1 - 20 of 1,200 Bookmarks by eveningstar477

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Summary

    When the long game falls apart, Shane and Ilya need a new plan.

    I recommend reading the series in order it was posted, even though the second fic is a prequel to the first one.

    Words:
    100,138
    Works:
    4
    Bookmarks:
    2,933

    21 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 11

    Tags
    Summary

    The cold tile floor was agony to his knees as he knelt in front of the toilet, retching convulsively. Everything hurt and now that Theo was asleep, he finally felt able to cry, but he had no tears in him. His mouth was paper dry and he’d scarcely peed in hours and he begrudgingly accepted that now was the time to call for help. Eddie picked up on the first ring and Buck was immediately rambling.

    “Eddie, I can’t do this alone. Theo got it too and it’s been hell. There’s puke and shit everywhere, mostly his, and he keeps crying for his parents and I don’t know what to do. I’m so, so tired and I just want to sleep. I can't stop puking, I can’t keep anything down and Theo will be up soon anyway and I don’t know what to do! I’m not cut out for this. I love him so much but I’m not his father, I can’t take that place!”

    Or, Buck and Theo are both hit hard by norovirus. Buck thinks he can handle it until he can't.

    Fulfills the following Sicktember Prompts: 8. "I can't keep anything down." 17. Caregiver burnout 20. Parenting while sick

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,063
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    78
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    1,606

    16 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 59

    Summary

    In the time between being officially together and playing in the same team, Shane can't always be there for Ilya the way he needs.

    Fortunately, the other Hollanders have him.

    Words:
    17,223
    Works:
    4
    Bookmarks:
    59

    15 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 30

    Tags
    Summary

    With the cuff of his sleeve, he wiped the tears from Nick’s cheeks. The skin beneath seared with heat. He’d need to do something about that. “You are a mess,” he said gently.

    Nick mumbled something in French.

    “What was that?”

    “Don’t tell Dad I’m sick.”

    When Nick is sent home sick from school, all Charlie wants is to look after him. Which is easier said than done, when Nick all seems to want to do is shut him out.

    Arguments are had, fevered confessions are made, truths are uncovered, and through it all, Charlie finally starts to understand his boyfriend’s brain a little better.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,285
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    70
    Kudos:
    132
    Bookmarks:
    30
    Hits:
    938

    13 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya gets the flu, but Shane has to go back to Montreal to play and can't take care of him. So he calls in reinforcements.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,091
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    59
    Kudos:
    3,034
    Bookmarks:
    447
    Hits:
    22,991

    06 Sep 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 25

    Tags
    Summary

    When Shane is stuck at the airport and Ilya is home sick, he sends his parents around to check up on his boyfriend. But the Hollander's idea if watching the Great British Bake Off leads to an emotional breakdown.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,004
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    218
    Bookmarks:
    25
    Hits:
    2,165

    04 Sep 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Yuna Hollander is a pragmatist above all else. She thrives with logistics and spreadsheets, weighing probabilities and outcomes and risks and rewards. She can handle the people-coralling of it all, if she treats the schmoozing and handshaking as moving chesspieces instead of navigating a social minefield.

    She knows that Shane is the same way, except that his tolerance for people-coralling is even less than her own.

    What Yuna does not know, and what has bugged her for the past nine months, is what the fuck happened on Boxing Day to blow up Shane and Ilya’s relationship past the point of repair.

    It doesn’t really matter, now. Right now, she is simply glad that she has quietly remained an emergency contact for Ilya Rozanov for the logistics of what they are facing at this very moment, because it means that she knows the address of his new place, and so she can race to it after her phone had damn near overheated and exploded during her morning Pilates class with the notification overload.

    Someone has hacked Ilya's iCloud account. Ten years of text messages have been published for the whole world to see.

    (title from the great divide by noah kahan)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,860
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    107
    Kudos:
    2,667
    Bookmarks:
    507
    Hits:
    22,081

    01 Sep 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 44

    Tags
    Summary

    No, the hardest part for Ilya is that he still feels exactly the same.

    His brain still feels slow in the way that it has for most of the off-season, like an engine trying to run on empty. Every task, the motor sputters, fighting to start. Hockey is still hard. Life is still hard. Terry had told him not to expect the medication to work straight away; it can take a couple of weeks to get into your system, he had said, and sometimes things might get worse before they get better. Things aren’t worse a few days in, but they aren’t better either; just the same. The same emptiness, the same ache, the same worry that perhaps he’s always going to feel like this.

     

    ***

    In which the Centaurs take care of their captain.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,826
    Chapters:
    2/10
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    211
    Bookmarks:
    44
    Hits:
    3,573

    31 Aug 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Drink lots of fluids," Richardson says, "and try and eat some plain bread or crackers. But slowly; it’s gonna be a challenge to keep anything down. Stay in bed, rest, and, um: Pedialyte or Gatorade; don’t be surprised if it starts coming out of both ends but do not take Immodium or anything else that’ll back you up.”

    Ilya makes a face.

    “Maybe broth if you’re feeling up to it, but I’m serious about staying hydrated, okay? Fever means it’s probably norovirus.”

    Norovirus. Fucking—that shit that took out the Sharks last week? Ilya grits his teeth against another wave of nausea. This is the dumbest thing to ever happen to him. This is ridiculous.

    Or, Ilya has norovirus. Shane (and Yuna and David) take(s) care of him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    36,372
    Chapters:
    5/6
    Comments:
    151
    Kudos:
    418
    Bookmarks:
    111
    Hits:
    8,165

    31 Aug 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 17

    Tags
    Summary

    “Okay, bathroom’s all cleaned up.” He lowers himself to Alina’s height. She’s still sobbing, her breath coming in sharp, rapid hitches even when David puts his hand on her back. “Hey kiddo. I know your daddy probably packed another pair of PJs for you. But… I found this and thought you might want it instead.”
    He hands Yuna the water bottle and unravels the shirt on his arm. Despite everything, Yuna has to smile. It’s Shane’s old, old Junior Hockey League t-shirt from when he first started. It’s spent years tucked away in the back of his drawer; he didn’t take it when he moved out. He probably hasn’t worn it since he was what, 11 or 12?
    “You want it?” David asks softly.
    Alina nods, half-leaning on Yuna.

    shane leaves the kids with yuna and david while he and ilya take a vacation. which works great, until their daughter gets hit with a stomach bug and proves she is very much a hollander about it

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,804
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    102
    Bookmarks:
    17
    Hits:
    1,144

    31 Aug 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 75

    Tags
    Summary

    "No," Rocky said later. "Rocky not lie for the history books. If Grace kill self doing stupid shit like this, Rocky make sure everybody Erid know. Rocky build probe to send to Earth to tell all humanity: Dr Grace die from stupid preventable accident. Grace save Earth but turn out too stupid to live. Sad sad sad. Wait, if Grace die like this, Rocky WILL lie and tell everybody he die on toilet like Elvis. Earth will put this on Grace Wikipedia forever, because Grace not around to correct Rocky."

    “Okay,” I said. “I think I’m… appropriately embarrassed already.”
    .
    Grace makes a classic cleaning blunder on the way to Erid. Or, How to Accidentally Gas Yourself for Fun and Profit.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,638
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    42
    Kudos:
    394
    Bookmarks:
    75
    Hits:
    1,444

    24 Aug 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 38

    Tags
    Summary

    Galina started the session with, “How do you feel about writing a letter to your mother?”

    “Why would I? She died, and it is sad. I—there’s grief, and sadness, and I’m afraid it will happen to me. What else am I supposed to discover by writing her a letter?”

    Galina just shrugged.

    “Fine,” Ilya said. “Fine, sure, whatever. It will be easy.”

    It is not easy

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,908
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    71
    Kudos:
    189
    Bookmarks:
    38
    Hits:
    1,468

    22 Aug 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "Why," The officer repeats, leaning forward, "Were you at his apartment? You have to admit, it's pretty strange to—"

    "We're together." Shane interrupts, tone flat. It doesn't make his stomach churn to say it out loud. It doesn't make him want to shrink into the uncomfortable plastic chair he's sitting in. "We had a three-day stretch with no games, so I was staying with him."

    The officer bristles. He has a nametag, but Shane has no interest in reading it. He seems, overall, unconvinced. Shane supposes if he was a cop who was clearly awful at his job and stuck on the night shift, he'd probably be just as miserable.

    "Okay," He sighs, "Let's start again. Tell us what happened, from the beginning."

    [ or: or…hollanov get outed because of a home invasion, and the shooting isn’t even the worst part of ilya’s year! ]

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    19,030
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    258
    Kudos:
    2,621
    Bookmarks:
    479
    Hits:
    22,348

    16 Aug 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "You appear to be experiencing a migraine."

    Great. Hypothesis proven. Still sucks.

    “Probable cause is recently-diagnosed concussion,” Mary continues. “The relative length of your recovery window may be indicative of post-concussion syndrome.”

    Huh.

    ...

    Grace (and Rocky) discover the consequences of head injuries.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,653
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    70
    Kudos:
    497
    Bookmarks:
    127
    Hits:
    2,170

    12 Aug 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 54

    Tags
    Summary

    After Shane and Ilya's first season together on the Ottawa Centaurs ends, they decide to take a much-needed, adults only, trip with Hayden and Jackie Pike. Unfortunately, their relaxing, beachfront respite turns into anything but, thanks to an unwanted guest—the norovirus, courtesy of the Pike children.

    Or

    The Gang goes on vacation, everyone gets sick, things get a little angsty and a little fluffy and sweet.

    [Set in the summer of 2022, after Shane's first season with the Ottawa Centaurs.]

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    18,582
    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    66
    Kudos:
    301
    Bookmarks:
    54
    Hits:
    7,704

    03 Aug 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane doesn’t go down on the ice, instead, it’s Ilya who is sick, but don’t worry, Shane will take care of him <3
    Or
    Ilya’s appendix is trying to kill him. Sick fic one shot

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,870
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    131
    Kudos:
    7,487
    Bookmarks:
    1,126
    Hits:
    57,170

    02 Aug 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “The Centaurs’ plane had to make an emergency landing.” Yuna said, her voice the same kind of gentle she reserved for bad news. “There was a fire. I haven’t gotten a hold of Ilya yet, but from what I do know, it sounds like everyone will be ok.”

    “Holy shit.” Shane leaned forward, covering his face. “Holy shit.” He breathed. His whole body was numb with panic now.
    ———

    AU where the emergency landing was worse than the book.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,692
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    45
    Kudos:
    1,851
    Bookmarks:
    350
    Hits:
    18,897

    31 Jul 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “I screwed everything up,” Shane says, his voice choked.

    “With Lily?”

    There’s silence for a while, then Shane says, “Ilya.”

    Hayden only knows one Ilya, but that’s impossible. But they are in Boston. “Rozanov??”

    Or: Shane is bad at adjusting to unexpected changes and Hayden is a good friend. A fix-it fic for Episode 4.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,711
    Chapters:
    1/3
    Comments:
    364
    Kudos:
    8,451
    Bookmarks:
    1,564
    Hits:
    50,907

    29 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 12

    Tags
    Summary

    Grace has to get on the Erid space elevator & generally has a very bad time with it. By the way, I do not understand physics. If you are a physicist avert your eyes. I had to consult *Reddit* for what a space elevator could be like. I am a biology dork, not a physics dork. I tried.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,976
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    112
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    645

    27 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    a different take on the plane situation, in which it lands a little more roughly, ilya gets injured, and shane drives 13 hours to get to his man.

    -

    “Shane? Sweetie, are you okay? We saw the news,” his mother says immediately upon answering the phone. She sounds like she’s been crying.

    “No,” he answers, too raw to even think about lying. “I’m—I’m on my way to Tampa.” There’s no point in lying about that, either—they’ll find out one way or another.

    “You what?” He can hear the panic in his mother’s voice.

    “Hayden helped me get a rental car,” he grits out, taking a steadying breath. “I-I have to get to him.”

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    16,059
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    284
    Kudos:
    10,693
    Bookmarks:
    2,375
    Hits:
    117,887

    26 Jul 2026

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation