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1. Public Bookmark 41

   Call Of Duty: Love Conquers All by BlackWithRainbows

   Fandom: Call of Duty (Video Games)

   • Mature, Explicit
   • Rape/Non-Con, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M, F/F, F/M
   • Series in Progress

   12 Dec 2025

   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • John "Soap" MacTavish/Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Kyle "Gaz" Garrick/John Price
   • Rodolfo "Rudy" Parra/Alejandro Vargas
   • Kate Laswell/Kate Laswell's Wife
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • John "Soap" MacTavish
   • John Price (Call of Duty)
   • Kyle "Gaz" Garrick
   • Kate Laswell
   • Kate Laswell's Wife
   • Nikolai (Call of Duty: Modern Warfare)
   • Rodolfo "Rudy" Parra
   • Alejandro Vargas
   • Manuel Roba
   • Original Characters
   • Original Call of Duty Character(s)
   • Shepherd (Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2)
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Past Rape/Non-con
   • Rape Recovery
   • Past Child Abuse
   • Past Relationship(s)
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Touch-Starved Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Sexually Inexperienced Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Light BDSM
   • Military
   • Military Inaccuracies
   • Military Training
   • Author Has Only Watched Other People Play Call of Duty
   • Post-Canon
   • Idiots in Love
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley Loves John "Soap" MacTavish
   • John "Soap" MacTavish Loves Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Soft John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Protective John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Protective Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Soft Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Writing on the Body
   • Body Dysphoria
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Scars
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Gun Violence
   • Emotionally Repressed
   • Therapy
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley Needs a Hug
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley Needs Therapy
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley Needs Love
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley is Bad At Feelings
   • Diary/Journal
   • Art
   • Gambling
   • Nonverbal Communication
   • Romance
   • Love
   • Love Confessions
   • Sub Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Dom John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Dom John Price (Call of Duty)
   • First Kiss
   • Forehead Kisses
   • Tenderness
   • Non-Sexual Intimacy
   • Non-Sexual Submission
   • Dissociation
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • Self-Hatred
   • Oral Sex
   • Anal Fingering
   • Anal Sex
   • First Time
   • Self-Doubt
   • Self-Discovery
   • Redemption
   • Aftercare
   • Bathing/Washing
   • Hand Feeding
   • Blood and Injury
   • Protective John Price (Call of Duty)
   • Past Torture
   • Bottom Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • John Price Needs a Hug (Call of Duty)
   • John Price Acting as Task Force 141's Parental Figure (Call of Duty)
   • Tattoos
   • Angst and Fluff and Smut
   • Self-Harm
   • Protective Kyle "Gaz" Garrick
   • Grief/Mourning
   • BDSM

   Words:

   95,571

   Works:

   3

   Bookmarks:

   41

   Bookmarked by clara_liest

   26 May 2025

2. Public Bookmark 14

   never learned how to love (but i still try) by luxcurious

   Fandom: Call of Duty (Video Games)

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Series in Progress

   30 Nov 2025

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • John "Soap" MacTavish/Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Angst
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley is Bad At Feelings
   • Possessive Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Not Actually Unrequited Love
   • Hurt John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Emotionally Hurt John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • POV Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Non-Graphic Smut
   • Jealousy
   • Mildly Dubious Consent
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Complicated Relationships
   • Hurt Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Emotional Hurt
   • Unresolved Romantic Tension
   • Ambiguous/Open Ending
   • Character Study
   • Heavy Angst
   • Mean Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • POV John "Soap" MacTavish
   • POV Third Person
   • Angry John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Additional Warnings In Author's Note
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Sad Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Flashbacks
   • Rape Aftermath
   • Past Rape/Non-con
   • Rough Oral Sex
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley Loves John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Trauma
   • Self-Hatred
   • Self-Destruction

   Summary

   How do you show someone you love them when all you know how to do is hurt?

   You let them go. Even if it kills you.

   Words:

   10,591

   Works:

   3

   Bookmarks:

   14

   Bookmarked by clara_liest

   20 May 2025