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    “And why is a Russian prince inviting me to his matchmaking party? Do they need gentry chaperones or something?”

    “No, no, and it’s not a party, it’s a whole series of affairs, it’s…Shane, you’re invited as a candidate. A marriage candidate.”

    Shane pulls the phone away to make sure the line’s still connected and he hasn’t accidentally started watching Downton Abbey or something.

    Prince Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov meets Shane Hollander, Duke of Montreal.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    This thing that they have—whatever the hell it is—it’s good. It’s easy. It feels like the only thing keeping Ilya afloat sometimes.

    He can’t let it get to a place where it’s more than just a good, convenient fuck and some fun teasing in between. Even if sometimes, in brief moments of tenderness, it already feels like it’s more than that. Or at least like it’s something that can be, if they just let it.

    But they don’t. They can’t.

    Although sometimes, Ilya does find himself giving in to the urge to look at Shane just a little bit longer, to let his touch be just a little bit gentler, more reverent, than what it would be for something as casual as they claim this to be—albeit sparingly.

    Sometimes, just for a moment, he lets himself indulge. He lets some of that affection bleed out of him because he feels like he’ll implode if he doesn’t.

    But he always catches himself before it can linger.

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    where six months of ghosting is shane’s final straw and he cuts contact with ilya after vegas, tired of the wall that just keeps getting higher each time he tries to chip away at it

    so ilya is forced to reckon with his feelings much sooner

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    05 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    A Butcher Shop AU.Ghost was kicked out of the army for his aggressive behavioral problems after the torture and imprisonment. He's returned to working as a butcher and has a fixation on his favorite customer.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    He saw the eyes first. Two glowing spheres of turquoise blinked an arm's length away. Something like a wolf stood before him—if wolves were the size of moose with thick pelts of sandy fur. The beast favored its hind legs more, resting the majority of its weight onto them. It was still as a statue, its attention fixed solely on him.

    In the winter of 1923, Shane Hollander is unknowingly courted by a werewolf.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov knows at least a few things for certain. He knows he is the best hockey player of his generation. He knows he never wants to go back to Russia again. He knows he could never be mistaken for anything but an alpha. But, most importantly, he knows that Shane Hollander is an omega, and he is determined to prove it.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Lily: You are hiding from me.
    Jane: I’m not! I’m busy.
    Lily: Busy losing. You play better when I fuck you.

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    Embarrassed by his very public and short-lived fling with Rose, Shane goes to great lengths to avoid Ilya.

    He’s unprepared for just what Ilya will do to win him back.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    22 Jan 2026

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    A problem is something you can fix. Ilya disappears after the cottage and Shane’s determined to find out why. He’s only loved one person in his life -- can he open his heart to another?

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    20 Jan 2026

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    On the 21st November 2023, Sergeant John "Soap" MacTavish was killed in action in the Eurotunnel, 7km off the coast of Folkestone.

    Except the heavily redacted report is all a lie and the emotional scattering of his ashes is all an act.

    This is the story of how he survives, how the 141 fake his death, and how he recovers - with Ghost right by his side.

    A realistic fic about Soap recovering from a traumatic brain injury and discovering which parts of himself are left, and which parts Makarov stole from him. Full of hurt and comfort, angst and humour, this is a slow burn Ghost/Soap getting together fic with a happy ending.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Everyone calls them a couple'a street rats. According to Tim, that makes their pack a mischief.

    Or, Jason finds Tim, stranded in Crime Alley by his heat. He can't just leave him there, especially after learning what his parents are like. That's fine, he can take care of the both of them, Tim is his pack now and he'd do anything to keep him safe.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    "The creature does not want a break. He does not want to be angry. He wants to stay in this small room and fuss and coddle and care until Victor wakes up, and after that, too. He wants Victor to live. He wants Victor."

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    The tide comes to take Victor away. The creature will not let it.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    H'zashi's feathers stood on end, blood boiling at the fear in the fledgeling's eyes, the way their running was flagging even though their breathing still came way too fast— He flew forwards, covering the remaining distance and swiftly whirling around the little Green, placing himself between them and their pursuers, wings spread wide. He put one wing back to cover them.

     

    Internally, he both cooed and cried when Green's hands immediately grabbed onto him, tucking close.

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    Or, MHA space AU. Featuring Human Izuku, Alien everybody else, accidental child acquisition, space road trips, mysterious circumstances, and plenty of hurt/comfort to go around!

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

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    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    04 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 33

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    The realm knew peace.
    The dragons still danced, just not in the way anyone expected.

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    27 Dec 2025

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    It was a simple enough announcement: Prince Aemond Targaryen returned from battle with a bride and small babe in tow.

     

    In which Alys is not, in fact, Alys.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    “Left you a gift, Johnny,” Ghost answers.

    “Aye?” Soap says and Ghost can about hear his grin. “I’m quakin’ in excitement, Lt.”

    Soap leaves his mic on and Ghost can hear the creaking of the door open and the soft rustle of Soap's tac gear as he walks over to the body.

    A sharp intake of breath and then a low whistle.

    “Careful, Lt,” Soap rumbles, accent noticeably thicker, “bloody gifts like these, might think yer courtin’ me proper. The old way at least.”

    And that's how it starts.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    Soap lacked a scent, and it made Ghost’s mind wander. What would it be like if he smelled straight from Soap’s neck? Would he be able to catch a whiff of pheromones, or a hint of his natural musk? If Ghost scented him, how long would it stick? What if Ghost came on his neck, would he—

    He stopped tapping his pen. Ghost reeled at the abrupt shift in his thoughts, uncertain where the fuck that had come from.

    Okay, sure. Soap was, objectively, attractive. With his long eyelashes, baby blues, pouty lips, high cheekbones, tight little ass—

    Okay. Ghost had to calm down. It wasn’t appropriate to harbor these sorts of attractions for his subordinate.

    But…what was the harm in fantasizing?

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    Soap, a beta, is used to being left in the dust by alphas who are just looking for a quick shag. But how can Ghost convince him that he wants more, that it's not just a fling?

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    28 Nov 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 66

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    After a mission leaves him permanently injured, Soap is given leave of his duties. In the hopes that he can prove himself both mentally stable and physically capable of returning to SAS, he agrees to attend group therapy for soldiers reintegrating back into society. There he meets another soldier who is struggling to seem normal.

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    27 Nov 2025

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