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    And fingers in a mouth does not a pervert make. Everyone likes things in their mouth. Hoodie strings, the satisfying roll of the thick aglet left and right and left and right across the ridge of his bottom teeth, chewing his mouth guard, biting his water bottle nozzle. So what if two fingers find their way into his mouth while he touches himself?

    Set during the episode 4 fuck montage, Shane grapples with feeling shame about some of his sexual desires (he doesn’t have the vocabulary to describe sub space, pain kink or oral fixation, which he might as well have invented (to him)) and Ilya is able to make him feel better about it.

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    25 Oct 2026

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    Shane Hollander would probably rather die than admit to the world (or himself) that he’s a sub, because all respected NHL players are doms. When years of living a touch-starved, repressed, hockey-focused life finally catch up with him and cause a medical emergency, he’s not scared or sad. He’s fucking angry. And he becomes Ilya Rozanov’s problem at the Behavioral Education & Authority Relationships Services (B.E.A.R.S. for short).

    Or: Shane is strong, stubborn, difficult and he bites. Ilya is extremely patient but instantly whipped. A not entirely typical bdsm AU.

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    23 Oct 2026

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    “I can’t tell you anything.”

    ”Oh, come on!” She whined and Shane couldn’t help but laugh. “When have you ever been able to talk to a friend about the hot guy you’re seeing?”

    ”We’re not see—“

    ”Or not seeing.” He could practically hear her eyes rolling. “Semantics. Answer the question.”

    ”Never. Obviously.”

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    Ilya is finally at the cottage. He’s beautiful in the mornings. He scratches his tummy when he’s sleepy. Shane is so enamored and he needs someone to know. So what if that text message Shane received from Rose wasn’t the only one?

    Moments at the cottage you missed, the text messages Shane sends about a mystery guy to the only other person who knows he’s gay, and the one text he sends to the wrong person by accident.

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    19 Oct 2026

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    Ilya sits down carefully and takes Shane’s hand. “I am going to ask you something, and I want you to try not to freak out, okay? Take a breath, think about it.”
    That sounds… serious.
    “The Centaurs are having a barbeque,” Ilya says. “I would like to go, and I would like you to come with me.”

    Shane meets the Centaurs. As Ilya's close personal friend slash charity partner from Canada.

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    09 Oct 2026

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    Everyone in the NHL wants Shane Hollander. Maybe that should make Ilya feel proud, accomplished, even. Because he's the only one who has ever really had him. The only one who will.
    But really, it only seems to piss him off. Make him possessive.
    Shane kind of likes that.

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    01 Oct 2026

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    Ilya is a Bratva hitman, and Shane is his crime scene cleaner. When Shane finally pays off his debts and signals his intentions to leave, Ilya has only the summer to convince him to stay.

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    01 Oct 2026

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    "There in the photo was a young man in a hammock with a serene lake behind him, bathed in an orange sunset. A book was open in his lap and he was smiling up at the camera, easy and relaxed. Ilya didn’t think he’d ever seen anyone look so effortlessly gorgeous in a pair of ratty sweatpants and a bleach-stained t-shirt. He also didn’t think he’d ever find a personal family photo of Shane Hollander, the up-and-coming hockey sensation from Canada who had gone missing in November of 2008, in a thrift shop in Boston."

    Ilya and Shane never met at world juniors because Shane vanished without a trace. Against all logic, he appears almost two years later in Ilya's dreams. Those dreams begin to blur the line between fiction and reality, becoming muddy and impossible to navigate. As Ilya falls in love with a dead man, he finds that he cares less and less about those lines. When the opportunity to solve the mystery and bring closure to Shane's parents presents itself, Ilya must face whatever reality may truly be, even if that means losing the love of his life for good.

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    27 Sep 2026

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    Shane's accident was career ending. Instead of asking Ilya to the cottage he broke up with him in a displaced fit of rage. Ilya has not heard from him since.

    Until he does.

    Tues, Aug 29 at 4:46 AM

    Jane: Heey
    Jane: Long timr no dspeak
    Jane: I mean yeah I guess thats my fault
    Jane: How you been?
    Jane: Ive been great
    Jane: Shit
    Jane: Ive been shit actually

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    17 Sep 2026

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    A fiery plane crash claims Ilya Rozanov’s life in January. By April, Shane Hollander is dead of a broken heart. The truth dies with them.

    Yuna Hollander will do anything to get her son back, including hiring a shady shaman to resurrect him. There’s just one complication — Shane isn’t coming back alone.

    Now there are codependent (not)zombies in her house wearing Ilya and Shane’s faces. When they inexplicably act more like a married couple than the bitter rivals she expected, Yuna is convinced that they came back wrong.

    It’s easier than admitting she never understood them from the start.

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    17 Sep 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, celebrated hockey star, gets perilously lost in the wilderness.

    Shane Hollander, wilderness expert and #1 Rozanov hater, finds him.

    They're stuck in the woods. Completely alone. Together.

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    15 Sep 2026

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    SUBJECT: A long overdue apology
    FROM: [email protected]
    SENT: August 28, 2029, 16:12

    Ilya -
    It's been a long time.

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    12 Sep 2026

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    Depressed Russian widower and the ghost of his soulmate decide to not let death be the end.

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    'Do not separate' makes reality its bitch.

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    10 Sep 2026

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    Married Ilya woke up to rookie Shane by his side in the All-Star Game hotel room that he thought about more often than he should... Rookie Shane had a packed schedule but he decided to stay for Ilya, Ilya showed him how good of a husband he became.
    Rookie Shane opened up to married Ilya on what's been on his mind, and Ilya got the chance to tell rookie Shane what he needed to hear... and the chance to give him an earth-shattering blowjob in the shower... and to eat him out face down ass up... and to fuck in front of a mirror... and to tell Shane how much he loves him again and again.
    First half is them being emotional and vulnerable and open with each other and second half is them being freaks.

    Part 2 of https://archiveofourown.org/works/78512976 (married Shane & rookie Ilya)
    Part 3 (rookies post time travel) also posted!

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    09 Sep 2026

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    Married Shane woke up to rookie Ilya by his side... Good thing it's off-season and they had time to figure this out. Rookie Ilya learned more about his career, his relationship, his future husband and his body, and got a little jealous of his future self. Shane's a happily married freak who rode rookie Ilya till he cried and gave him his first proper aftercare. Sexual tension and smut with feelingsss
    Part 2 (married Ilya & rookie Shane) and Part 3 (rookies post time travel) both posted!!

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    09 Sep 2026

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    Heat spread across Ilya's face. His mouth fell open slightly. He let out a short, stuttered laugh of disbelief. This couldn't- he was straight, he wasn't-

    “Finally got you at your own game.” Shane's smirk widened to a smile, his hand clapping down on Ilya's shoulder to squeeze it slightly. For once in his life, Ilya was unable to find his voice.

    “Damn.” Shane laughed, jostling him a bit. “If I had known this was all it took to get you to shut the fuck up, I would have started flirting back years ago.”

    ----

    When old college friends Ilya and Shane show up to their mutual best friend's wedding, they are ready to fulfill their duties as bridesmen. Even after years of not seeing each other, they fall right back into their usual banter.

    Ilya loves to flirt with Shane. Shane loves to tell him to fuck off. It's a running bit. Nothing more than a joke between two friends; because Shane is gay and Ilya is straight and it doesn't actually mean anything…until Shane finally decides to flirt back, and Ilya's world suddenly tilts on its axis.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    A knee injury ends Shane Hollander's nineteen-year NHL career.

    Ilya Rozanov keeps checking in.

    Shane pencils in "big gay midlife crisis" between physiotherapy sessions.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    “There is one more thing. Given the nature of your fall and the force of impact, we ran a full battery of blood tests to check for any internal issues. Everything looks normal, except for one result that… stood out.”

    Shane’s stomach tightened. Stood out?

    “Given your secondary gender presentation and hormone levels, we also ran a standard pregnancy panel,” she said, her words measured and clear. “And the test came back positive."

    For a moment, the words didn’t land. They floated in the air like dust in the sunlight.

    Positive.

    Pregnancy panel.

    Then, all at once, they crashed into him.

     

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    Shane Hollander discovers he is pregnant while at the hospital after getting hit in the ice by Marleau in a Boston vs. Montreal Match and after inviting Ilya Rozanov to his cottage.

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    14 Aug 2026

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    Wednesday begins at 07:14 and ends at 20:03.

    Shane remembers every version. The broken things, the quiet afternoons and the weight of Ilya’s body over his. He remembers every desperate attempt to keep him alive, because nothing else does.

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    Shane lives through one winter day again and again, trying to love Ilya hard enough to keep him alive.

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    10 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is many things—a pain in Shane Hollander’s ass, hockey’s biggest playboy, a better chirper in his second language than most people are in their first, the only player who can challenge Shane for the title of “best of his generation.” But when Shane and Ilya get stuck next to each other on a long-delayed flight to the MLH Awards, Shane realizes something else about him: Ilya Rozanov is hot.

    ***

    Shane and Ilya never hooked up at the CCM shoot. Seven years later, they end up on the same flight from New York City to Las Vegas.

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    07 Aug 2026

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    After Russia’s quarterfinal loss in Sochi, Shane Hollander sends Ilya Rozanov as innocent of a text message as he can while still hinting at the worry beneath. Rather than ignoring him like he probably should have, Ilya gives Shane one honest answer...

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    31 Jul 2026

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