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    I [27M] am looking for degrading and humiliating task ideas that revolve around worshiping my Dom [27M] and letting me fulfill my submissive needs outside of my work hours. Long-distance, athletic build, strict masochist bottom, denied.

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    23 Aug 2026

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    Later, Shane would blame the sauna’s heat for what happened next. It was the heat that forced his hand, made him open his towel and expose his dripping cock to the dry air.

    Rozanov sucked in a sharp breath. “Hollander,” he said quietly. “Hollander, I am going to leave now—”

    “Please.” It was out of Shane’s mouth before he could stop it. “Please…sir.”

    Newly eighteen-year-old MLH prospect Shane Hollander is on vacation with his parents in Bermuda when he meets twenty-nine-year-old Ilya Rozanov, captain of the Boston Raiders. Watching Rozanov apply tanning oil breaks something in Shane’s brain. And when Shane Hollander sets his mind to an impossible task, he usually gets what he wants.

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    18 Aug 2026

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    Shane (20), submissive, meets Ilya (28), dominant, on FetLife.

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    30 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    He went from a baby. To a child. To a hockey player. To whatever this is. He doesn’t know what he is. He doesn’t feel human. He doesn’t want to be human. He got the humanity knocked out of him. He got the humanity knocked out of him into a bloody puddle on the ice. A bloody puddle of his humanity mopped up. Gone. He doesn’t want to be human. And he’s not sure if he ever was.

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    Shane's limbs have grown heavy.

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    23 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 51

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    "You can—you can do whatever you want to me," Shane panted, his mouth hot and wet like an open wound.

    Shane dangles a generous offer in front of a hungry, manic Ilya.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    It doesn’t take Ilya long; he was worked up already. And the knowledge that this is the bot that so often bested him on the ice, about whom a commentator once said “matches Rozanov in everything and beats him with the cool head advantage,” makes everything hotter. His supplication for Ilya. Taking orders. Ilya always thought sex with a robot would feel like that in a cold, abject way. He likes push and pull with girls especially, he likes when they obviously want it. But the bot – Shane – does suck dick like he wants it; like he needs it, really.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    “Can’t stop thinking ‘bout how hot it is,” Hollander said. “If you fucked me like this.”
    Ilya’s pulse jumped in his throat. “Fuck,” he moaned.
    “Yeah, ‘cause I can’t really move. ‘Nd I don’t really know — maybe I wouldn’t really know wha’s happening. But it’d be okay, ‘cause it’s you,” Hollander said, as if the gravity of those words weren’t nearly unbearable.
    “Hollander, fuck,” Ilya said as arousal coiled, hot and tight, in his stomach. “You want me to fuck you when you’re drunk?”
    “Yeah,” Hollander said. “‘Cause normally — normally I can take you, y’know?”
    “Take me?” Ilya echoed.
    “Yeah,” Hollander said, huffing, sounding a little offended even though Ilya had just wanted clarification. “Push you off ‘nd stuff. Stop you. If I wanna. But I don’t wanna. I just. I have no control right now, y’know? You could do anything, and I’d —” Hollander swallowed, thick and audible through the phone. “I’d trust you. I’d just be so —“ His next words shook. “Helpless. You could just… take. What you want. Anything you want. Everything. I wouldn’t even matter.”

    Shane calls Ilya while drunk.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Shane thinks about dying all the time. It's a lot funnier than it sounds.

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    14 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 19

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    12 Jul 2026

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    "Must be nice."

    Shane's cheeks hurt from the fixed smile he's been wearing since nine in the morning. He passes a signed photo of himself to the waiting woman with a nod before turning back to Hayden. "What must be nice?"

    "Dude, the line of people waiting for your autograph wraps all the way around the building. Twice." Hayden hands him a water bottle, cap already off. "Here you go. Stay hydrated."

    Shane hides a wince; the slightly warm water tastes like plastic, and it lingers unpleasantly on his tongue. He's been signing for what feels like hours already and the crowd isn't getting any smaller. "Fitness is popular these days."

    "Sure. Fitness." Hayden gives a pointed look to the stack of photos in front of Shane: one set with him smiling awkwardly into the distance, arms crossed in his workout gear, and the other with him leaning against the side of a motel pool the marketing department rented for the morning, towel around his neck. The photographer insisted, despite protests that his workouts have never featured swimming.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Luca should go.

    He knows he should go, and he knows that his right foot takes a half-step back, but—

    Shane makes a terrible sound that will haunt Luca’s dreams for the rest of his life, and then he hisses, “You’re the one who got rock hard because a kid who has a crush on you called you papa in front of the press.”

    Then, Ilya laughs, and shoves inside.

    “And you’re the one who’s about to come just because I called him mama.”

    This definitely isn’t what Freud was talking about.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Stranger: u play hockey?
    You: Yes. You?
    Stranger: ya
    Stranger: what level?
    You: University, what about you?
    Stranger: mlh
    You: Yeah, sure lol
    Stranger: am serious
    You: Okay, well I don’t believe you. Why would an MLH player be on Omegle to talk about hockey lol
    Stranger: maybe i like to inspire people

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    06 Jul 2026

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    03 Jul 2026

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    “Can I —?” Ilya asked. His meaning was clear as he stared at Shane's nipple.
    “Of course,” Shane said, automatically; his body — his entire being — was as much Ilya’s as it was his own. There was a certain absurdity in Ilya even feeling the need to ask.
    Shane felt unsteady, like he didn’t quite grasp something, because the way Ilya began to mouth at his nipple was too shallow, rhythmic, and slow to really be erotic. Well, it was erotic, of course; in the way that any touch from Ilya was, inherently, to Shane. But there seemed to be no particular purpose. He just — sucked. Or, perhaps more aptly, Shane realised, with a bolt of hot, twisting confusion, suckled.
    “That’s good,” Shane said, voice cracking. It wasn’t what he meant to say, because he hadn’t meant to say anything, too worried the only thing that would come out would be a what the fuck. But Ilya moaned, leaning more heavily against Shane, hands fisting the hem of Shane’s shirt, as he applied a little more pressure.

    OR: Ilya’s fixation with Shane’s pecs turns into something unexpected.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    these are all fics that take place in the same universe where shane and ilya explore daddy kink. do they discuss it ever? no. will they? maybe. are they into it? yes.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Shane had agreed readily. Yes, he wanted. To be hunted by a stranger with twenty dogs and a knife on his belt. To see him again. To find the source of the squirming thing in his chest and bring it to light.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander has been a very good roommate to Ilya Rozanov for nine months. Never makes too much noise. Does the laundry without being asked.

    Ilya comes home early one Saturday and finds out exactly how good of a roommate Shane can be.

    Or — a filthy little hollanov roommate!au one shot where Ilya doesn’t realize what a pervert his roommate Shane is until he comes home from work early one day and finds him in a very compromised position in Ilya’s bed. Is that Ilya’s fleshlight on Shane’s…?

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    21 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 45

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    Shane smiles sweetly at him and asks, “What do you want for your birthday?”

    Shane has a few ideas. None of which match what Ilya really wants.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    "Is okay, Hollander," said Rozanov. "I will help you. You are," he paused. "Stunted. I looked up this word."
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    Or: teenage Ilya billets with the Hollanders. He and Shane stumble into what eventually becomes an intense, obsessive, codependent d/s dynamic that escalates wildly for years after. Special mentions to denial, repression, pining-while-fucking, Minnesota, sexting, eternal soulmate love, and being unbelievably horned up at every single moment of the day.

    Not a teen fic I promise! They are adults after chapter two.

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    16 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 43

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    Ilya laughs, swats at him. “Yuna!” He calls, “Your son is trying to make me fat!”

    Retirement and domesticity bring out new kinds of hunger.

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    14 Jun 2026

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