crestfaller



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  3. Summary

    these are fics that, while I have a very hard time of ever saying die, are just currently on an indefinite hiatus.

    Shiva: it's just taking me a really long time to get through the block here. I am actually actively working on it, it's just so slow going, and I'd rather not post anymore until it's finished. Thus, since I have literally no idea when it will be updated again, it's on indefinite hiatus.

    To Build a Home: I actually have updated this one recently, but because I update this kind of "at my leisure", I am including it into this collection.

    Stranger Than Your Sympathy: at this time I have no plans on updating this story because there's something fundamental I'd like to rework or I need to get over.

    Intersect: I actually have chipped away at this a little bit, but again, I do not want to publish anymore until the fic is finished. This is kind of at the back of the drawer and when I feel so inspired I write a little bit into it, so at this time, indefinite hiatus.

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  1. Rec 24

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    Longing for purpose, village physician Rhys follows a dashing red-haired knight to a world of intrigue and adventure.

    But a mercenary company is no place to hide. Secrets catch the light, and Rhys's growing curiosity about the group's thorny and reticent bowman may risk more than just his life.

    AU-ish: 90% canon-compliant with one major divergence. A wartime romance about honesty, goodness, and what it means to be understood.

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    19 Jun 2023

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    Fastidious and fiercely independent Shinon repeatedly getting awestruck by this swallow soft-hearted but ever curious healer and going from distant orbit to essentially being Rhys’s own personal moon is something so satisfying to read.

    I cannot recommend this fic enough. I reread it all the time. I intend to comment on every chapter. This author has to have a personal novel they’re writing and if so I will buy it because their writing is that good.

  2. Public Bookmark 67

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    When Merlin is drawn away from the safety of the city, Gwaine takes it upon himself to keep his best friend safe. But there’s more at work here than meets the eye, and the odds can’t always be in his favor.

    Then again, when has that ever stopped Gwaine from trying?

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    17 Mar 2025

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    MERWAINE EXCELLENCE

  3. Rec 35

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    Xenk should not look as good as he did when the little light in the room finally illuminated his form, eyes dragging over Edgin’s body, his face, the metal spikes currently pinning him to the cell walls.

    “It looks worse than it is.”

    or a tumblr anon gets me writing this pairing a year after the movie (◡‿◡✿)

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    11 Feb 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    “You’re gone,” Caspian growls. “You’re never coming back.”

    “But I could!” Peter insists. “I could come back. The island can make it happen.”

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    A reflection on Caspian's life and relationship with Peter, alternating between the events of Prince Caspian and The Dawn Treader.

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    27 Jan 2025

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    CASPETER

  5. Rec *

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    The first night Marty gets Rust home and put to bed he whimpers like an old hound dog in his sleep, making these ripped-raw noises that well and gurgle up past his lips like fresh blood from the hole in his gut all over again. Doesn’t know he’s doing it, course not, but Marty lays there next to him in the dark—the man’s only got one bed, ain’t no shame in that—and has to wonder about the Vietnam-grade shit Rust’s got playing in living technicolor in his head.

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    14 Jan 2025