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Buck is held hostage in the grocery store, and he’d feel a lot better about it if his eight-month-old nephew weren’t in his arms.
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15 Jan 2026
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“911, what's your emergency?”
“My papa is having a seizure.. His h-head is bleeding..” A tiny girl’s voice says.
“Ok hunny, could you please tell me your name?” The man asks.
“S-sage..” The girl says.
“Ok great, Sage do you know your address?”
“4995 South Bedford Street.”
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Buck and Eddie are married, but Buck isnt a firefighter. They met at war, 10 years later they have a son and twin girls.
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- Part 1 of A life the 118 never knew
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14 Jan 2026
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Down came the rain, and washed the Spider out by Shadowgay
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Daredevil (TV)
27 Aug 2025
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Claire sighed. “You realize I’m on shift, yes? I can’t just always run out.”
“I know, and I wouldn’t call if it weren’t live or death," Matt said. "Please. He’s just a kid.”
“Shit… alright. I’ll be there as fast as I can. What do I need to bring? What happened to him?”
“He was pushed off a thirty-story building.”OR
Daredevil hears someone fall, surprised to find it's Spider-man, even more surprised he's still alive.A sort of, kind of, almost sick-fic with Plot featuring Matt "have you eaten?" Murdock, Franklin "is that a child?" Nelson, Claire "again?" Temple and Peter "what did I do to deserve this?" Parker.
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09 Jan 2026
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Evan Buckley and Tommy Kinard have been married for ten years, and from the outside, their marriage is perfect.
Behind closed doors, it's a different story.
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03 Jan 2026
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“How did you get home from the hospital?”
“Took an uber.”
“Does Maddie know?” Silence. “Does anyone?” More silence. More of Buck refusing to meet his gaze, staring at the door like he thought he could entice Eddie to leave by the power of suggestion. Well, good fucking luck, Eddie thought. Wild horses, and all that. “Why didn’t you call anyone?” he demanded. “Why didn’t you call me?”
“I did!” Buck snarled. The momentum of his indignation carried him into a sitting position, and Eddie could see him flinch with the pain of it. His unnaturally stoic front was gone, and something raw and wrenching took its place; it occurred to Eddie that he’d never heard Buck raise his voice before. “I did call you, Eddie! As I was bleeding out on my kitchen floor. You. Didn’t. Answer.”
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The squatter in Buck's attic has a knife. Buck has a bit of a breakdown. Eddie has a plan to make everything right.
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01 Jan 2026
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He feels like shit when he's hungry, and he plays better when he's empty. The cold air doesn't touch him as much. The floodlights turn silvery-soft.
And he likes eating. Keeps his hands busy, mouth busy, mind busy. Something to chew through, putty in the ears.
Go until he can't anymore. Cycle it back out. Be ready.--
OR: Buck's had on-again, off-again bulimia since he was 14.
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Title from Psychic Friend's "We Do Not Belong".
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28 Dec 2025
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His eyes landed on Buck’s face first, then dropped to the cast, then back up again. He didn’t say anything. Didn’t move. Just stared, like he was trying to make sense of what he was seeing.
Buck swallowed hard and held out the gift. “It’s for Chris,” he said, voice hoarse. “I know I’m not… I just thought he might like it.”
Eddie didn’t take the present. He didn’t speak. His gaze was steady, searching, and Buck felt like he was being peeled open.
“I’ll go,” Buck said quickly, turning on his heel. “I didn’t mean to—”
“Buck,” Eddie said, and it wasn’t loud, but it stopped him cold.
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After the lawsuit Buck is on the outs with his team. Money is tight and he does things he never thought he'd be doing but Chris' birthday is coming up an he needs to buy a present even though he was not invited.
Whumptober Day 21 - kneeling
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- Part 21 of Whumptober 2025
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05 Dec 2025
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“I’ll do whatever you want, just, please.” Buck sobs out the last word, eyes burning with unshed tears.
“A vow.” The man leans uncomfortably close to Buck. The knife brushes against his neck, lightly scratching across the top layer of Buck’s skin. The man’s cold blue eyes hold Buck’s full attention. “That’s what I require. Sell me your allegiance.”
Buck stares back at the killer, unable to fully process what is being asked of him. He sees a flash of anger dance in the stranger’s gaze. He's impatient. Unpredictable. Fear pours into Buck's chest as he realizes he might not get a second chance at this. He has to make this count. “I vow to give you complete control over the remainder of my life. My body is yours to destroy—so long as you let my sister live and return safely to her family.”
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Or, After Eddie leaves for Texas, Buck goes to seek comfort from his sister and walks in on her kidnapping. In order to save Maddie's life, Buck offers up his instead. Unintentionally agreeing to something worse than death.
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28 Nov 2025
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It hadn’t made the right sound.
Buck had always thought it’d be a SHINK, or maybe a SQUELCH. Either cutting and sharp, or imprecise and sloppy. But no. He’d been wrong. Very, very wrong.
It had been quick. Abrupt. Something muffled and blunt that no amount of movies or video games or his own imagination could ever prepare him for. Not for that. Not for the real thing.
THWACK.
It hadn’t made the right sound.
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Buck kills someone to save Eddie on a call. He’s fine until he’s not.
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23 Nov 2025
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“Maddie,” he sighs, shaking his head, “it’s—It’s nothing, really. From what the internet told me, I’m still, you know… processing Bobby’s—” The word sticks in his throat, he forces it out anyway. “His death.” The syllables taste wrong, bitter, like saying them makes it more real. “You don’t need to worry about me,” he finishes quietly.
Maddie just looks at him, unconvinced. “You haven’t seen the way your body shakes with those nightmares,” she says, voice lowering just slightly. “You stop breathing sometimes.”
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Buck spirals after Bobby's death. No one really realises how bad it gets.
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- Part 1 of same but different
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22 Nov 2025
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It’s almost funny how easy it is to slip. You don’t even notice it at first; you’re too busy with other things, too busy with work and your son and your best friend to realize your mind has gotten significantly louder. It’s easy not to notice the warning signs, and it’s even easier to ignore them.
Eddie slips. Buck is there to catch him.
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20 Nov 2025
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“Dear Thisbe, I wish there weren't a wall. Love, Pyramus.” by titaniclikeship003
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 Nov 2025
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All he wanted to do was jump over the wall that Eddie had put up, but he didn’t. He couldn’t, because if he got to the other side and finally saw what Eddie had been hiding from it, it might kill him, and that was one thing Buck would never let Eddie do.
He would let him end the life Buck had finally made meaning of. If Eddie Diaz wanted a wall, Buck would fucking give it to him.
or Buck is tired of being left by Eddie over and over. It's been 6 months since he came home and all he's done is yell and yell.
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19 Nov 2025
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About a week after starting back at the 118, and about three weeks before he was supposed to start getting a steady check again, Buck quietly moved out of his loft—
—and into his jeep.
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19 Nov 2025
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“Buck—”
Buck’s voice rose, teetering on the edge of desperation. “And now, you’re just gone? Chris mentions chess club, and it’s all, ‘oh, I guess I have to uproot my entire life and move back to El Paso’? I mean, what’s—”
“Careful,” Eddie warned, and Buck scoffed.
“I’m sorry, but seriously? That’s all it takes? What about the 118? What about—”
“You?”
Buck stopped short, breath halting as if Eddie had stuck a knife between his ribs.—
or, Post 8x08, Buck and Eddie deal poorly with their feelings, and Buck gets shot. Not necessarily in that order.
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18 Nov 2025
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Once he’s safely in the Jeep Buck lets his head fall back against the seat. He’s not having a panic attack, he’s not going to be sick, and he’s certainly not going to cry. Buck just feels lost. Suddenly he’s as much the kid the others think him to be. How is he supposed to cope with this.
“Why are you still fucking dead?” Buck asks the imaginary Bobby in the passenger seat. “You were supposed to be here for me for this sort of shit. You were supposed to tell me what to do.”
In the wake of Bobby's death and the birth of his nephew, Buck receives a diagnosis and makes some well meaning, but ultimately ill considered life choices. Will the path he's set himself on break him? Or will it be the making of the next new iteration of Buck?
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16 Nov 2025
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A new case lands on the BAU's desk in which the victims all have a connection to Spencer Reid. Reid works the case in a desperate hope that he can solve it without revealing his connection to the victims, a connection he fears might ruin his relationship with the members of his team. Will the team be able to stop the killer in time when Reid's past comes back to haunt him?
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11 Nov 2025
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Maddie’s obsessive search for a serial killer unwittingly puts herself and Buck in his crosshairs
NOT canon compliant with 8x9 or 8x10 but compliant through 8A
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06 Nov 2025
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The cold press of metal against his turned neck halts him in his movement. All the warmth of the night is gone in an instant, and a chill runs up his spine, freezing him completely.
Buck goes to pick May up from a party, and things take a turn for the worst when someone tries to steal Buck's car... while he's driving it.
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22 Oct 2025
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And, here, looking at his best friend, he can see that something’s broken inside him, too. And, maybe it’s the therapy he’s had over the years, his sessions with Frank, but Eddie wants to talk to Buck. He wants Buck to talk to him. Buck, who just looks so fucking sad, still in his dress blues, one hand drinking the beer, the other coming up to loosen his tie.
This morning, Eddie had noticed Buck tying, untying, retying the tie with breaths of frustration, fingers shaking. “Eddie,” he’d said lowly from across the room, and Eddie wouldn’t have even heard him if he hadn’t been watching. “I, uh, can never – I can never get this right.”
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In the aftermath of Bobby’s death, Buck and Eddie need to learn to embrace change, settle into a new normal - a life without Bobby, and life navigating feelings for each other. A vision of what season 9 could be.
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22 Oct 2025
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After a few weeks of growing closer, Delilah decides to introduce Buck to her queer friend group and he just wants to make a good first impression.
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- Part 2 of Buck & Delilah
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17 Oct 2025