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    Ilya finds himself Friday afternoon walking across campus to the giant building he’s probably been in twice during the last three years. He’s lucky he even remembers the way. He goes straight to the elevator and presses the button for the quiet study floor that he recognized from the pictures and waits, impatiently. When the doors open and he sees Shane Hollander sitting alone, Ilya almost cheers and pats himself on the back. He might be a genius. He psyches himself up and walks to the table. He’s ready to turn up his charm and ask Shane if he can sit down next to him, and then maybe to coffee, or dinner, or to his bedroom.

    This is where things start going wrong.

    or - Ilya experiences love at first sight but fumbles his way through seducing campus nerd Shane Hollander

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    02 Feb 2026

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    “Ilya’s coming back?” He asked, almost giddy. And— maybe the meds were stronger than she’d realised.

    “No- he was just leaving. So he came by to see how you’re doing? Did he apologise for Marlow?”

    “He was so worried,” Shane said, a tiny furrow appearing between his eyebrows.

    “Marlow?”

    “No, Ilya! He gets all serious when he’s worried.”

     

    or, Yuna runs into Rozanov in the hospital and starts connecting dots

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    02 Feb 2026

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    When a visit to his father turns violent, there's only one place Ilya wants to go.

    set post-rose breakup and pre-all stars game.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Shane can’t stand his college roommate and teammate, Ilya Rozanov. Can’t stand his arrogance and his messiness and his constant sleeping around.

    But then the entire team, Shane included, welcomes their families to campus for Parents Weekend.

    And Shane also can’t stand that Ilya is alone.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

    -

    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Hello! Hello!
    Here's just a random collection of alternate, non-canon, relationship reveals. None of the works belong together so feel free to read in any order you like! :)
    If you want to listen in to my writing playlist/general HR vibes: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/34S7xZUjTo6axcbqqd7gjZ?si=EM1G-yx5RjG00lH6aly8Bw&pi=UoUvEiEYSiGaE
    Thanksss

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    28 Jan 2026

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    “Ilya,” he clarified, wincing as he swallowed, his throat feeling like he’d eaten a fistful of glass. “I need to call Ilya.”

    He fumbled around for his phone, desperately needing to hear his fiance’s voice. Together, they could figure this out. They’d make a plan. Ilya could drive with his parents from Ottawa and–

    But Ilya wasn’t in Ottawa. He was in Russia.

    No.

    No.

    They’d kill Ilya in Russia. They’d kill him, or arrest him, or– or–

    Oh god, they’d kill him.
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    A family emergency means Ilya is in Russia when Hayden's FanMail video ends up on Twitter, outing them to the entire world. It, predictably, ends horribly.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.

    And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.

     

    // or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    When Coach Wiebe suggests that Luca Haas should move in with Ilya for a while, as both of them seem lonely, Ilya nearly loses his mind. Not only does this mean he will see Shane even less than before, but it also means that the Centaurs have realised that Ilya's mental health is suffering. The worst part is that when Ilya tells Shane about it, Shane actually supports the idea, saying that it might be good for Ilya and Luca.

    Turns out it's the second-best thing that has ever happened to Ilya.

    or: ilya basically adopts luca aka the ottawa found family trope we all need.

    this is now a multichapter fic!

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    17 Jan 2026

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Hayden finds Lily’s contact and touches the little call button.

    After a short time, the call connects. “Shane,” a breathless sound reaches his ear, a broken heavy Russian accent cut off by a choked up sob. “You scared me.”

    Hayden hangs up.

    OR

    Hayden calls Lily after Shane’s injury

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    07 Jan 2026

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    It's Ilya and Shane's first Christmas together as an actual couple, and Ilya is a bit nervous to spend it with Shane's family. Of course, when he wakes up sick a few days before the holiday, that won't do. He can't ruin Christmas.

    Or, Ilya learns what it means to be cared for.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    Buck’s hair is gray at the temples, buzzed neatly on the sides and a bit longer and curlier on top than Chris remembers him wearing it, and there’s a new scar through one of his eyebrows. He looks good, like he’s living a happy life, and the only possible reason Chris can imagine for Buck to be here at Helena Diaz’s funeral in El Paso is that Chris’s father brought him.

    “Why would you come?” Chris snaps at him.

    Buck blinks. “Why wouldn’t I come?”

    “She didn’t mean anything to you.”

    “I’m not here for her,” Buck scoffs. “She is dead. I’m here for him.”

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    Chris is forced to grapple with the choice he made eleven years ago when his father comes back for Helena’s funeral.

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    27 Dec 2025

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    “Ilya Rozanov,” Shane repeats slowly, letting himself taste the words. He grins. “Wow. You’re, like, a really good player. How come you’re in Canada for summer camp? Is that weird to ask? Sorry if that’s weird. I just meant-”

    Shane is cut off by a hand on his mouth. He flushes.

    “Too fast,” Ilya says. “My English… not good.”

    “Sorry,” Shane mumbles into Ilya’s hand. Ilya grins and shakes his head, curls dancing, as he pulls his hand away.

    “Is okay. Slow words. Okay?”

    This year marks thirteen year Shane Hollander's third summer at Coach Marakov's elite hockey training camp. In attendance for the first time: Ilya Rozanov, visiting from Russia. Shane isn't the most sociable, and Ilya's English isn't the greatest, yet the unlikely duo soon become the best of friends.

    It's just one summer, but it makes a world of difference.

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    26 Dec 2025

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    He's seen a few other guys get their bell rung. Has seen a couple of them get to their knees almost immediately; has seen them struggle to their feet, then almost wipe themselves out again. Has seen them kneeling with a dazed expression, trying to figure out where they are.

    And has seen a couple of them lie there. He's been one of them before.

    Swallowing down bile, he asks, "How long did I take to get up?"

    Please have tried. Please, please, have been one of those guys kneeling almost immediately. Please have been moving. Please have let Ilya seen that.

    A couple of years into playing on the same team together, Shane gets concussed. It's a little bit different this time.

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    25 Dec 2025

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    “Buck hasn’t felt…right… in months. The grief from Bobby’s incident aside, Buck hasn’t felt like himself, maybe even since before Bobby ‘died.’ “

    Buck starts to act weird and Eddie tries his hardest to figure out what is going on before it’s too late

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    22 Nov 2025

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    “My mom said, uh, that his name was Buck. That he was going to go to the fire academy and that he had a—” she broke off, rubbing her own forehead, exactly where his skin went pink. “She said he went by Firehose.”

    Buck didn’t need all of his coworkers to look at him in alarm; he was pretty sure he’d gone deadly pale. His daughter knew four things about him, and one of them was his old tinder profile handle. He felt a little like he was going to die.

    “She’s got your eyes,” Eddie commented, unhelpfully.

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    Buck finds out he has a daughter, and also a stupidly big crush on his best friend. It's an adjustment.

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    10 Nov 2025

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    Buck was going to kill him.

    That was Eddie’s first thought when his brain processed the fact that he’d walked their kid right into the middle of a fucking bank heist.

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    Or: Eddie vs. not picking a fight with three armed bank robbers; Buck vs. not intervening in an active hostage situation. Challenge level: impossible.

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    10 Nov 2025

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    “Are you finally proposing?” Buck asks, and the air rushes out of Eddie like he’s been punched in the gut, a swift burst.

    Hearing it from Buck makes it real, solidified, no longer a shapeless fantasy in his head.

    "Proposing what?”

    “Marriage, genius.” Buck snorts. “Duh.”

    Buck peels Eddie's pomegranates, carves out the brown spots from his apples, eats the ugly, discolored fruit. Eddie wants to propose, spirals, and crashes a car about it.

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    02 Nov 2025

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    "So," Pepa says without missing a beat, her crow's feet sinking their talons into the delicate skin around her eyes as she smiles beatifically at him. "You love him. What are you going to do about it?"

    Eddie's brakes come to a screeching halt again, proverbial smoke coming out of his ears. "I…hadn't got that far."

    Right. "I mean, uh, tell him…eventually?" Eddie guesses when Pepa doesn't respond to him and instead stares at him like he's just started speaking Pig Latin.

    "Ay," Pepa says in an exasperated little huff. "We used to have romance."

    Pepa teaches Eddie how to woo Buck. Buck doesn't quite get the picture.

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    28 Oct 2025

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