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    “What do you want, Luca?” Ilya was stroking Shane’s spit-covered dick, making him squirm in his lap. 

    “I want —” he swallowed, getting lost in eyeing the movements. Ilya rubbed his palm against the head and Shane gasped, pressing his back against Ilya’s chest. “Anything you’ll give me.”  

    “Mm,” Ilya hummed approvingly. He removed his hand and wiped his palm against Shane’s cheek. Luca shuddered, mind fading to black like the end of a movie. “That’s a good start.” 

    Or: Shane, Ilya, and Luca have a lot of fun together.

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    08 Aug 2026

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    Last Read: 08/08/2026
    Chapter 1

    kiss the leader by viciousrat
    Published: 2026-04-01
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/82283481

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    Ilya Rozanov is many things—a pain in Shane Hollander’s ass, hockey’s biggest playboy, a better chirper in his second language than most people are in their first, the only player who can challenge Shane for the title of “best of his generation.” But when Shane and Ilya get stuck next to each other on a long-delayed flight to the MLH Awards, Shane realizes something else about him: Ilya Rozanov is hot.

    ***

    Shane and Ilya never hooked up at the CCM shoot. Seven years later, they end up on the same flight from New York City to Las Vegas.

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    07 Aug 2026

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    Last Read: 06/08/2026
    Chapter 2

    Your Flight Has Been Delayed by americnxgirl
    Completed: 2026-08-04
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/89188201/chapters/238784666#workskin

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Last Read: 31/07/2026
    Chapter 4

    As the Romans Do by kooksie
    Completed: 2026-06-01
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/84690476/chapters/227252036

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    Ilya has two problems.

    The first is that his best friend is freshly single and needs to get laid. The second is that Ilya is having some...weird feelings about it.

    These are completely platonic and heterosexual concerns for his friend, of course.

    (or a college au featuring shane and ilya as best friends, and shane as ilya's bisexual awakening)

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Last Read: 31/07/2026
    Chapter 7

    m2m by pookiewookie111
    Completed: 2026-07-19
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/88327651/chapters/235749501

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    There is a strong scent of antiseptic in the air, the kind that always haunts hospitals and morgues. Ilya thinks it is fitting. He thinks, perhaps, that some vital organ of his is failing irreparably, and he is only waiting for a doctor to call out his time of death.

    “You have lost your memories.” It’s not a question. Ilya’s burning hand drops from Shane’s cheek.

    “Yeah,” Shane says easily. “Wait, shit, did no one tell you?”

    “Is it temporary.” Ilya’s voice is hoarse, pleading. “This memory loss, is it… tell me that it is temporary.” Please, please, God. I know I promised to give anything up, but-

    Shane looks at Ilya with wide eyes. “They don’t know,” he says gently. He seems to be catching onto Ilya’s distress despite the drugs in his system.

    Ilya feels cold all over. Yes, any moment now, they will cover him with a white sheet and take him away.

    Shane's concussion in S01E05 leaves him missing his memories from the last decade. Ilya is now the only person in the world who knows the truth about him and Shane, and is forced to question whether to burden Shane with their complicated relationship or to walk away.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    Last Read: 28/07/2026
    Chapter 8

    Signs of Life by jukoist
    Completed: 2026-02-27
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/78908881/chapters/210991186

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    “Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.

    Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.

    “Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.

     


     

    Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.

    They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    Last Read: 26/07/2026
    Chapter 14

    Closer to where you are (is where I must be) by sistercacao
    Completed: 2026-06-19
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/82703591/chapters/230413781#workskin

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    Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.

    Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Last Read: 12/07/2026
    Chapter 4

    tongues a-wagging by Strangemagpie
    Completed: 2026-02-02
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/78314931/chapters/206653751#workskin

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    “I’m sorry I’m not him,” Shane says, looking away.

    “Who?”

    “Future me. Whoever you fell in love with.” What’s unsaid hangs in the air: whoever fell in love with you. Because this Shane – 2010 Shane – doesn’t love him. Is amused by their daily lessons, comforted by his presence, even grateful. But love?

    “That’s the thing, Shane,” Ilya says. His eyes are shining. “You are, right now, exactly who I fell in love with.”

    In 2031, Shane wakes up in the hospital certain that it's 2010. Ilya is there to remind him of the two decades he's missed and the life they've built along the way.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Last Read: 11/07/2026
    Chapter 20

    The Importance of Strawberries by lostinpinerocklands (celiazwrites)
    Completed: 2026-03-19
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/79716356/chapters/214218876

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    “Should we make Shane watch, Haasy?” Ilya asks. “Show him what he is missing, how talented my rookie is for me?”

    Shane should leave. His chest wants to crack open and blood is rushing in his ears and the door is right fucking there, but he doesn’t move. Because this—twisted and unbearable as it is—is the closest Shane’s been to Ilya in almost four months. Something is better than nothing. Even this.

    Shane dips his chin in a small, deliberate nod. Yes, make me watch. Punish me, Ilya. Please.

    Ilya’s lip curls. “Say it, Hollander. Say you want to watch him suck my cock.”

    (Canon-divergent TLG. Shane and Ilya broke up after their Christmas fight. Four months later, Shane sneaks into Ilya’s backyard and sees more than he bargained for: Luca Haas, on his knees. He gets caught, and an angsty, messy threesome follows, forcing them both to reevaluate their choices and what they're willing to do for love. There is a Hollanov happily-ever-after, and one for Luca, too.)

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Last Read: 07/07/2026
    Chapter 9

    shane hollander is not a stalker by stillnotmollified
    Completed: 2026-06-21
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/82981376/chapters/230794611#workskin

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    When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.

    Or

    Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Last Read: 04/07/2026
    Chapter 11

    (hopelessly) waiting for your love by attfna
    Completed: 2026-05-01
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/81604961/chapters/221777736#workskin

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    Look at that. Another white guy with his little Asian sugar baby.

    Twenty-seven years, and not once has a stranger looked at David Hollander and his son and seen a father. Then Ilya Rozanov sits beside him in a restaurant and a server says, "Can I get anything else for you and your son?" David does not correct him.`

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Last Read: 15/06/2026
    Chapter 1

    2.0 by orangememory
    Published: 2026-04-07
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/82668686

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    “You could date me,” Rozanov says nonchalantly.

    Wait. What?

    Shane is sure he must’ve misheard. He stares at the other boy in disbelief, his mouth hanging slightly open.

    “What?” he asks aloud, because surely Rozanov must’ve hit his head or something.

    But the blond man just shrugs casually. “You need hot fake boyfriend. I am available.”

    or, the fake dating hollanov fic, in which Shane desperately wants his ex to think that he's no longer hung up on him and his rival Ilya Rozanov is more than happy to help.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Last Read: 14/06/2026
    Chapter 1

    why don’t we just play pretend (‘cause what if I never love again?) by Keullala
    Published: 2026-06-11
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/86528296?view_adult=true

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Last Read: 10/06/2026
    Chapter 6

    intrusive thoughts by shaneverse
    Completed: 2026-05-28
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/84362961/chapters/225353216#workskin

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    Coming this fall to ABC… MLH star Shane Hollander is The Bachelor!

    Bachelor Nation, we have one question: will you accept this rose?

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    23 May 2026

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    Last Read: 23/05/2026
    Chapter 7

    For the Right Reasons by citrusses
    Completed: 2026-05-15
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/82394271/chapters/224074666

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    “Hey,” Shane said quickly, breathless. “It’s me.”

    “...Hello, Hollander.” Rozanov’s voice was deep and solemn.

    “Are you okay?”

    A short laugh echoed down the phone. “What do you think?”

    Shane cringed at himself. “Right, sorry. Stupid question.”

    “Is fine.” Rozanov sighed. “I am okay, I suppose… I do not know.”

    “I’m… I’m sorry.”

    “Why? You are not the one who sold story.”

    ~~

    The coach's son from Ilya's youth sells his story, and Ilya is left to pick up the pieces. Hollander helps more than he could have ever expected.

     

    set early 2016, pre-tuna melt

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    06 May 2026

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    Last Read: 04/05/2026
    Chapter 1

    love will call by mightyd0lphin
    Published: 2026-01-07
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/77233746

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    “What is there to talk about?”

    “What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”

    “I know.”

    “Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”

    “Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”

    Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”

    “Right.”

    “And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”

    ~

    OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.

    title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine

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    04 May 2026

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    Last Read: 04/05/2026
    Chapter 30

    Haunting Your City by mightyd0lphin
    Completed: 2026-02-26
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/78511096/chapters/210857916

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    Mystery Work

    Part of petalborn fics
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    14 Apr 2026

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    Last Read: 14/04/2026
    Chapter 1

    Good Boy, Bite Down by petalborn
    Published: 2026-04-11
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/82828916

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    When Shane Hollander moves to Boston to be with his longtime boyfriend, he doesn't expect to start developing feelings for his boyfriend's oldest friend and roommate, Ilya Rozanov.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Last Read: 06/04/2026
    Chapter 1

    You're all I ever wanted in my life by mickeysmyheart
    Published: 2026-03-27
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/81960711

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    Shane’s boyfriend just couldn’t fuck him right, fortunately his ex could.

    So Shane invites his ex over to fuck him while his boyfriend watches and learns. It’s purely educational. Totally not about the unresolved feelings that they both don’t have

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    02 Apr 2026

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    Last Read: 02/04/2026
    Chapter 2

    I Like The Sound of A Bad Idea by WhisperInk
    Completed: 2026-01-30
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/77969071/chapters/205986426#workskin

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    Ilya laughs. He finds that once he starts, he can't stop. He laughs at the fact that he's in France with Shane Hollander. He laughs at the fact he's Shane Hollander's boyfriend. He laughs at the fact that he gave up Moscow for a better life, only to end up in fucking Ottawa. 

    Ilya's dick stops working one month before he's supposed to leave for the South of France. 

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    01 Apr 2026

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    Last Read: 25/03/2026
    Chapter 1

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    a winner at heart by pressuretoparty
    Published: 2026-02-08
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/79143531

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