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He knows something about being buried under weights his body cannot bear, and that must be the reason why his heart is racing miles.
Not Enjin’s warmth or his perfume. Not his heart, beating steadily against Tamsy’s own chest.
or: Tamsy and Enjin get a bit too close
(contains major manga spoilers, do not read if you haven't reached chapter 110 yet!)
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Banshee In A Well by bugbee, liverobinreaction (bugbee)
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Red Robin (Comics), Batman (Comics), DCU, DCU (Comics)
02 Apr 2023
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Tim is five years old when he drowns in his parents' pool. He dies quietly, waiting for parents who love him, but will never be there, to realise that something is wrong. They never show up, and he sinks into oblivion.
When he wakes up and claws his way out of the water, the sun has set, and the lights of his house are on. He is cold and wet and his lungs burn.
But most of all, Tim is alone.
(If you die and no-one is there to see it, were you ever alive in the first place?)
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- Part 1 of bury the dead where they're found
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something else by kareofbears
Fandoms: The Maze Runner Series - James Dashner, The Maze Runner (Movies)
03 May 2024
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Thomas would rather bite off his tongue than ask. Would rather rely on his left hand for the rest of his life than ask. Even if he knows the only way to have Newt break him is to ask.
So it's a simple thing, really.
Thomas won't ask. He'll suck it up and live with it.
Easy.
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21 Jul 2025
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from admiration to love, from love to matrimony by moongallery
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
16 Jun 2025
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"Forgive me, Lord Phainon, I can't help but be curious. How could you possibly not know that Lord Mydei has been your spouse for... four months?"
"To be honest, Miss Castorice, I haven't the slightest idea."
Through a series of events that may or may not have involved a Kremnoan courting ritual, Phainon had somehow managed to ask for Mydei's hand in marriage.
For some reason, Mydei said yes.
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09 Jul 2025
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He doesn't remember much from his time as a human worm on a sinking ship, but he lives with the splinters.
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- Part 1 of I am accused. I dream of massacres.
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13 Nov 2024
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But here, now, Soap is like a live wire, sparking all over the place. And he's not sure how he hasn't set this safehouse on fire with it. With the flashing glints and the white-hot heat.
He doesn't know how anyone could miss it. Least of all Ghost, who's observant all on his own, but when it comes to Soap, misses nothing.
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- Part 4 of Any Time You Need Me
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Ghost's fought for air before. He's been strangled, choked, waterboarded, and gotten the wind knocked out of him after a fall. But somehow, despite everything he's been through, he's never fully lost his breath.
Until now. And the thing that finally steals it all? Straight from out of his lungs like a there's a fucking vacuum shoved down his throat?
It's when Soap's nearly taken away from him.
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- Part 3 of Any Time You Need Me
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13 Jun 2024
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hhhhihmygod the truest forms of intimacy don't come from sex or any similar bullshit, it is is letting yourself be at peace and not knowing how to deal with it but putting your trust in someone anyways and and and
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Ghost hasn't been himself for days and he's taking it out on everyone.
Soap is determined to fix whatever the hell is going on.
He's just... not sure he ever imagined it would look like this.
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- Part 1 of Any Time You Need Me
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13 Jun 2024
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read this while watching some military action show w my dad. gay men during pride month, man
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what you're longing for (you claim to abhor) by Ghxst_Bird
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
28 Feb 2024
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He smiles, all teeth, “Come on Replacement, I even got to the door with both legs busted. This should be nothing.”
“You’re right. Jason… Jason wouldn’t have given up. He would fight, I can still—“
The boy wobbles, and Jason has to suppress the mortifying impulse to jump to his aid.
“I can still fight. Batman needs me.”
“That’s a terrible idea,” he muses aloud, and if there’s a hint of real concern somewhere under all the roiling green, well, nobody can prove it.
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aka. the not-actual-hallucination Jason Todd tries the less hands on approach to getting revenge. It ends up backfiring spectacularly.
aka. the non traditional way to (reluctantly) reintegrate into the family after being dead, coming back to life, and becoming a crime lord, Jason "Red Hood" Todd edition
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06 May 2024
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Always Another Blood Spilled, Another Blood Shared by SilverSkiesAtMidnight
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, DCU (Comics)
02 Oct 2021
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He’s almost surprised by the bitterness that floods the back of his burning throat. Of course Bruce didn’t really come and save him.
He never did when it counted.
He’s alone in this, the same way he was before, and that’s okay. He’s not just Jason this time, not just a stupid, reckless kid in a brightly colored death shroud. He’s the fucking Red Hood.
“Jason?” a tiny voice croaks.
Ah, shit.
Day 1 - ALL TRUSSED UP AND STILL NOWHERE TO GO
"You have to let go” | barbed wire | boundSeries
- Part 1 of Whumptober 2021
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savior(s) of the broken by Aelig for epistemology
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Nightwing (Comics), Red Hood: Lost Days
28 Aug 2021
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“I could have taken care of them alone,” says the guy he just saved, finally coming out in the light to watch the last of the gang scramble away as fast as he could. “But thanks.”
Jason turns, a quip ready on his lips, but his breath gets taken away by the unexpected sigh.
Because, right here in front of him and none the wiser, is Dick Grayson himself — Nightwing, leader of the Titans, former Robin, favored son of Batman.
His big brother.
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06 May 2024
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let me put my lips to something (let me wrap my teeth around the world) by FlowerCitti for unowhoitis, osy, diotheleo, jaybirdsandbabybats, smallcrochetdog
Fandoms: Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008), Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023)
14 Mar 2023
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Vash needs a break every once in a while to function, even if he won’t explicitly just take one for once. But Wolfwood supposes he can get him to have it in this form; in warm showers and shared double beds and cheap whiskey, in these brief moments where Vash grows just a little softer, allows himself to relax for a day or two in a shitty inn. It’s enough in this kind of life, one where they often can not afford respite even like this.
(Or, Vash drinks a little more than usual. Wolfwood wakes up to an Angel attached to him.)
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02 Apr 2024
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"You can't bookmark every fic that makes you feel something at 1am" yes i CAN!!! WATCH MEEE
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Big iron on your hip don't mean a thing if there's only one bed left at the hotel.
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02 Apr 2024
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Had the amaranthaceae species kali tragus at all existed on that planet, it would have tumbleweeded between them to great effect just then, regardless of the fact that it was not native to the North American Southwestern region and in fact did not become widespread there before 1870.
Accurate personalities my beloved
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sinners by crocodile
Fandoms: Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023), Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008)
09 Mar 2023
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“You’ll know when it happens,” Vash says, and now he turns his head, showing his profile. Without the protection of his glasses, tucked into the collar of his jacket, his eyes flash white in the light. Like an animal, Nicholas thinks. Like something unknowable, untameable, no matter how close one’s willing to get.
But Nicholas has never been afraid of getting bit. He shifts on his rocky perch, chewing the lollipop stick long gone soggy between his teeth. “Can you at least tell me what to watch for?”
Vash hums, turning around fully, half a smile quirking the left side of his mouth, forming a dimple Nicholas wants to press his thumb into.
“Teeth.”
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02 Apr 2024
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god.good grief. im not normal abt wolfwood eating plantussy like a champ. holy shkt bro. this makes me wanna eat pussy again
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14 Mar 2024
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this is NOT here
...so anyways, the thought of a relationship where there's two switches, and the expected to be top is the bottom, UGH. don't get me started. let me take care of you and have you take care of me. the promise to be taken care of after taking care of each other. the mutual give and take. nothing hut the intimacy of knowing each.other and trusting each other god WHEN IS IT MY TUUUUURN. LET ME PEG A BITCH AND GET PEGGED!! WHERES MY BOTTOM/SWITCH MASC!!! AHHHHHHH
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Zhongli is at Childe's bedside and he discovers the floor of the ocean.
“If you worry that I may die by my own unraveling... perhaps you should just kill me here and now.”
[UPDATE: NOW WITH ALT ENDING!]
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19 Feb 2024
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“It is not so easy, to love, knowing I will watch you, here, delivered to your grave by your own doing. That you, too, will pass and I will be left with the aftertaste of your existence, never to be known again."
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"I have asked myself if there’s any difference between them all. And there is. Loving you is somehow infinitely worse.”
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"Why don’t you realize I don’t want to be some fleeting spark?”
“You are not.”
“I am! I will be.”
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there was once something long here, but i cringed at it so it's gone. ew, anger and grief that i don't feel anymore. desgustang
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There is a popular game in Snezhnaya, one that originates as an activity to keep children occupied during the long winter days stuck indoors while arctic winds howl outside, knocking against doors and windows and carrying with it a violent storm of ice and frost. The game has since been adopted into a drinking game by bored young adults similarly trapped inside those cold, dark grueling months.
The game’s rules go something like this. Each person takes a turn telling two truths and one lie about themselves while the rest of the participants have to pluck out the lie. If the guessers guessed wrong, the person telling the information gets the point. If the guesser guessed right, then the person gets no points.
There is no real end to this game. Children play it until they become bored, adults play it until they become drunk.
Childe plays it until…
Come to think of it, Childe’s not entirely sure why he’s playing.
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A Childe introspection story where he tries to find his heart.
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Bookmarked by Syfris
14 Feb 2024
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This is the epitome of why I so deeply relate to Childe--believing yourself so broken due to the need to survive growing up, being perceived as off due to the mannerisms picked up from surviving. Believing yourself a monster due to how alienated your survival left you. Needing to find that mask, that personality, a new name to separate yourself from that kid that needed to fight every day to survive, needing that mask to slip back into a society that never needed to survive from day to day. Outgoing, but alone at the end of the day; extroverted, but friendless when the night draws near, never having a sense of true belonging unless it is to an organization or greater purpose you can dedicate yourself to.
And them, someone will come along--a friend or a lover, maybe both, and the fear of opening up mixed with the desperation of needing to open up, until it comes vomiting out alongside your heart that you place into their hands, and when you do, you're suddenly that child again, the one who's used to having to survive every day, that child that is so tired of having to fight to make it through the day. That child places their heart into their hands, and, inevitably, the trust is broken. The betrayal.
But--the hope, the hope that it is rectified. That even when your brain is in alarmed and panicking after being broken, despite your frantic attempts to detach, that they'll match your desperation with persistence and persevere and choose you, they'll help mend that broken heart of yours and show you you're lovable, your effort was worth it, you're chosen.
Anyways.
I like Childe. And ZhongChi. sucks balls 2 not have that irl. lolz. Good fic :)
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Childe isn't afraid of anything. He's fearless. The strong, undefeatable 11th Fatui Harbinger no one wants to get on the bad side of. The person who nearly destroyed Liyue, cocky smirk on his face and all.
He isn't the person who fears anything; he's the person that gets feared.
Until the lights go out, that is.
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Or: Zhongli asks Childe to accompany him to the lantern rite festival, and discovers something Childe would have preferred to keep a secret.
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21 Dec 2023
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recipe for zaru soba by ilovegetosuguru
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
15 Mar 2021
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Satoru cooks zaru soba for Suguru.
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Satoru gathers the ingredients from the fridge and lays them out on the wooden table: soba noodles, seaweed, scallions, a mix of sauces, a bottle of sake stolen from Shoko’s secret stash. She won’t miss a single bottle, given how many she buys each day.
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17 Dec 2023
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me when the canon hurt comforts and gojo uses his six fucking eyes