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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    He imagined Ricky sitting across from him, soft brown eyes that always asked without words, hair falling like sunlight over his cheek. He imagined the faint brush of a smile, the tilt of the head that made Gyuvin forget he was sitting on a living room floor, that made him forget the world even existed.

    Ricky’s presence was everywhere and nowhere. He could taste it if he tried. Not the person, not really. Not the voice. But the aftertaste, the echo of every small touch that had ever made him dizzy without moving. He could almost trace the memory of it on his own lips, if he concentrated.

    Hanbin’s panic swelled in the background. “Okay, stop panicking. Okay. Think. Where’s your—oh, fuck.”

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    30 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    So somehow—slumped across Gyuvin’s lap, drunk off his ass and freshly dumped—the idea came to him.

    If trust was the problem, then the solution was obvious.

    Who better than Gyuvin? The person he trusted with his life.

    And that was how the whole thing started.

    “Qubing,” Ricky slurred, words heavy on his tongue, “can you fuck me?”

     ———

    Or, where Ricky wants his bestfriend to take his virginity.

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    1/1
    Comments:
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    310
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    30 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    "Do you not like it?"

    It sounded overly familiar, like the repeat of the last time Ricky'd gotten a tattoo. Which felt wrong, because they were no longer the same Ricky and Gyuvin from almost two years ago, and yet the response hurt all the same. His side stung slightly – all of it did.

    "No! Of course I do; it's just..." He frowned, shaking his head as if chasing away an unpleasant thought. "How long will it take to heal?"

    "Around six months, but it should be fine-"

    Gyuvin cleared his throat then, gingerly placing his hand on Ricky's hip and guiding him to the side as he shot up abruptly, refusing to even meet his gaze now. Like a cornered deer trying to escape its certain death.

    Gyuvin starts acting weird after Ricky gets his second tattoo, and that's not at all the reaction Ricky expected.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    10
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    156
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    29 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    Ricky is a Vampire, but not just any Vampire. He's the son of one of the most famous Vampire families in the world. So far, he's managed to keep it a secret.

    Then comes his trusted roommate, best friend, and beloved crush, Kim Gyuvin.

    Ricky drops hints to Gyuvin throughout all of the years they've known each other, not wanting to scare Gyuvin off by telling him directly.

    Meanwhile, Gyuvin thinks his trusted roommate, best friend, and beloved crush, is part Angel, and not a Vampire at all.

    Cue: The supernatural shenanigans of idiots in love.

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    Chapters:
    1/4
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    29
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    25 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    Distance was supposed to dull everything, not throb like an old wound.

    But Gyuvin still feels it — the phantom pull, the ache that hums whenever Ricky’s name surfaces in a headline.

    It’s been weeks since he vanished after that Shanghai fanmeeting. Yuehua won’t talk. The members avoid the question.

    But sometimes, absence hums louder than presence.

    When roses echo, not even time can pretend to forget.

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    Chapters:
    22/22
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    8
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    61
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    7
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    1,487

    25 Nov 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 8

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    格兰芬多天才小狗金奎彬 x 斯莱特林憨憨小猫沈泉锐

    Ricky spent years yearning for a certain gryffindor golden boy, but never expects anything in return. Accepting his tragic unrequited crush, he simply wants to get this over with and graduate. That is, until the triwizard tournament arrives.

    or where ricky discovers that maybe, just maybe, his unrequited love, isn't as hopeless as he thinks it is.

     

    sorry for the delay, things backfired irl

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    中文-普通话 國語
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    14,716
    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    33
    Bookmarks:
    8
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    1,108

    25 Nov 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 99

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    It's the summer of 2020 when Gyuvin and Ricky meet for the first time. Five years later, everything between them is broken.

    or: Gyuvin, Ricky, and two summers.

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    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    242
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    347
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    25 Nov 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 6

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    Kim Gyuvin went through life with one person at his side at all times, Shen Ricky. They were inseparable friends, from age 11 to age 35. People always ask him whether his life wasn't missing something, someone.

    To get rid of those questions, Ricky brings up something from their childhood, a pact to get married at 35 if they are still single.

    Their marriage leads to life revelations neither of them anticipated

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    56
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    690

    25 Nov 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 26

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    When two international students arrive in the UK, all they want is a normal university life:
    Ricky Shen, an architecture major with too many sketchbooks and too little sleep,
    and Kim Gyuvin, a med student with the confidence of an extrovert but the social skills of a baby deer.

    They were promised separate rooms.

    The universe laughed.

    Due to a last-second housing error, they’re forced to share a tiny dorm room—
    one bed too short, one closet too small,
    and roommates who barely share a language.

    Cue the chaos.

    Between late-night accidental pillow wars,
    coffee-fuelled gaming disputes,
    English-as-a-second-language miscommunication disasters,
    and whispers from mutual friends insisting they “look like a couple,”
    Ricky and Gyuvin scramble to convince everyone—especially themselves—
    that they are totally not in love.

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    Chapters:
    12/12
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    29
    Kudos:
    131
    Bookmarks:
    26
    Hits:
    2,814

    25 Nov 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 1

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    时间线基于2024年1月,现实背景。

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    中文-普通话 國語
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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
    6
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    15
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    542

    17 Oct 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 50

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    “I like Ricky.”

    “Yeah, everybody does… and knows.”

    “Respectfully, keep yourself safe..!"

    Or: Gyuvin likes Ricky, problem is, everybody knows--Ricky included. Weirdly enough, Ricky doesn't acknowledge nor dismisses his feelings, interacting with him casually as a friend. Follow Gyuvin’s journey of constantly vying for Ricky’s attention and interactions, the inner turmoil of his life and how he overcame it (it overcame him).

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
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    13 Oct 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 44

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    Every time Ricky grieves his relationship status (or lack thereof), Gyuvin tries desperately to offer himself up, only to be met with sad looks. He's obviously under the impression that he's sending clear signals, but he also calls Ricky "fucking stupid" every day, so the status quo is that Gyuvin is sad and Ricky is slightly confused.

    Matthew thinks it's quite stupid, actually.

    Also: Gyuvin misinterprets every piece of advice given by Hao and Matthew in the worst way possible.

    (Can be read as standalone! Same universe but no link to oh, hao KNOWS)

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    42
    Kudos:
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    Bookmarks:
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    13 Oct 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 51

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    Gyuvin let out a soft chuckle, but it sounded forced. “Yeah, fans are wild. They love making stuff up.”

    Ricky’s chest tightened. That same easygoing, playful tone. The one Gyuvin always used when he was trying to brush something off.

    “But what if they’re not making it up?” Ricky’s voice was barely above a whisper, but the words hung heavy in the air.
    Gyuvin’s fingers stopped moving entirely.

    Ricky finally turned his head, looking up at him. His heart was pounding so hard it felt like Gyuvin could probably hear it.

    “I just…” Ricky’s throat felt dry, but he forced the words out anyway. “I don’t think it’s that funny.”

    Gyuvin’s expression shifted, his playful mask slipping just enough for Ricky to see the hesitation underneath.
    “Why?”

    Ricky’s gaze didn’t waver. “Because… I don’t want it to be a joke.”

    ___

    or: Gyuvin retweets a photo from a Shimkongz account and it makes Ricky spiral.

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    Comments:
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    19 Jul 2025

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    Perhaps Ricky's lost his mind or rather it's more likely that Gyuvin broke it. Gyuvin’s ruined him with his hands and his touch and his presence and Ricky isn’t sure he can go back to how they were before. Not after he’s seen how his face looks when he lets himself go. Not after he’s heard all the sweet sounds Gyuvin makes only for him.

    He’s being selfish, sure, but he doesn’t care. He’s always been somewhat possessive when it comes to Gyuvin and he doesn’t want anyone else to be bothered by this problem he created. That’s it, right? He’s being selfless. Ricky will take care of this just as he has with everything else. He’s selfless and his heart is so big and it’s only this big for Gyuvin and Gyuvin alone.

    And either way, it’s mutually beneficial. Ricky’s getting just as much out of it as Gyuvin is. He’s being a good friend and helping him. It’s an act of his friendship, so he doesn’t see why it has to be a big deal.

    They’re just two best friends who were helping each other get off. It doesn't have to be a big deal.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    172
    Hits:
    15,863

    19 Jul 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 7

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    Ricky, a quiet student who prefers staying out of the spotlight, crosses paths with Gyuvin, a popular classmate burdened by silent loneliness. A rainy day and a shared bus ride spark a quiet curiosity between two boys who seem to have nothing in common—except the longing to be seen for who they really are.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Kudos:
    29
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    7
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    19 Jul 2025

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    When what feels like ten minutes of silence passes, Gyuvin just shrugs as he looks back at the iPad. Then, he starts reading the fanfiction off the screen.

    Ricky’s lips wrap around his heavy cock, taking the weight against his tongue as he—

    “Stop, please.” Ricky begs, standing up from his desk as he walks over to Gyuvin.

    Gyuvin could never be that merciful when he’s teasing Ricky, so he just leans back instead as he continues to read.

    He gags on his size while Gyuvin thrusts in and out of his wet heat—

    “Stop!” Ricky cries out, reaching for the iPad before Gyuvin throws his hands up.

    Ricky's become obsessed with reading fanfiction about him and Gyuvin. Gyuvin finds out and turns his fantasy into a reality.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    86
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    152
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    15,485

    18 Jul 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 17

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    “Holy fuck,” the words came out breathless, the steam of the shower making it impossible to breathe all of a sudden. He doesn’t think he’s ever cum that hard in his life. And as reality starts to seep back in, the thought of cumming to fantasies of his best friend made him want to die. What was happening?!

    Based on that fansign vid where Ricky looked like he just realized he had a crush on Gyuvin and couldn't look him in the eyes.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    141
    Bookmarks:
    17
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    4,003

    18 Jul 2025

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    “So the infamous CEO of ShenLux is an Omega?”

    Ricky huffed in reply. He was hunched over gripping the leather seat beside him, feeling completely vulnerable in the empty lobby of his own building.

    “Fuck off, Kim Gyuvin,” he gritted out.

    Gyuvin cocked his head to the side, an amused smirk on his face. “Or… I could just--”

    "Don't you dare finish that sentence if you want to keep your job!"

    or, Gyuvin is here to replace Hanbin as Ricky's secretary, and Ricky doesn't know how to feel about it.

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    72,066
    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
    250
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    1,556
    Bookmarks:
    234
    Hits:
    39,193

    18 Jul 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 35

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    Ricky’s always been good at pretending—pretending he doesn’t stare when Gyuvin stretches, when he laughs too loud, when his shirt rides up just a little too high. They’re best friends. That’s all they’ve ever been.

    But lately, Ricky’s eyes have been lingering too long. And Gyuvin? He’s noticed.

    Language:
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    Words:
    5,068
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    226
    Bookmarks:
    35
    Hits:
    2,793

    18 Jul 2025

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    Realistically it’s been less than a week since they last saw each other, but actually having Gyuvin in the same room and staring at him with his earnest, earnest eyes affects him more than he’d like to admit. I’m sorry for avoiding you, Ricky wants to say. If he were a bit braver, he might try a Tell me what you wanted to say, and I promise I’ll listen this time.

    Instead, he scowls and deadpans, “For someone with nothing but Coconut Mall music playing in their head, you fucking suck at this game.”

    Or, Ricky's weakness has always been Gyuvin. Too bad he's terrible at getting his feelings straight

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    Language:
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    Words:
    63,587
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    170
    Kudos:
    1,242
    Bookmarks:
    312
    Hits:
    37,486

    02 Jun 2025

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