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Dear PenPal, Cry Every Day Until My Next Letter by disappearordie, thedaisyfairy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Oct 2026
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In 2003, Shane Hollander is assigned a PenPal, and gains a friend. A friend who smokes, calls him boring, and gives him ridiculous nicknames.
Across the world, Ilya Rozanov practices his English with a curious Canadian boy whose name he can't fucking remember.
Or, before they were Canada's Shane Hollander and Russia's Ilya Rozanov, they were Cat and Elijah. Shane has no reason to suspect his childhood PenPal is his hockey rival, and Ilya has never even considered that the man he's falling for is also the boy he already fell in love with through letters and postcards.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 261,210
- Chapters:
- 36/?
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 12,426
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- 7,810
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10 Oct 2026
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Into the Blue by librarytiger
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
29 Aug 2026
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With the first overall selection of the 2010 NHL draft, the New York Admirals are proud to select Shane Hollander.
“Ah, New York! New York is nice, yes?”
“Uh, yeah, I guess. I haven’t really spent much time there. Yet, I guess.”
“I am also moving to New York.”
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On the night of the NHL draft, Shane Hollander goes to the gym. Ilya Rozanov may not be a hockey player, but somehow he is there, in Shane’s orbit, in New York, under his skin.
Or, how more proximity can turn a fuck buddy into a best friend, but falling in love is always hard.
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- Part 1 of in new york, you can try things
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 178,867
- Chapters:
- 19/19
- Comments:
- 2,589
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- 4,811
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- 2,439
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- 193,071
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10 Oct 2026
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Gaslighting by 1410_Sunshine
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 May 2026
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"I think we should start gaslighting everyone.” Shane looks at Ilya to see his reaction.
“I don’t understand.”
“No statements, no plans, of course we’re still doing the charity, but let’s just act like we already came out to everyone.”
Ilya smirks. “Gaslight them?” Shane nods.
or Shane comes up with the idea of gaslighting everyone into thinking they already came out. Ilya and Shane proceed to go out to lunch, and go on first dates slowly gaslighting their friends and the world.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,851
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Comments:
- 509
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- 13,654
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- 135,286
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10 Oct 2026
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#getLilyout by viridescented
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Apr 2026
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Emily @emilystwitterstuff21
Shane Hollander being a physically and emotionally abusive boyfriend was not on my bingo card this year. What the fuck is going on??
Clara @hockeyfan101
Of all hockey players it's SHANE HOLLANDER??? The golden boy of the NHL that does no wrong?? Omg. Istg men are trash.
Or: everyone thinks Shane abuses his girlfriend Lily, and Yuna Hollander is not at all amused about, while Shane is just upset that his parents have such an issue with him being gay.
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- Part 1 of Kate’s wild twitter posts
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,092
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 349
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- 14,507
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- 102,239
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09 Oct 2026
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Lily's Twitter Account by viridescented
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 May 2026
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Sock @ilyarozanovssocks
Mate, I can guarantee that absolutely no one would be lucky to have you.Lily @shanehollandersrealgf
Ah, and Rozanov is better than me?Sock @ilyarozanovssocks
Obviously.Or: Ilya wants to thirst and brag about his boyfriend in public, so he finds a way to do so.
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- Part 4 of Kate’s wild twitter posts
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 11,716
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Comments:
- 588
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- 12,350
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- 69,453
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09 Oct 2026
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Beneficiaries by 409_conflict
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Sep 2026
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Following an afternoon of sex and tuna melts, Shane goes searching for the explicit rules of what being 'friends with benefits' entails. In his humble opinion, they're nailing it.
Once friendship is on the table, Shane reconsiders the usefulness and immutability of the public rivalry narrative. Surely the NHL can make just as much money from a bromance as it can from a rivalry?
A missed call from J.J., a dinner at All-Stars, and an ill-considered mad dash to the airport send Shane's season in a very different direction to the disciplined three-peat he'd been planning back in October.
"This rivalry thing: it was everyone else who said we hated each other off the ice. There’s no rule that says we have to keep doing that forever.” Shane stared outside, past the blinding billboards and down at the streets below. “It was nice. Hanging out, last time.”
He knew what it looked like when Rozanov shut down, when he closed himself off and pushed the world away. He’d finish the conversation abruptly, curt, clipped, and retreat. So Shane knew he’d won when Rozanov finally answered with: “Are we six years old, Hollander? Asking if I want to play in sandbox with you?"
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 73,203
- Chapters:
- 13/13
- Collections:
- 8
- Comments:
- 2,877
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- 9,622
- Bookmarks:
- 3,809
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- 196,543
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08 Oct 2026
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Shane Hollander: The Man Behind the Hockey Legend by bluesylady
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Sep 2026
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“You are in bathroom now having panic attack, calling your boyfriend because you just told journalist you are gay?”
“Fuck you, Ilya,” Shane scoffed.
“I am just making sure I understand the situation. Okay, okay, you just go out and say you misspoke. You meant to say that you are… gray.”
“I’m not a fucking paint sample.”
“Maybe you said that you pray?”
“I definitely did not say I pray. Also, I’m not religious.”
“You're not?”
“Ilya, can you fucking focus?”****
When Yuna books Shane a sit-down interview with GQ, she has no idea she's about to derail the carefully laid ten-year plan Shane and his secret boyfriend had only just begun to build. Shane never realized how exhausting the secret had become until it slipped out. Suddenly, telling the truth felt just a little more bearable than forcing himself back into hiding.This is a story about bravery. About being scared and doing it anyway. About being too exhausted to keep lying. About deciding which truths are finally safe to share, and which must still be protected while real danger remains.
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 45,960
- Chapters:
- 29/29
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 1,123
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- 3,584
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- 966
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- 76,120
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08 Oct 2026
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#ShaneHollanderIsBadAtSex by LynnisaMystery
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 Oct 2026
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I dated @ShaneHollander24 back in high school. See this photo of us as proof. This is how I know that #ShaneHollanderIsBadAtSex and that is why @RoseLandryOfficial probably dumped him. I should have done the same, but he dumped me after ignoring me for a week when he got drafted with some lame excuse about focusing on his future. Wish he had focused on female anatomy when we had class together but what can you do?
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When Shane and Rose's breakup hits the internet, the response is less than supportive and the hashtag #ShaneHollanderIsBadAtSex goes viral. Within hours, multiple of Shane's past hookups have joined the trend and shared their opinions on Shane in bed...Including a hookup from a man in LA. He's now faced with scrutiny from his team, support from his family, and the continued silence of his phone from 'Lily'.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 88,257
- Chapters:
- 13/15
- Comments:
- 204
- Kudos:
- 1,007
- Bookmarks:
- 333
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- 22,433
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08 Oct 2026
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Jane is for Jean by cosmicgreed (applecherryade)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 Sep 2026
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“JJ what’s going on ? Those texts you sent were so fucking cryptic. And what did you even need to take care of that required me staying off my phone for five hours ?”
Shane was trying really hard to not freak out but the way JJ was looking at him was making it really difficult. He had never seen him look this serious since he met him.
JJ took a deep breath and placed both of his hands on Shane’s shoulders holding him in place.
“Shane, listen to me very carefully. From now on you’re not gay and you’re definitely not dating Ilya Rozanov. God could come down and ask you directly if you were dating him and you would just have to lie to his face okay ?” JJ continued without waiting for an answer to his question “Also, i’m dating Marlow now.”
Shane blinked. There was no way all those words had been assembled together purposely to create the sentences that just got out of JJ’s mouth.
“Am I having a fucking stroke right now ?” Shane said squeezing his left arm.
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Or : Shane and Ilya are learning how to be boyfriends, Gossip pages out players and JJ and Marlow are very supportive friends.
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07 Oct 2026
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Fried Chicken by imsickofthis
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
23 Sep 2026
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One misunderstanding.
One sentence that should never have been said.
One very long night.(first two chapters are the main story, and the rest is just me enjoying myself)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 285,113
- Chapters:
- 26/26
- Comments:
- 751
- Kudos:
- 2,129
- Bookmarks:
- 541
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- 73,770
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05 Oct 2026
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Love Letters to Lily by Serpina
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Oct 2026
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An explicit picture of Shane getting a blowjob from a golden curled person has been published during the Rose-era (they were not an official couple, but kissed a few times privately) and Shane goes into the offence and tells everyone that this is his long-term girlfriend Lily. (He hasn't talked to Ilya since the tuna meltdown).
Now he's telling the press, how perfect she is and Ilya, a/k/a @LilyHollanov has to deal with it.Bookmarked by dearlydanika
04 Oct 2026
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Skates don't come in toddler's size by AaliyahSparrow (ThePirateStorm), Lexi_Leckstar
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Sep 2026
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Ilya Rozanov likes dreams.
Shane Hollander likes plans: Play hockey ten more years. Win the Cup ten more times. Retire and start a family…
But Shane's plans are thrown out the window when they are given 48 hours to decide whether to become fathers now or lose the chance forever.
And while Ilya gets voted Canada’s Hottest Dad, Shane’s hockey career is close to drowning in baby spit.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 31,905
- Chapters:
- 18/18
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 121
- Kudos:
- 1,117
- Bookmarks:
- 312
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- 37,152
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03 Oct 2026
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Hollanov Shippers Gone Wild! by OpeItsSmurfette
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 Sep 2026
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Shortly before the playoffs start in what will be Ilya's last season in Boston, he makes a drunk confession to Cliff that he's in love with Jane...who is a man. Unbeknownst to him, it was captured in the background of a video his teammate posted to social media. Chaos ensues.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov Shippers
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 36,781
- Chapters:
- 8/12
- Comments:
- 405
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- 1,719
- Bookmarks:
- 497
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- 35,324
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02 Oct 2026
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heaven and hell were words to me by LunarMoonstone
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 May 2026
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“I, uh, came to ask for a ride."
Luca glanced sideways at Boodram, who was frozen with one arm in his jacket. It truly would have been hilarious, the way they all watched this scene unfold like a car crash, if it didn’t also feel like one.
They shared a confused glance, turning back when Rozanov’s incredulous “A ride?” rang through the locker room.
“Yeah, I, uh, figured I could use one since I just…quit the Metros,” Hollander said slowly, heaving an exhausted sigh afterwards.
In which Shane Hollander overhears his teammates talking about him before a game and ends up in the Centaurs' locker room, asking Ilya Rozanov for a ride.
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- Part 3 of Hurt/Comfort One Shots
- Part 1 of Outsider POVs
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,371
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 403
- Kudos:
- 19,588
- Bookmarks:
- 3,320
- Hits:
- 156,752
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01 Oct 2026
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Ilya publicly woos Shane. Nobody needs to know how long they've actually been together.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 33,807
- Chapters:
- 3/?
- Comments:
- 286
- Kudos:
- 1,666
- Bookmarks:
- 591
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- 25,464
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01 Oct 2026
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last words of a shooting star by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
29 Sep 2026
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When Ilya's phone buzzed the second time in a row, Jane lighting up his home screen, Ilya got annoyed. He turned it off and shoved it back into his pocket. Whatever Hollander wanted, he could bring it up to Ilya after he'd gotten laid. Really, Ilya failed to see how it was necessary for them to talk at all. They'd only ever spoken about one thing, and Hollander was getting plenty of it from Rose Landry.
A few weeks after Shane Hollander begins his relationship with Rose Landry, the Montreal Voyageurs' plane nearly falls out of the sky on its way from Raleigh to Ottawa. Shane, believing he's going to die, leaves a three-minute voicemail on Ilya Rozanov's phone. The plane doesn't crash, but Shane suffers a severe concussion. When he wakes, he can't remember anything about that day—the game he'd played that afternoon, the terrifying incident on the plane that evening, or the declaration of love he'd left in Ilya's inbox.
Which is unfortunate, seeing as Ilya drove five hours just to see him.
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01 Oct 2026
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Lily and Jane's Reddit Adventures by BetterNameToCome (SpoonDeficiency)
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Feb 2026
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“Me finding out that instead of mysterious and cool, people think I’m autistic and lesbian.”
Ilya and Shane get Reddit’s advice under the aliases Lily and Jane. Things spiral from there….
- Words:
- 35,142
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- 6
- Bookmarks:
- 2,838
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27 Sep 2026
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Holy Situationship, Batman! by BetterNameToCome (SpoonDeficiency)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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lilybear_1221
Fuck buddy of seven years left suddenly and won’t respond to my texts. What did I do wrong?After the great Tuna Meltdown, Ilya takes to Reddit to get advice on what he did wrong using the pseudonyms Lily and Jane.
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- Part 1 of Lily and Jane's Reddit Adventures
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 7,580
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 509
- Kudos:
- 9,150
- Bookmarks:
- 911
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- 66,788
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27 Sep 2026
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“I want all the moments, with you, Ilya.”
“Yes, me too, but if you do not take medicine, you will die like sick rat and we will not have many moments,” Ilya says seriously, even if his eyes are saying something else entirely— something mischievous, all fond and affectionate.
Shane laughs. “What the fuck? Now I am a rat?”
Ilya smirks, while leaving the bed to retrieve the pills. “Cutest rat of Canada,” he confirms.
After breaking up with Rose, Shane gets sick and can’t attend the All-Star weekend. Ilya finds out and calls out of the weekend as well, to take care of Shane.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 19,123
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 111
- Kudos:
- 1,929
- Bookmarks:
- 409
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- 19,309
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27 Sep 2026
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Shortly after casting the curse, Regina ventures out of Storybrooke and isn't prepared for what awaits across the border. Fast forward almost twenty-eight years and her past has finally caught up to her.
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25 Sep 2026