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I Will Always Come Back by amberlightfic
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Jan 2026
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The Ottawa Centaurs' flight goes down somewhere over the Canadian wilderness, and Shane wakes up with metal in his leg and Ilya's name on his lips.
Four days. That's how long they're stranded—fighting injuries, infection, freezing temperatures, and the creeping despair of a rescue that may never come.
When Ilya disappears into the wilderness to find help, Shane is left behind with nothing but fever dreams and the desperate hope that his husband will keep his promise to come back.
"I will always come back to you. No matter what."
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- Part 1 of Against All Odds
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03 Jul 2026
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a collection of less/not safe for work artworks ive done that would get me nuked in real time if i posted them on certain socials
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30 Jun 2026
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Counting by my_castlescrumbling
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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“You like this,” Ilya murmured, not really asking, just commenting.
Still, Shane nodded into his arms. “Yes,” he whispered nervously, loud enough for Ilya to hear.
“You like when I make you hurt, Hollander? Why? You want to feel me later?” The last question was a growl, Ilya’s fingers gripping his ass hard, making Shane whimper and press into the sheets again, his cock beginning to drip pathetically.
“Yes,” he groaned. “Always.” It was true. The idea of Ilya’s handprint on his ass made him so hard it hurt, but articulating that now was a bit difficult. “Please.”
The sound of Ilya’s shaky breathing told Shane that he was affected by this, that he was probably hard, too. But rather than removing any clothing or coming closer, the other man simply said, “We will do five more, I think. Is good for first time. And if you can be a good boy and take it, I will…reward you.”
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- Part 4 of Hollanov
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- English
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29 Jun 2026
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Look at this Photograph by my_castlescrumbling
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jun 2026
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It was a zoomed-in image of what was unmistakably Shane’s hand, gripping white sheets in ecstasy.
His wedding band was on his finger.
Ilya began to, quite reasonably in his opinion, choke on his own spit.
“There’s more where that came from,” Rose said simply, grinning at walking away.
Mouth wide, eyes popping from his head, Ilya scanned the crowd for his husband. When he spotted him, he saw Shane having a conversation with his dad, his face completely blank even as his eyes flickered to Ilya for just a millisecond.
“Roz! My man, how are you?” Cliff Marleau asked as he walked over to Ilya, beaming.
“I am…I am going to die, I think,” he answered hollowly, wondering what ‘more’ meant.___
In which Shane Hollander does a boudoir shoot and gives 5 photos to Ilya during their wedding reception.
Obviously, they end up fucking about it.Series
- Part 18 of Hollanov
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29 Jun 2026
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boring? never heard of it by noisehues
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jun 2026
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Shane shouldn't care about what the Centaurs have to say about sex life years into marriage. They say it's normal for it to get boring, and he can't help but disagree with how far from the truth that statement is.
Until he sees Ilya laughing with Haas about it. That's when he starts to spiral.
or: Shane thinks Ilya finds their sex life boring. Ilya thinks he's insane. They fuck about it.
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24 Jun 2026
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“Yeah, I know, your papa is a—”
“He says he’s scared of some things.”
Shane had narrowly been saved from calling his husband a liar, which he tried not to do in front of Nikita for the sake of parental unity, even though Ilya absofuckinglutely was a liar, but now he was stunned into silence. He paused, then said slowly, “Did he tell you what he was scared of?”
“Loons,” Nikita said confidently.
It's the middle of the night, and Shane and Ilya's kid is NOT having good dreams. Featuring: lions, macaques, and loons, oh my. Also featuring: Ilya Rozanov is a liar, Shane Hollander loves his husband and his son, and Nikita Hollander-Rozanov inherited his parents' too big hearts.
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- Part 5 of ilya sickfics
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20 Jun 2026
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think twice (and come back for a third time) by lipsticktraces
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 May 2026
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Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.
A stranger, and the love of his life.
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or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.
OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!
Note: the "cheating" tag refers to the relationship between Shane and his aforementioned BF, not to Shane and Ilya cheating on each other.
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07 Jun 2026
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I'd choose us every time by Ihaveaskedyouthrice
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
25 Jan 2026
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“What is this?” Ilya asked.
“Ah.” Shane couldn’t quite meet his eyes as a faint blush crept across his cheeks. “Well, I wasn’t sure what the dress code would be for the party, so I laid out some options for us.”
Ilya’s heart fucking stopped.
“The… what is this, what is happening?” Ilya asked, wanting to be sure that he understood correctly.
Shane’s blush intensified as he gave Ilya a small, unsure smile.
“I don’t know Boodram very well, so I had to guess what the vibe would be. You were… you were in the shower for a long time and I was feeling anxious so I… Sorry, it’s so stupid but I just wanted to… I don’t know, show you I’m in?”
Or, what if Shane didn't leave after their fight on Boxing Day?
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05 Jun 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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- English
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- 222,222
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- 28/28
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03 Jun 2026
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Say You'll Haunt Me by eddiemunsterwashere
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 May 2026
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The plane carrying the Voyageurs home from Houston crashes just after take-off.
Shane is on board.
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- 17/17
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21 May 2026
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You Have a Little Life in You Yet by OrYouCouldHaveMine
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Mar 2026
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PLANE CARRYING OTTAWA CENTAUR’S HOCKEY TEAM, COACH, PERSONNEL, REPORTEDLY LOST CONTACT, PRESUMED MISSING -
Shane’s eyes scan over the words, once, twice. It’s not true. It’s some mistake. He knows it.
“Lost contact?” Hayden asks, his tone a mix of concerned and confused. “What’s that mean? Like they lost their ability to communicate? Won’t that make landing hard?”
J.J. frowns. “I do not think they will be landing,” he says solemnly.
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The Ottawa Centaurs plane crashes in the Canadian wilderness. Shane tries to get answers while Ilya tries to stay alive.
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17 May 2026
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So Much Of You Is Left Behind by ChaoticRussian2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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Loud beeps from his phone startled Ilya, and he slowed down, reaching for the device he’d put on the bar between his legs. Jane. He smiled to himself when he saw the notifications, and, checking Marlowe was absorbed in his own fitness, opened it quickly, smiling in anticipation of Shane's words.
The smile was wiped off his face almost instantly.
The blood drained from his face, and Ilya felt like the bottom had just fallen out of his world.
*****
Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.
That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.
But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.
Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.
That he would be left behind. Alone.
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13 May 2026
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Staaaay (Hollander...Hollander...) by LunaAtTheZoo
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 May 2026
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Welcome to my conspiracy theory that there is an alternate timeline to the Great Tuna Meltdown of October 2016. What would have happened if Shane *had* stayed the night? This is a look at the evening and morning that could have been.
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11 May 2026
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Duty of Care by boopboop
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, get loved.
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- Part 3 of Duty of Care
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- 25/25
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01 May 2026
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Ilya watched as Shane took another sip of his ginger ale, and his head was instantly flooded with all the same dirty thoughts again. His eyes honed in on his husband’s soft, plump lips, and he was starting to dread the next two hours that he was going to have to spend watching him continue to drink his stupid drink from across the room while pretending to focus on a movie. He debated pretending not to feel well, just so he and Shane would have an excuse to go back to the cottage, but he knew Shane would be uncomfortable with lying to his parents and David would be bummed, so he wasn’t really seeing a way out of this situation. But that didn’t mean he couldn’t have a little fun. He smirked to himself and pulled out his phone, shooting off a text to the man sitting across from him.
Ilya
When we get home, you are sucking my dick.Bookmarked by ata1200
27 Apr 2026
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Newly retired Ilya and three-year-old Irina watch Shane play in the Centaur's first game of the season.
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26 Apr 2026
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oh comely by weeb_grass
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Feb 2026
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...I guess I should just say it. I was wondering if you'd—”
“I think we should stop seeing each other.”
“—like to come to my cottage this summer.”
The plate slips from Shane's hand and shatters on the kitchen floor.
Or: Shane doesn't get injured that night Montreal plays Boston. Ilya follows through on his plan to break things off with him. Well, he tries, at least.
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16 Apr 2026
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love in exile has nowhere to go by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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“We’ve made a trade,” Coach announces. “For Shane Hollander.”
It’s like the ground drops out from beneath Ilya, and his heart falls from his chest. It tumbles past rock bottom, down to the cavern that shattered open inside of him on that night five years ago. The night when Ilya walked away from Hollander for the last time.
He can’t breathe.
(Or: Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa.)
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16 Apr 2026
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Missing Hours by ravenkira
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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Ilya doesn't remember the moment his head hit the pavement or the sound of screeching brakes.
He's forgotten he ever left Russia, and the names Yuna Hollander and Shane mean nothing to him, though these people clearly know him pretty well.
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- 10/10
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14 Apr 2026
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The Second First Time by Allive
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander wakes up in a hospital room convinced it’s 2016 — and that Ilya Rozanov is still his biggest rival, someone he’s supposed to hate.
But the world has changed. It’s 2025. They play for the same team, live in the same house, and Ilya Rozanov is wearing a wedding ring.
Now Shane has to relive nine lost years, learn to trust his ‘enemy,’ and find out whether he can fall in love with his own husband all over again.Series
- Part 1 of Again, and Always
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- 59,706
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- 24/24
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13 Apr 2026