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hold me without hurting me (you'll be the first who ever did) by mightyd0lphin
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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Jane (21:23): Come over?
Ilya stared at the message. Rage swirled in his stomach - that Shane would run out on him like that, spend the next two months shoving his fucking girlfriend in Ilya’s face, and then text him like none of that had happened. Like none of it mattered.
Mixed in with the anger, though, and threatening to overwhelm it, was the hot burn of shame. Because Ilya was already texting back okay and putting on his shoes. Because he was fucking pathetic, and couldn’t resist.
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instead of going to the club during episode 4, shane goes back to his apartment. then he texts ilya.
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02 Feb 2026
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im still fighting for you by mightyd0lphin
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Jan 2026
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“How fast were you driving?” Shane asked.
Ilya groaned, rolling his eyes. “A normal speed.”
“You can’t have been driving a normal speed. I was driving at a normal speed, and you beat me here.”
“Yes, second time tonight I beat you.”
Shane glared at him, but went and opened his front door anyway. As soon as it clicked shut, Ilya was pressing him up against the wall, his mouth on Shane’s neck.
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or: they got through the immediate storm of ilya being outed. now shane must learn to be a little bit braver, and ilya must learn to talk a little more
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- Part 2 of love takes miles
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- English
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- 10,371
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- 1/1
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29 Jan 2026
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Across the Red Line by Wipandwonder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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When a brutal on-ice accident nearly claims Shane's life in front of 20,000 fans, Ilya's carefully guarded world shatters. He can't hold Shane's hand in the ambulance. Can't claim his as family in the hospital. The fear of losing the man he loves forces Ilya to make a choice. Keep hiding, or risk everything?
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- English
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- 15,381
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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28 Jan 2026
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I’m smart in Russian. It fucking pisses me off—I sound like a toddler in English. The language simultaneously makes no fucking sense and is pathetically boring. It has no complexity, no richness, no nuance. It’s impossible to create the same layers of thought in English that I can in Russian. It’s as if I am trapped inside myself and can only use a megaphone held by a third grader to speak with him.
I want to say things to him that make no sense in English but would make him melt in Russian. My mother used to read poems by Pushkin to me when she tucked me in, and I want to read them to him, but every translation I find is fucking dull and stupid. He won’t even let me call him my “lover” because English has ruined that word. I hate English.
Or, Ilya tries to use poetry to get better at English.
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27 Jan 2026
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Ilya is sipping a cappuccino and watching Shane do very perverted yoga when he realizes that he doesn’t want to die.
It’s a dumb series of thoughts. He sees Shane bend over, neatly folding himself into a hunchback as his hands flatten by his feet, and Ilya thinks, I bet he’s going to love it when we’re old and grey and he can outrace me with my stupid hip replacement. And then he realizes that not only does he anticipate being old and grey enough to need a hip replacement, but that he actually wants to get there.
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Or: the existential crisis that happens when you’ve been depressed your whole life and then realize, suddenly, in your thirties, that you’re happy enough with your life that you no longer want to die.
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- Part 8 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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- English
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22 Jan 2026
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my heart has changed by amongtheshadows
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jan 2026
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“You don’t have to.” Ilya whispers.
“What?”
“Love me. You don’t have to. To say it, you can move on, you can find someone better, you don’t have to.” he says. “I am. . . not good.” he settles on after trying to find the right words in his mind.
*Alternate ending to episode 4*
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21 Jan 2026
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i keep closing my eyes, but i can't block you out by alpinelakegirl
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jan 2026
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A rewrite of episode four and what happens afterward.
“Well yeah,” Shane said, his voice took the slightly bratty tone that Rozanov loves. “You keep your house cold as shit.” This made Rozanov burst out laughing. He went towards his dresser to pull out a hoodie. He pauses as he sees Shane’s perfectly folded outfit settle neatly on the wood. He lets a small smile cross his lips within the privacy his back has provided from Shane. Like in every piece of clothing Rozanov has ever had the luxury of peeling off of Shane’s body a neat S.H. was written on the label of Shane’s jacket. He was about to toss an old CCM sweatshirt to Shane when a different one caught his eye. The team had got them this year, they were black with the Boston Bear’s logo in yellow. The hoodie was branded with Rozanov’s number and last name on it. The thought of Hollander, Montreal’s and the NHL’s golden boy, wearing his name did something to him. I guess he didn’t care that Shane was a hockey god, the only thing he cared about was the fact that in a few moments he was going to see Shane wearing his last name. Something he couldn’t let himself dream of.
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- English
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05 Jan 2026
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transfixed in the afterglow of you by artemismuse
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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After five years of touches that aren't enough, of words that are never said, Shane finally knows what sex with Ilya Rozanov feels like. It feels like the beginning of something more - something that will take them past this silly rivalry and into each others arms. It's perfect. It's all he's ever wanted, before he even knew he could have it.
But by the next morning, he's faced with news that derails everything. And Ilya has no idea.
Or, Shane sees Ilya in the tabloids with someone else and realizes he is in way over his head. The best response? Go no contact, find a replacement, and spend the next three years pretending you didn't knock yourself off course.
*spoilers for future series/book events ahead!
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30 Dec 2025
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limelight and limerence by idiotsinkdaisies
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Dec 2025
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He glances at the window. Nobody is looking. Their cards are down. All of their cards are down. He’s still looking over his shoulder. “You are out, you are on a team with potential -”
“We,” Ilya corrects. “We are all of those things.”The start of the season marks Shane’s first year with the Centaurs and playing with his husband. He’s got a lot to prove now that the honeymoon is over.
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24 Dec 2025
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what happens in vegas stays with me by ificouldwrite
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Dec 2025
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Shane doesn't send the "We didn't even kiss" text, but he's still hurt by it by the next game he has to play against Boston and more importantly, Rozanov.
Ilya notices him playing like a robot, and wonders if there's something that needs to be fixed.
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10 Dec 2025
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“I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”
“Like what?”
“Like you own me.”
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or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.Series
- Part 1 of Мой сладкий мальчик
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- 10,495
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- 1/1
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01 Dec 2025
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i joke but i need you so badly by macfucker
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
09 Jun 2025
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Bob… confuses her.
It’s strange. It’s sickening. She can’t help but follow him with her eyes when he yawns, stretching his arms and exposing a sliver of his lean and flat stomach, a faint dusting of light brown hair leading down-
Her imagination stops there. She doesn’t like to think about it.
Or: Yelena's wanting comes to a head. Bob's more than happy to meet her there.
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16 Oct 2025
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Yelena has Alexei for a father, Bucky for a mentor, Ava and Walker for teammates, and Bob for—whatever she needs Bob for.
// Bob having such low self-esteem he manages to pine for Yelena while in a relationship with her, the fic.
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- Part 1 of And boblena
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12 Oct 2025
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Where Spiders Go by maximumtrash
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
19 Jun 2025
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The closer they become, the more she tries to distance herself, and the more suspicious he is of her.
Thoughts turn to floods. Words become shrouded. Touches become weapons, a storm of arrows raining on her mind at night, spearing her with the want to give him what he wants. To follow him to his room at night. To step close and trickle a hand down his chest; to be a waterfall pooling at his hips.
Hazard zone.
With the responsibility of leading the New Avengers weighing on her, Yelena can only hope she's strong enough to save the people who need saving. She faces her fears by emptying mags and pushing her body to oblivion. That's always the plan.
Half a year is how long it takes for Yelena to be afraid of what Bob means to her. She's pretty sure fighting isn't her best option anymore.
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19 Sep 2025
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Incarnadine by maximumtrash
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
01 Jul 2025
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In which some rare souls are bound together at birth to wear the pain of their soulmate on their skin; wherever an injury appears, mirrored marks show up on their soulmate in hues of red.
Yelena wonders if her soulmate worries about her like she does for them. She has always been very red, but then again, they must be, too.
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- Part 1 of Boblena Week '25
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17 Sep 2025
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Five Steps Behind by neonheartbeat
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
04 Jul 2025
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“My daughter is extremely reticent to the idea of needing protection,” said Melina thinly, placing her hand on the back of Yelena’s arm and giving her a light pinch where Barnes and Reynolds couldn’t see. Yelena maintained her grimace smile, not moving. “Your work is certainly cut out for you, Agent. I applaud your bravery in picking this assignment.”
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Yelena Belova, only living daughter of the President of the United States, is assigned a new Secret Service agent, which she does not, under any circumstances, want.
Robert Reynolds, former Navy intelligence, is eager to prove himself in his new duties.
But both of them are hiding pain that goes deep, and time can only mask the truth for so long.
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12 Sep 2025
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Mission Objectives by harlequinnotagirl
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
19 Jul 2025
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The New Avengers are on two missions, but Yelena only knows about one.
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The one where Bob is proposing, and he needs Yelena out of the tower.
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06 Sep 2025
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Yelena sees Bob start to rise, to reach for the latch securing the back doors, and – she lunges for him, grabs his arm, and pulls him back before she can think twice about it.
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Bob's heroic sacrifice is slightly delayed – and he’s unceremoniously dragged into the back of a stolen OXE truck and carted away by the Thunderbolts. With their erstwhile savior in such rough shape, it only makes sense that they stop for the night at a motel along the way, just until he’s well enough to call on his newfound powers again. Yelena doesn’t like the idea of leaving him alone until he’s fully recovered, and there aren’t enough rooms for each of them anyway, so the solutions seems obvious: she’ll stay with Bob and look after him as needed. It’s only logical, isn’t it?
And this desire to stay near him… well, that’s natural too, right? It’s just… concern, that’s all.
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06 Sep 2025
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Helliconia Spring by Miss_Cosmonaut
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
09 Jun 2025
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Three months after New York was swallowed by a nightmarish blanket of psychological agony, Robert Reynolds was once again just Bob.
And Just Bob liked boring French New Wave and Depeche Mode and pictures of baby Highland cows. He stacked fries in his burgers like Jenga towers. He liked Jane Kenyon, Allen Ginsberg. Made a mean Lasagna alla Bolognese. Played guitar (kind of). Knew how to jumpstart a car (pretty well, actually). He liked chess.
He’d spent most of his life high, bridging sober gaps with odd jobs and side hustles and jail. He’d stolen from everyone who cared enough to let him into their home.
Robert Reynolds wasn’t Sentry, he wasn’t the Void—but he had been.
Wasn't it only a matter of time before he would be again?
After the Void descended on New York, Yelena adjusts to the life her sister led—dealing with PR managers, government endorsements, and a team she’s only recently learned to tolerate.
And then there’s the Bob thing.
And the Bob thing is super fucking complicated.- Language:
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03 Sep 2025
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Later, Pansy would be able to pinpoint the exact moment everything went very wrong. As it so happened, she’d been trudging through the Forbidden Forest with Harry Potter at her side.
(In which Pansy is being haunted and she doesn't understand why.)
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- Part 1 of Dream a Little Dream
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 64,925
- Chapters:
- 9/9
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- 58
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09 Mar 2025