16 Bookmarks by aphyllon

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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    No, I'm not afraid to disappear
    The billboard said, "The end is near"
    I turned around, there was nothing there
    Yeah, I guess the end is here

    xxx

    Seven months since Cold Harbor. Seven months Helly’s been alive. Seven months Helena’s been dead.

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    13 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    sex so good it reintregrates u most important sev trope of all time

  2. Public Bookmark 70

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    “Do you regret it?”

    Mark’s fingers flex against the table. “Which part?”

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    There is no version of her that wasn't born in a boardroom.

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    11 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    His fingers wrap around her upper arm again before he can restrain the movement, her eyes startlingly green above the dark smudges of—

    “Helly.” She clenches her jaw against whatever dart she was preparing to shoot at his neck, breathes once as if allowing for the strange intimacy of the name he can’t convince himself he’d butcher willingly a second time. “How long has it been since you slept?”

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    1/1
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    16
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    69
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    10 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    Kier breathes hot air from his shifting joints around the corner. It smells like sulfur, and when he looks in its direction, the light Kier shines floods the angles of Mark’s face with shadow.
    What was once getting out has turned into surviving.

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    1/1
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    14
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    03 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    But she can’t ignore it—can’t ignore the way that the blood rushes in her ears, the increase in her heart rate when he so much as grazes by her, the catch in her breath when he strokes her shoulder with his thumb, crashing her back down to reality. He repeats himself, but his voice is far off in her ears, and she’s elsewhere, grabbing at some semblance of normalcy by trying to pretend that every last thing about this place is hell. She comes up empty.

    Helly hates that she wants him so badly.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
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    31 Jul 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 20

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    Helly R lives to travel. Not in a figurative, worldly, jet-setter way. But, literally. She exists so that her outie does not experience the passage of time on transportation.

    So far, her world has been limited to the interior of an eye-wateringly luxurious private jet.

    Today, for the first time, Helly has woken up somewhere new.

    -x-

    Or. A snowstorm grounds all flights and there was only one free cabin.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    139
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    20
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    1,142

    07 Jul 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 22

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    In a very vague and also very specific way, he wants to be the only person Helly’s ever with. He doesn’t trust anyone else with her.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    16
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    123
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    22
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    1,378

    07 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    deluxe smut

  8. Public Bookmark 9

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    If she loves Mark, and she does, then feeling some amount of affection for this other version of him makes sense, she tells herself. Yeah, she’s convinced she’d feel something for him in any universe. Even the worst parts. His hands feel and tremble the same way Mark’s do.

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    One-shot. Helly holds onto the paper ring Dylan made and plans to give to it Mark. His outie encourages it.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
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    74
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    9
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    590

    06 Jul 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 20

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    Helena feels Helly coming back to her, and she's not sure why.

    Set during the later half of season 2.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    29
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    124
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    1,455

    25 Jun 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 3

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    Mark imagines running his fingers beneath her chin; tilting her small head back. The long line of her throat arched, hair pooling down her shoulders; her back. Imagines running his thumb over her skull, slowly digging into their matching wound. Unspool her brain onto the carpet, sift through the tangle of wire and electric current to see what she’s thinking.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    34
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    465

    25 Jun 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 75

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    “Hey,” Helly says. “What if we just didn’t leave?”

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    25 Jun 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 27

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    Mark and Helly run without knowing where the end is, just that it's near. There’s a room on the Severed Floor they've never come across until now.

    AKA Mark and Helly switch with their Outies on accident.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
    28
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    177
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    Hits:
    2,005

    25 Jun 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 66

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    Mark thinks about a mirror, a cubicle, about Helly’s smart mouth. The axis of the world, slipped, some time ago, and the depth of some unknown horizontal. Yesterday he had remembered the words: prime meridian, but had not known who or where it was.

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    post-2x10. Mark and Helly spend a long weekend alone on the severed floor.

    Language:
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    1/1
    Comments:
    38
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    214
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    66
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    1,899

    25 Jun 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 43

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    She goes up wanting him and comes down wanting him. It’s something she cannot fathom living without.

    (moments in between)

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    24
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    224
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    2,490

    25 Jun 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 33

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    "[...]the king constantly needs the renewal that begins with a descent into his own darkness."
    - Carl Jung

    Helena reintegrates. Her case is possibly the most complicated one they've seen after it became an actual procedure.

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    Chapters:
    1/2
    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    136
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    33
    Hits:
    1,312

    25 Jun 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 38

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    The realization that she isn’t alone in her own body comes like a gunshot. It’s not like she’d imagined it to be. Not like being possessed by a demon she has to fight and win over. To her horror, she just feels complete. Like a missing piece has been slotted in and she can finally breathe easy.

    It wasn’t supposed to be like this. This wasn’t the plan. She was supposed to allow Helena into her body to take her over. She couldn’t kill the bitch, so this was the second best option. To consume her mind, take it into her own as the stronger of the two. Another part of her hates it for a completely different reason — there’s an inkling of disgust at herself, like she’s trapped in the walking flesh prison of her captor. Her own body is totally alien to her. The whole ordeal is mortifying. 

    Helly reintegrates to take over Helena and get rid of her forever. It doesn’t end up working out like that. Mark helps.

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    21
    Kudos:
    198
    Bookmarks:
    38
    Hits:
    2,009

    25 Jun 2025

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