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While jerking off and thinking of each other, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov switch bodies. With a week before they meet for their first game of their second professional season, they've got no choice but to live each others' lives until then. But will seeing each other in person reverse whatever switched them?
Ilya plans to enjoy the admiration, while Shane is about to learn what it's like to be respected, but not loved. They both also find they're enjoying their predicament more than they should - and they've switched more than just appearances. Tastes and language skills remain, as do echoes of other memories.
Shane's about to learn there's more to the dickish Russian than an attitude and talent, and Ilya's about to learn that being the golden boy isn't all it's cracked up to be.
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09 Mar 2026
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the texture of memory by artifice
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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Shane has been missing for a long, long time.
Or: Ilya goes on a road trip. Somewhere along the way, he finds himself again.
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- Part 1 of texture of memory
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- 3/3
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07 Mar 2026
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walk away by psychobrew
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Mar 2026
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“Alcohol is a blood thinner, you realize. You shouldn’t be giving him that.”
“Well, we just cut his fuckin leg off, so we figured he deserved a little treat,” Marlow snapped.
Ilya blinked. He stared down at his leg. Wrapped in a torn jersey and tied off with a belt. Also, it ended just past his knee.
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or: The Boston Raiders plane goes down sometime in November, 2016, while Shane Hollander is flouncing around with Rose Landry
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05 Mar 2026
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a step to the right by cloudsurfing
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Mar 2026
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Shane thinks about Ilya; thinks about the glorious gasping surprise of Shane and considers that he has made an absolutely fucking massive mistake somewhere along his way here but he has no idea what it was. Behind his eyelids he thinks about his own name choked out like a confession and thinks about the Ilya that seemed to come so naturally, and wishes desperately that he'd done something differently. Something, almost anything, but he doesn't know what, can't pin the thought down. He has no idea what he's wishing for except for different.
As it turns out, once they're in motion there's nothing that can keep his eyes open, and he sleeps.
There's a dream that feels like turning inside out, like stretching and rebounding, like a path cleared and his is the first skate that touches the ice after the Zamboni leaves it, and he wakes —
He wakes.
Head thick and foggy until he shakes it and it clears, but he wakes —
— and they're back at the hotel.
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27 Feb 2026
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love in the time of the winter olympics by msw23
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 Mar 2026
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Luca Haas comes to the Milan Winter Olympics planning to focus on hockey and absolutely nothing else.
Unfortunately, figure skater Evan Whittaker is also there.
They haven’t spoken since middle school in Switzerland. And they keep running into each other in the Olympic Village.
Featuring: pairs figure skating, foosball, ice hockey playoffs, Centaurs teammates who notice everything, Swiss flag merchandise and a slow(ish) burn romance.
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22 Feb 2026
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It Always Comes Back to You by Loose_Philosopher936
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Mar 2026
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Today, though, Shane told himself he hated Ilya. He hated that Ilya left. Hated that he said nothing. Hated that he’d made Shane feel disposable.
Sometimes Shane imagined flying to Russia, knocking on Ilya’s door, punching him square in the face and telling him exactly how much he hated him. But he knew the truth. Ilya would open the door. Shane would forget every practiced speech. And he would kiss him. Melt into him. Give himself over like he always had. Be fucked by him. And even if it was the last time they would fuck, at least he would know it was the last time this time.
The truth was that Shane didn’t hate Ilya.
He hated that Ilya still lived in this quiet, unmovable place in his heart. It was the place that wouldn’t let him move on, wouldn’t let him heal, wouldn’t let him forget.
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This story is canon through the 2014 Russian Olympics, then diverges. After Russia, Ilya ghosts Shane and never returns to the U.S., remaining behind to care for his father. Both Shane and Ilya carry the weight of their shared past into the present, set in June 2017.
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21 Feb 2026
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Connor Storrie was like quick sand, and Hudson couldn't stop himself from falling—girlfriend and all.
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Hudson's little crush on his co-star starts to spiral out of control as crush forms into love.
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21 Feb 2026
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Connor and Hudson haven't been friends since they started secondary school. Why? Connor would sure love to know.
Or maybe not. Maybe it's best to let the past be. He doesn't care anymore, anyway. Especially not with graduation around the corner.
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A 'what if they'd grown up together?' non-actor AU.
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21 Feb 2026
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Second Line by NotRamona43
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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Wiebe could tell he was wearing Ilya down, but he still looked nervous. "Ilya," Ilya stilled. To his team he was always Rozanov or Roz or Rozy, never Ilya. "You're our guy. There's nobody I'd rather be our captain, to lead this team to another Stanley Cup. It's clear you don't like the guy, but we both know how good this could be."
Ilya jerked his head in a nod. "We will destroy everyone, this is true." Wiebe seemed satisfied. Ilya stood to leave and delivered one last look at Wiebe "But I do not have to be happy about it."
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Shane and Ilya are estranged for years after Tuna Meltdown. Then Shane confuses everyone by signing with the Raiders.- Language:
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21 Feb 2026
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Connor knows the pattern by heart. As an "impure" omega in the heart of LA, he’s used to being wanted for a night but never for a lifetime.
Enter Hudson: the alpha breaking the cycle and redefining what it means to be loved.
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18 Feb 2026
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Shane’s face twisted in disgust. It made his beauty terrible.
“Oh, well, no harm done then. Jesus, I’m going to have to get tested. Who the fuck knows where you’ve been.”
The words hit Ilya like a physical blow. They reverberated through all of his soft places, so recently exhumed, and shook him down to his very bones.
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Or, before Ilya can audition for Wifey with tuna melts, the condom breaks one night, and Shane freaks out.Bookmarked by dissyizzy
17 Feb 2026
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if you ever try to leave me again by My_Chemical_Comeback
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Mar 2026
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Shane heard a strangled shout tear free from his mouth, and then his body was moving without his brain’s input. He flew across the ice, ripping his gloves off and reaching for Ilya’s throat. He wrapped his fingers around the warm skin, feeling the flow of blood pulse harder with each beat of Ilya’s heart. His eyes raced across Ilya’s face, desperately looking for a sign that his boyfriend was still with him. Ilya’s eyes were wide and glazed, staring past Shane instead of at him. His face was losing color rapidly, turning a sickly shade of white that mirrored the ice beneath him. His mouth was open, loose and slack, mouthguard still jammed into his upper jaw. Shane watched in terror as Ilya grew limper in his arms.
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During a Boston-Montreal game, Ilya's neck is cut by a skate, and Shane is forced to witness the love of his life bleeding out on the ice in front of him. All of the plans they have made seem to be slipping away before his eyes, right when they were so close to finalizing Ilya's transfer to Ottawa. As they race against the clock to save Ilya's life, Shane reckons with the secrets they have been forced to keep and fears that they might never get to live their truth out in the open.- Language:
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16 Feb 2026
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“If hockey was that important for geopolitics,” María deadpans, leaning across the table to stab another pelmeni with her fork. “The Chinese would’ve gotten into it by now. The Russians want international concessions, and this is a cheap trick to get it. To be completely honest—”
She dunks the pelmeni into her bowl. It almost looks like she’s drowning it when she twists the fork, coating it in fragrant orange soup. It almost looks like it’s a thrashing animal.
“—it’s really annoying me. From a purely tradecraft perspective, from one lawyer to another, it’s a cheap trick,” María continues, pelmeni between her teeth. “Canada isn’t even the country who’s detaining Russian arms dealers. That’s US shit. It’s fucking annoying.”
Shane doesn’t say anything. Shane’s looking at the pictures splayed across the table, face-up, and thinking about how if this all ends here, all Shane will have to show people when they ask about Ilya are six mugshots from when he was transferred from the Moscow jail to the Siberian penal colony, where his cheeks are hollowed out and his eyes are vacant.
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12 Feb 2026
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our bedroom after the war by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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“I want you in my hotel room tonight,” Ilya says, satisfied when Hollander’s pupils dilate in response. “I want to take you apart, slowly. Until you’re begging for it.”
“Fuck off, asshole,” Hollander breathes out, but the look in his eyes says yes and more please. “You can’t just come back here and–”
Just as Ilya is about to lean down and kiss the next words out of Hollander’s mouth, a buzzing sound startles them both. He glances down to see Hollander’s phone vibrating on the countertop with a text notification from someone named Matty.
Unease begins to pool in Ilya’s stomach.
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Set in an alternate timeline where Shane resolves to move on after Sochi. When he and Ilya reunite for the MLH Awards in Vegas, Ilya takes the news of Shane's new "friend" about as well as you'd expect.
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- Part 2 of i'm coming to the anonymous cottage
- Language:
- English
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- 16,313
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- 5/6
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12 Feb 2026
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Shane swallowed hard. “This is such a bad idea.”
“It is,” Ilya said.
His hand came up, thumb settling beneath Shane’s jaw and tilting his face upward. The touch alone sent a shiver through him.
“You are too young,” Ilya murmured. “You are going to get me into trouble.”
Shane barely had time to breathe before Ilya leaned in.
Shane Hollander has made a lot of mistakes in his life. Getting pregnant by a married Russian man twice his age is easily the worst one.
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09 Feb 2026
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To my dearest by mochababy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Mar 2026
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“Ilya–” Shane breathed, high and wheezy. “You can’t– You can’t leave me! Please, God, please, don’t take him. Please, please, I can’t lose– I can’t–”
A blaring alarm yanked him out of his panic like a fish out of water. He shot upright, flailing his limbs that were caught in something soft. Blurred splashes of colour steadily painted a picture of a bedroom he’d recognise anywhere. It was brighter now, light pouring in through partially shut curtains. His breath was heavy and he struggled making sense of how the hell he’d ended up in bed when just a moment ago, Ilya had–
“Hollander.” Ilya slurred, narrowing his eyes at him. “Turn that thing off.”
Or, Shane is stuck in a time loop that resets whenever his fiancé dies.
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08 Feb 2026
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When Shane Hollander and Rose Landry get engaged, it seems that Shane and Ilya's tumultuous love affair is finally over for good. Except that for some reason Ilya finds himself caring a little too much about those news, while Shane wonders why doing the right thing feels... wrong.
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07 Feb 2026
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After ignoring his phone in favor of getting split in two by his situationship, Shane is stranded in Boston at the start of the zombie apocalypse.
Ilya is left with nowhere to go, and Shane refuses to leave him behind. In order to survive, they have to cross the Canadian border and get to the cottage, together.
But getting to Canada is far easier said than done. When Ilya is badly injured, their road-trip becomes a race against the dead—and the infection spreading through Ilya’s leg.
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- 6/6
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06 Feb 2026
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i hope you're scared of only ordinary shit (and not your soul and what he might do with it) by MelancholyTulip
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV) RPF, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Feb 2026
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Fifteen minutes before a flight, Connor learns there are fears worse than fame, worse than longing, and far worse than wanting his best friend. Some fears don’t stay quiet when you’re alone with them.
“I don’t know why you freaked out over that. It was nothing… we kiss all the time. It wasn’t a big deal,” Hudson dismissed, shifting uncomfortably. Connor scoffed, rubbing his hands over his face. He found this all so ironic; it was as if he was Shane and Hudson was Ilya, dismissing him just like the Florida hotel scene they had acted out just months prior.
“Oh, fuck you, Hudson. It wasn’t ‘nothing’.”
It was now his turn to be angry.
“You don’t just kiss your best friend’s neck, not like that, and have it mean ‘nothing’. You’re not fucking stupid.”
Or: Hudson kisses Connor's neck and they both begin to panic
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04 Feb 2026
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Tell Me It's Two-Sided by TeaMillie
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 Mar 2026
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"Why the fuck do I want him to look back?"
"I hope it's not nothing."
Cliff and Hayden have been in each other's orbits for a long time. Their best friends are bitter rivals and they make it a point to reinforce their loyalties on the ice. So when they meet each other at Ultraviolet, their hatred for each other should be in full force. Right?
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04 Feb 2026