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Something twisted deep inside him, sharp and aching, because Tenna was holding onto him even in his dreams. Seeing him in a way Spamton couldn’t see himself—bright, worthy, someone to admire instead of discard.
It terrified him. It comforted him. It left him undone.
At first, he told himself it was just a crush. Just a spark of attraction. But sitting there, thinking about every small detail—the tilt of Tenna’s antennae, the subtle glow of his screen, the quiet safety of his presence, the laughter—Spamton felt the truth slam into him like a punch to the gut.
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A Spamtenna fanfic that starts in the Big Shot Era and carries into the current game timeline
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- Part 1 of I wasn't supposed to love you
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An innocent dinner with a co-worker leads to him doing cocaine off of your ass somehow. Tenna #needsthat
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When Spamton sang, the notes were written in treble clef. Not bass, not treble 8va, just plain old treble. Up with the sopranos and the altos. The range where women sang. He knew just enough about music to recognize that. He couldn’t identify intervals by ear or sight read, or even read sheet music at all unless you gave him an hour to count through every single note with those stupid little mnemonics you’re supposed to grow out of after a year or so. But he’d be an idiot to not know the difference between treble and bass clef, and even more of an idiot to not know which one he belonged in.
OR: Spamton grapples with the disconnect between a singing voice he likes and an identity he doesn't.
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- Part 6 of Cube's Trans Spamton Musings
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Spamton, strained and tired, doesn’t realize how long he’s let his personal care go unchecked in a few weeks of not seeing Tenna- until he, in a rush to not miss yet another planned date, neglects to shave. Swallowing his pride, and something more suppressed about how he “ought to look,” he faces Tenna with shame- but that Cathode has a way of making him feel like himself.
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Spamton wakes up to find himself face to face with a version of himself he never wanted to be again, in the bright and shiny year of 1996. He then gets tackled by a version of himself he’s never known, and hopes he never does.
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How could Tenna possibly be as loving as he was?
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Why wouldn't Spamton let himself be loved?Written for Spamtenna Week Day 7 - Free Day.
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- Part 7 of Benji's Spamtenna Week 2025 Fics
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spamton doesn't know how long he's been staring up at the caged-in sky, waiting for something special to fall from it.
tenna doesn't know how long he's been chasing a dream he's too broken to ever catch.
when they find each other, will they finally get what they want--or will it be something neither of them ever expected? will they choose each other, in the face of success or obscurity? or will they let each other go, as in another world?
an undertale spamtenna fic.
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The Lord of Screens gets cleaved red by blade, Spamton says [FUCK] that, and works to drag the idiot to Castletown to get fixed up
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‘Im not over my ex’ the Movie
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These two are idiots, so I write them doing idiot stuff, and then they make out later on
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That's when he heard ringing.
He could barely hear it at first. It sounded like it was miles away. It was probably from another apartment, anyway. Who would be calling him?
But it kept going.
He wasn't sure if it was the curiosity of who was calling him or the shock that the angel may have answered his prayers, but he pulled himself together enough to be able to stand up and walk over to the phone. With a still glitching hand, he picked up the receiver and slowly held it up.
"Hello?" His voice was quavering and barely audible over the static that was coming out of the receiver.
What the hell?
"Is this-- is this some kind of prank?"
His breath became more unstable than it already was as he went to put the phone down, but something stopped him dead in his tracks.
A voice.
But it didn't sound like it was coming from his phone. No. It sounded like it was coming directly from his own head.
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What happened to Spamton after getting the phone call? What was TV World like after Asriel was born? How did the two Big Shots meet and just how slow is this burn?
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Give Me Envy Give Me Malice Give Me Attention by RomanoYuma
Fandoms: Deltarune (Video Game)
16 Nov 2025
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Spamton gets calls that lure him closer and closer to success and now that he's already making a buzz in Cyber City he's shooting even further. He wants it all! Money, fame, power!
Mr. Ant Tenna is losing viewers, through no fault of his own obviously. Since when do people want something other than the old standbys?! Well. He's not yesterday's news just yet...
Exploration of how the Big Shot Era might have gone! Tags will be updated as we go along, title is a lyric from Panic at the Disco's "Time To Dance". -
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Tonight, he's decided to do something about it. He can't dance around this issue without at least acting on the stuff that's relatively easy. The carnal part of it. Get Tenna in bed with him. See where it goes from there. Maybe it'll even quiet down those clenches in his chest if he gets some nice, private TV Time. The first hurdle though, is getting an actual true workaholic to put down his stupid overtime paperwork and pay attention to his co-star.
What is a big shot to do when he's finally gathered the courage to make a move on his business partner, but the man is making him work for it? Well, he's gonna play his cards right and maybe even learn a little something about himself in the process. No promises on that last part.
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Tenna's dreams (and nightmares) are displayed on his screen while he sleeps. Usually, this annoys Spamton. Tonight, it brings up guilt he thought he'd buried a long time ago.
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AKA: Post - Canon Spamtenna living together. They talk about some stuff
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When Kris and Susie had said they would find a place for him, Castle Town had not been what Tenna had envisioned. Still reeling from the damage caused by the knight, Tenna struggles to come to terms with his new reality. To top everything off, it seems Castle Town has a rat problem, with one particularly annoying rodent who won't seem to leave him alone.
AU where Tenna and Spamton share a reunion in the most unexpected of places. Conveniently for Tenna, the rat knows how to fix his technical problems.
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Spamton’s benefactor is displeased with his stalling. It’s only fair that some rightful consequences are put in place.
Spamton is tormented by the strings that tie him to his benefactor; the visions and nightmares are just an added bonus. Meanwhile, Tenna is left to watch as his dear mailman is caught in, what he perceives to be, a mental health spiral.
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Boundaries are a healthy part of any relationship. When the two people in the relationship demonstrate such wildly different attachment styles, things become a bit more difficult.
Tenna is very loud about his emotions, whereas Spamton is more reserved. The two of them struggle to find a balance at the beginning of their situationship, but especially when Tenna finds how deeply Spamton resents being held.
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The pipeline from Big Shot to dumpster dweller wasn’t a straight path; no, Spamton spent years fighting to keep himself afloat. After five years of struggle, all he had to show for it was a shitty, dead-end job at a diner, a shitty garbage can, and a shitty body he could hardly recognize.
When he finds himself face-to-face with the very man who had left him for dead, both Spamton and Tenna find years of anger and resentment bubble to the surface. With the unexpected return of the laptop into the Dreemurr household, Spamton is left to work through repressed emotions, maintaining his job so he can pull himself out of the dump, and grappling with the sudden onset of prophetic dreams.
An AU in which Tenna and Spamton reunite five years after their split.
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so frayed and unsightly by chaojave for VinculumStellarum
Fandoms: Deltarune (Video Game)
25 Sep 2025
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Spamton discovers the true extent and horror of what has been done to him in the wake of his Benefactor abandoning him. Of what it has robbed him of.
It isn't until after two decades have passed that Tenna learns anything about it.
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- Part 1 of its a short pier, its a long walk home
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The parental locks for the television in the Light World, meant to keep the Dreemurr's children from seeing or learning anything inappropriate, have drastic effects on Tenna in the Dark World.
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Spamton hits the jackpot. Blue hits rock bottom.
Or: Blue heard whatever was on the other end of the line and hasn't stopped hearing ringing since. Meanwhile, Spamton finds good food for the first time in a long while.Series
- Part 1 of empty space
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The year is 2017, and TV World Productions has been bought out by a media conglomerate, putting a swift and violent end to Mr. "Ant" Tenna's life's work.
At his lowest point, an old business partner makes an unexpected reappearance.
Two middle aged men try their best to reconcile the many ways they hurt themselves, and hurt each other, and find something to hold on to in their turbulent lives.