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You Would've Been the One by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jun 2025
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Shane would always be yearning for something with a man who didn't want him, wouldn't he? A little positive attention and he'd folded like origami. Pathetic.
"Stay," Rozanov said. It sounded like pleading. That trick had worked on him, once.
“Why?" Shane's tone was more biting than he intended. "What do you think is going to happen if I stay? Are you gonna make me a goddamned tuna melt?”
Rozanov, to his credit, took the words like the blow they were. His eyes widened, then he covered his face with his palms and muttered something in Russian.
Shane had never seen shame written across those features before.
In April 2017, Shane Hollander suffers the most painful not-breakup he’ll ever experience. Months later, he's outed. Two years after that, a broken knee ends his career.
When Rozanov unexpectedly crosses Shane's path four years later, Shane resolves to be courteous yet keep his distance. But Ilya is just as beautiful and charming as he ever was, and he’s determined to give what they'd once shared a second chance. A real chance.
It's a bad idea. Shane knows it's a bad idea.
The terrifying thing is that it doesn't feel like one.
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06 Feb 2026
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Zuko botches his escape on the day of the eclipse and sits out the war in prison. What will the Gaang do with a new Fire Lord they can't trust? Season Four "Zuko never joined the Gaang, and he's really bad at being good" AU.
Featuring Azula's extended field trip, Jun not signing up for this, and Sokka's increasing desire to scream. Come get your international politics with a side of baby dragons.
Podfic and German translation now available, see chapter one notes!
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- Part 1 of Towards the Sun
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- 138,542
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- 51/51
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14 Dec 2025
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Guy and Thomas are traveling together for Guy’s first film since arriving back in Hollywood.
Thomas, eager about life for the first time in years, is determined not to waste any chances on the trip.
He doesn’t.
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04 Jul 2025
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In the aftermath of his suicide attempt, Thomas Barrow may have been given a brief reprieve but he’s still expected to find another position and leave Downton Abbey. When the Duchess of Crowborough unexpectedly visits the Crowleys, Thomas gets an offer he never imagined: to become the butler to the Duke of Crowborough, his long estranged lover.
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10 Jan 2025
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“Blessed Spirit, we thank you for the gift of this child’s life. We are forever in your debt.” The whole village is kneeling now, even the tiniest toddlers flopped down on their stomachs doing their best approximation of a bow. “Please, won’t you give us a name to call you? We would like to properly express our gratitude.”
Oh.
Well shit.
(Where Zuko saves a little Earth Kingdom girl from drowning, the villagers think he's a Spirit, build him a shrine, and long story short, a fake story about the Blue Spirit who dances with dragons suddenly becomes very real.)
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25 Oct 2024
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The story goes like this:
In 1973, Armand met a beautiful boy and chased him around the world, until the boy finally stopped running and started loving him back.
In 1985, Armand erased all of the boy's memories, and let him go to live a normal human life.
In 2022, Armand was desperate and heartbroken enough to bind them together forever.That's the story... according to Armand, who can't string three words together without sneaking a gaslighting attempt in.
So yeah.
No.Or: Armand tells Daniel the "truth" about their relationship after '73. Daniel calls bullshit.
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12 Aug 2024
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if you find one, tell me which piece i’ve lost by BeaArthurPendragon
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Black Panther (2018)
24 Jun 2021
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Her face is warm but neutral—she is a kind person, he thinks, but also a professional. She would not think twice about killing him if he tried to strike. “My name is Ayo,” she says.
He hesitates when he realizes she is waiting for him to respond. He doesn’t deserve the name Bucky anymore. He still answers to Soldat—the way a beaten dog answers to a jerked chain, but it sure as hell can get his attention in a hurry. But that’s no name for a person, and he is determined to become one.
(In Wakanda, two wounded soldiers begin to heal.)
Featuring Bucky & Ayo friendship and a million and one Stucky feels. Fic complete.
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- Part 1 of Welcome Home, Son
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20 May 2024
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Lestat makes his plea in the church and Louis says no.
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- Part 1 of Is this too much?
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19 Jan 2024
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Demonology and the Tri-Phasic Model of Trauma: An Integrative Approach by Nnm
Fandoms: Good Omens (TV)
05 Oct 2019
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As soon as Aubrey Thyme, psychotherapist, had opened her office door and seen her new client, Anthony J. Crowley, sitting in her waiting area, she was observing and assessing him. At first glance, she paid attention to the following:
--His clothing was expensive and stylish;
--He wore very strange but noticeable cologne;
--His relationship to the seat he occupied could only, very loosely, be described as “sitting;”
--He looked angry;
--He was wearing sunglasses.What Aubrey Thyme, a professional, thought, upon first seeing her new client was: you’re going to be a fun one, aren’t you?
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19 Jan 2024
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just let me adore you by dharmainitiative
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
11 Jul 2021
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“Alright, what gives?” Sam demands. “Why do you turn down every single person I try to set you up with?”
He expects Bucky to avoid the question, come up with all sorts of excuses. What he doesn’t expect is for Bucky to start laughing.
“C’mon, Sam. Seriously?”
“Yes, seriously.”
“Sam,” Bucky finally says, slow and deliberate. “I’m not interested in anyone you’ve tried to set me up with because I’ve been gone on you for ages.”
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19 Jan 2024
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Rock Me Gently by enigma731, invisibledaemon
Fandoms: Guardians of the Galaxy (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
21 Dec 2020
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“She is our--She is Gamora,” Nebula says. “There is only one Gamora and I know her better than any of you do.” She pauses and glares at Peter, clearly challenging him to protest that. For once, he doesn’t dare. “This Gamora has jumped forward in time nine years, but she is the same person at her core. Just as you are the same despite not having experienced the last five years I did. We are all just--out of sync at the moment.”
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19 Jan 2024
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Nothing Happened by Anonymous
Fandoms: Guardians of the Galaxy (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
08 Jul 2019
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Peter's captured, but nothing bad happens.
At least nothing he wants to talk about.
(Check the tags and warnings, Peter's lying about this.)
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- 12,713
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 17
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- 218
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19 Jan 2024
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Flawed Perfection by Squiggles13
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
08 Feb 2026
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Bucky Barnes has a lot to contend with in the 21st century. One difficult task after another is laid out in front of him: managing his new found freedom, attending therapy and working through his trauma. It's a struggle, but recovery is not a straight line, as his therapist so often likes to remind him.
He has to navigate this friendship / relationship / whatever it is with Sam all the while managing his guilt and shame for his years as the Winter Soldier, and his grief over Steve's death. Then of course there’s these new super soldiers that have appeared out of nowhere that have to be dealt with, along with the frustrating inclusion of new faces, like Walker, and the familiar, like Zemo.
And then there is another task, one that sometimes seems to be the most difficult task of all: learning to be kind to his past self.
Rewrite / fix it of TFATWS – you do not need to read the other parts of this series, this works as a standalone. Pre TFATWS to about three months after the series ends. Not just a rehash of the TV series, I like to bounce off canon and do my own thing. I generally update fortnightly.
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- 320,847
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- 62/75
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19 Jan 2024
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You keep going back to her, like a boomerang. All your life, there she is, Lisa Simpson, pulling you in and pushing you out.
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19 Jan 2024
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A Knight's Watch by DolorousEdditor
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
04 Feb 2015
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Jon Snow is forbidden to take the black by his father. Instead he sent to squire for a famous knight, beginning a long arduous journey that causes him to cross paths with characters he never would have. Along the way he learns truths long hidden and discovers love in the most unlikely of places.
All of this in the shadow of the War of Five Kings and the coming of the Others.- Language:
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- 42/42
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14 Jan 2024
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Deadlines and Commitments by Fayet for DeadpanDebutante
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
04 May 2021
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Forming a defensive league against the rising dark star of Tom Riddle alias Voldemort Albus Dumbledore has quite a bit of work on his hands. Building up a network of friends and followers there is still one thing he needs: more information, and an inside man. It doesn't take long until he sets his eyes on the rather brilliant but completely unbearable young Potionsmaster Severus Snape. A pity, though, that young Snape seems to want anything but join a league of dim-witted Gryffindors...
Written as pre-canon, fits into the "Those who favour fire"-series, but can nicely be read as standalone. Features a lot of wizarding academia, the Guild of Potionsmasters and Alchemists, and two very clever men trying to outwit each other.
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- Part 1 of Those Who Favour Fire
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13 Jan 2024
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Daniel goes snooping around the tower in Dubai and uncovers something shocking. Then he writes about it for Vanity Fair. Is he telling the truth, or just crying wolf? And how would we ever know the difference?
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- English
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- 5,817
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- 1/1
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03 Jan 2024
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little kidnaps in the dark | End OTW Racism by gaypiratedivorce
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022), Vampire Chronicles Series - All Media Types
17 Nov 2023
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The first memory is only the first memory, the first crack —after the dam finally breaks, Daniel tries to make sense of the past unraveling itself in his mind. While continuing to thread the story of Louis's life, he attempts to untangle the questions of his own. But Armand offers no answers, and Louis gives him no straightforward ones. As their histories weave together and the line between journalism and personal chronicle disappears from sight, Daniel struggles to figure out who they were then, what they've become, and why exactly he's been summoned to Dubai.
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- Part 1 of nox | End OTW Racism
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- English
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- 159,400
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- 70/70
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27 Nov 2023
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11 December Daniel Molloy's Birthday by starshine_shimmyshufflesmile
Fandoms: Vampire Chronicles Series - Anne Rice, Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022), Vampire Chronicles - All Media Types, Interview With the Vampire (Movie 1994)
11 Dec 2022
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in specifying Daniel's birthdate as occurring between November 1952 and September 1953, Rice placed him firmly in the High School graduating class of 1971. Why would she do that?
The High School class of '71 had the unique experience of being divided- into the lucky, and the not- by the defining event of their entire generation: the Viet Nam draft. In a positively gothic turn of events, half of the class of '71- those with October, November & December 1952 birthdays, ended up being the last boys ever conscripted into the Viet Nam war.
The cold war & Viet Nam is the context of youth for American boys born 1940-1956: fearing the bomb, vulnerable to the draft. When the same cohort were adults in the 1980's, they were confronted by the Aids crisis. It seems distant history now, but in 1988 when TQOTD was being read by every 30 & 20something in america, all their mothers, and their little brothers, too, those 1952 guys were only 35 years old. This was current events and recent history to Anne's readers then.
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Anne Rice
born 1941, October 4
died 2021, December 11Bookmarked by Tellhulla
19 Nov 2023
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The Absence of Metaphor by gaypiratedivorce
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022), Vampire Chronicles Series - All Media Types
20 Oct 2023
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Interview with the Vampire, Madame Bovary, and the absence of metaphor: a look at how intertextual references are used in the first season of Interview with the Vampire (2022), and an argument for some (of many) possible meanings to take away from Louis's line about Flaubert.
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- 34,351
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- 4/4
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29 Oct 2023