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Robby, with a fog lifting from his mind, realizes…
Right.
Three months. He’d told Dennis he could stay here for three months. It had completely, entirely, left his mind.
Dennis speaks first.
“What…” he says, very carefully, eyes on the baby in his arms, “...is that?"or: robby had planned to spend three months running. instead, without telling anyone, he never leaves and goes home with a baby
or: the secret co-parenting hucklerobby fic- Language:
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30 Jun 2026
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Robby has gone from barely being able to watch to not wanting to even blink. He can’t keep his eyes from darting down to where Whitaker’s thighs grip the saddle, how he slides forwards on it with every downward bow of the bull and back as it pushes up. Again and again and again, he rolls with the mechanical bull with a single circular fluid motion.
It crosses his mind that this might be one of the hottest things he’s ever seen. He doesn’t even try to unpack that thought, it doesn’t even feel like an opinion he can change. It’s just a fact. Whitaker on the mechanical bull is one of the hottest things he’s ever seen.
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It’s Javadi’s twenty-first birthday party and the Pitt team hit the cowboy themed bar downtown. Whitaker gets on the mechanical bull.
One thing leads to another.
**Translation into Русский available**
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23 Jun 2026
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5 times Robby catches Dennis on his ring camera, and 1 time he finally does something serious about it.
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Dennis is house-sitting for Robby while he's on sabbatical, and what follows is several months of increasingly questionable behaviour, long-distance yearning, and the slow realisation that some distances are a lot harder to maintain than others.
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20 Jun 2026
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Dr. Robby is too old for this. Too old to be losing sleep over a resident.
It starts slowly. Favours and conversation. Things that last longer than they should.
Clearly there is nothing to discuss since the whole thing is just a temporary lapse in judgment.
Still, the way Dennis looks at him makes everything harder…And Robby, who has spent his entire life being careful, realises he may have already passed the line of no return.Slowburn, the chapters get longer as we go, cuz I get greedy
( posting when I can, proofreading when I can, sorry I just wanna go with my stupid stream of thoughts.)
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19 Jun 2026
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17 Jun 2026
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A series of disconnected memories. Robby POV. Pre-canon.
Chronology loose; can be read out of order.- Words:
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15 Jun 2026
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Robby occasionally uses Grindr for anonymous, no-strings-attached hookups. He takes a chance messaging a much younger guy, and their fun night together prompts another, and then another. Robby likes the kid, worries about him, thinks it could be nice to keep seeing him-
And then Dennis Whitaker walks into the Pitt as an MS4 with Robby's coffee mug in his hand.
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- Part 1 of Epidemics
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11 Jun 2026
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Robby coughs up his first blue petal the night after Pittfest.
But there's no reason for Dennis to know that he's Robby's soulmate. No reason for him to know that Robby is slowly dying. Because Robby is too broken to be anyone's partner - Dennis is definitely better off without him.
But the universe isn't willing to let things go so easily.
-This story contains active suicidal thoughts, mentions of past SA of a child, unsafe sex/undernegotiated kink, and other dark themes. Reader discretion is advised.
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11 Jun 2026
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Dennis Whitaker has always been good at enduring things: church on sundays, long shifts, the years old, quiet ache in his chest he refuses to name. He works, he fixes, he stays useful. Everyone agrees he’s holding up just fine.
Then he coughs up purple petals in a hospital bathroom and learns that love—unspoken, unwanted, and terminal—has been growing behind his ribs all along.
Ft. hanahaki disease, unrequited pining after allegedly straight attendings, bad coping mechanisms (cigarettes), and a man accidentally meeting his own cause of death on a nightclub dance floor.
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Dennis had his first cigarette after two years of quitting the first time he coughed up purple petals in the men’s bathroom at work.
In one fell swoop the relentless chest pain was finally explained and his death sentence was handed to him in paper thin purple petals, wet with saliva and sputum, coughed into the open palm of his healer’s hand.
It was strange that before then he’d never considered his own feelings for Robby. They had become very much like the pain in his chest: unpleasant but so long into it, also easily ignored and background noise to his every day.
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11 Jun 2026
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"I'm straight," Robby says, and even as the words leave his mouth, he realizes how absurd they sound. He's pressed against Whitaker in a bar bathroom, hard as a rock, tasting gin on his lips.
Whitaker goes still for a second, then starts laughing. Not mean—just genuinely amused, the sound breaking up into breathless gasps. "Okay."Robby has a sexual awakening in a bar bathroom. Dennis has the time of his life. Everyone wins!
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08 Jun 2026
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The conference itself would’ve been bad enough on its own. Three days in Virginia Beach with physicians from across the East Coast attending lectures and networking events and social hours that nobody actually wanted to participate in. But no, PTMC had also agreed to some commemorative panel recognizing the one-year anniversary of Pittfest.
Meaning Robby somehow ended up scheduled the next day to accept a departmental honor recognizing “exceptional leadership and emergency response coordination during mass casualty management.” There would apparently also be a plaque. A shiny new plaque to hang in the ED. Because nothing helped process collective trauma like polished wood and engraved brass.
Or, Robby is selected to sit on a conference panel commemorating Pittfest and accept an award on behalf of PTMC. (Inspired by the photo of Noah Wyle looking *lovingly* at a picture of Gerran/Dennis)
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- Part 12 of Hucklerobby Fics
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07 Jun 2026
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02 Jun 2026
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Robby meets Dennis for the first time on the asphalt of a dark Nebraskan road.
AU where Dennis never went to med school or ended up in the Pitt.
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01 Jun 2026
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“Whitaker, you need to sit down. You have a concussion.” The voice next to him tries to tell him, and it's almost familiar this time.
“Yeah I realized that, I am a fuckin' doctor. Student doctor. Whatever.” he replies, turning to squint at the man sitting next to him. “Look, can you just get Dr. Robby? He’ll tell you I'm fine, I gotta get back to work, I got… patients and shit.”
The man looks at someone behind him, some expression he can’t quite figure out. He starts to say something else, and—oh shit he’s gonna throw up fuck—he tries to lean away and not vomit all over anyone else. He doesn't quite make it.
“Shit,” yeah, he definitely ruined that guy’s shoes. Whoops. “Sorry.”
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1. A form of visual agnosia characterized by difficulty with face recognition despite intact low-level visual processing.- Language:
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30 May 2026
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“I haven’t really been to a wedding where I’ve, uh… let loose. But, hey,” Dennis shrugged, “maybe I’m doing it wrong.”
“If I hadn’t already agreed to go to this conference, I’d offer to go with you,” Robby said casually. “Show you how it’s done. I’ve got a good track record as a plus-one, too.” Dennis had to say something. To interrupt. To shut this down. But what was he supposed to say? No, you can’t be my plus one, because I lied about my cousin, and there is no wedding, and it seems a little weird to bring a date to a fucking funeral– “Apparently parents love it when you bring home a doctor.”
And just like that, the bubble popped.
“I’m not gay,” Dennis snapped.
He had never hated the sound of his own voice as much as he did right then.
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Or, Dennis is anxiously headed home for a "wedding" in Broken Bow, Nebraska, the details of which are increasingly fuzzy. Robby's got a medical conference in Omaha that same weekend. So they carpool. Seventeen hours both ways in an enclosed space with no way out except a tuck and roll. This'll go great.- Language:
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30 May 2026
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More than two years after his wife's death, Jack Abbot feels ready to start dating again. Specifically, he's ready to explore his bisexuality. The only problem is, he's never really been with men before and he's nervous about his lack of experience. When his friend suggests an unconventional solution, Jack goes for it.
After all, what's the worst that could happen? It's not like he's going to fall in love with the sex worker he's hired to teach him the ropes of gay sex.
Right?
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24 May 2026
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“You okay?” Robby asked, concern lacing his voice, all of this attention now on Jack.
“Yeah, yeah. It’s—fuck this is dumb.” Jack mentally braced himself. “So you’re on Grindr, right?”
“...Yes,” Robby answered hesitantly, his brow furrowing in confusion. “And I know you know that, so…” He trailed off and raised his eyebrows, questioning.
Jack did some quick mental math on how to have this conversation without humiliating himself and came up empty, so he took the direct approach. “How would you advise an older bi guy who’s new to the whole ‘sex with men’ scene?”
Jack comes to Robby for help, but things don’t go as planned for either of them.
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19 May 2026
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The night before his very first shift as an MS3 in PTMC, Robby meets a guy at a bar and goes home with him—it's perfect, but it's definitely just a one-night stand, especially when he bumps into the guy in the hospital the next morning: Jack Abbot, MS4, who doesn't even seem to remember Robby. Many, many years later, the Pitt Christmas after-party is at the same seedy bar, and it turns out Jack did remember, after all.
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12 May 2026
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Jack finds out something shocking about Robby’s past. This is Robby’s journey toward healing.
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07 May 2026
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Either way, the kid was sitting on the bench, with their knees raised up and their arms wrapped around their legs. They were wearing a light gray jacket much too thin for the weather, and a weathered backpack snuggly pressed against their side.
Robby tilted his head as he took a tiny step closer. The kid had their eyes closed and was possibly dosing off. Irresponsible, a deep voice sounding like his dead father whispered in Robby’s mind, they shouldn’t be out here where anything could happen.
OR; an AU where Robby finds Dennis sleeping on a park bench and takes him home
Now with multiple chapters and completed <3
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06 May 2026