane really isn't looking for a relationship, which is why having Ilya around is nice. No strings attached, only great sex. It's a win all around.

    The only problem is that Ilya is way, way too nice to Shane's stupid cat.

    Language:
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    16,013
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    620
    Kudos:
    10,154
    Bookmarks:
    2,984
    Hits:
    71,243

    17 Mar 2026

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    The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed. 

    Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.

    Reentry is harder than expected.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    38,174
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    3,816
    Kudos:
    29,276
    Bookmarks:
    12,303
    Hits:
    542,952

    14 Mar 2026

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    Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”

    Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”

    “You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”

    The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.

    In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.

    There’s a lot to get used to.

    Language:
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    Words:
    43,230
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    3,124
    Kudos:
    29,310
    Bookmarks:
    7,638
    Hits:
    425,370

    05 Mar 2026

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    The one where Ilya is Shane's TA for Intro to Russian Literature and Shane is still a hockey boy.

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Collections:
    5
    Comments:
    600
    Kudos:
    6,618
    Bookmarks:
    2,196
    Hits:
    162,780

    28 Feb 2026

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    Stuck in an alt-world where he and Shane never hooked up as teenagers, Ilya is determined to get Shane back. To do that, Ilya has to figure out a way to get Shane to see him as anyone other than the Russian asshole who has spent a decade pissing him off. It can't be that hard to make your husband fall in love with you... right?

    Basically: Shane Hollander makes a wish with good intentions. Ilya Rozanov wakes up confused, single, closeted, and miserable in Boston.

    +Bonus Chapter where AltWorld!Ilya wakes up confused, married, out, and carefree in Ottawa

    Language:
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    Words:
    54,150
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    1,574
    Kudos:
    14,205
    Bookmarks:
    4,514
    Hits:
    193,458

    20 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    Language:
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    Words:
    145,224
    Chapters:
    25/25
    Comments:
    5,808
    Kudos:
    21,591
    Bookmarks:
    7,123
    Hits:
    652,464

    13 Feb 2026

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    Troy’s grin turned sharp and mischievous. “Alright then,” he spoke up. “New bet.”

    “No.” Ilya groaned. “Why is everything always a bet?”

    “Because you hate losing,” Wyatt answered as if it was obvious.

    Troy clapped his hands together. “Okay, so,” he started, his eyes gleaming. “Rozanov has to get Shane Hollander to fall in love with him.”

    Ilya stared at him, his brain’s processing lagging half a second behind. “You think you are jokester, yes? You are joking.”

    or, in which hockey captain Ilya Rozanov drunkenly agrees to a bet to make the nerdy Shane Hollander fall in love with him

    Language:
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    Words:
    38,317
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    713
    Kudos:
    6,060
    Bookmarks:
    1,931
    Hits:
    119,744

    08 Feb 2026

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    “You’re going to Boston.”

    Long after Farah hangs up, the words keep echoing in Shane’s head. If he had thought his thoughts had been chaotic this morning, when his biggest problem had been his rival potentially fucking him when he came to Montreal in two weeks, that’s nothing compared to the code-red panic that started the instant he found out he was being traded to Rozanov’s team.

    Rozanov, who was supposed to be his great career rival. Rozanov, who he’s hooked up with twice now. Rozanov, who had been planning on coming to Shane’s apartment in Montreal to fuck him the next time they saw each other. God, how on Earth is Shane going to walk into his locker room in Boston in a few days time?

    The impending awkwardness of dealing with Rozanov is almost enough to eclipse the hurt he’s trying to ignore. The knowledge that Montreal values him so little that they’re willing to dispose of him only six months into his rookie season. Almost, but not quite.

    -

    Or, Shane gets traded to Boston AU.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    51,933
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    1,733
    Kudos:
    24,317
    Bookmarks:
    6,927
    Hits:
    391,055

    07 Feb 2026

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