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With a violent jerk as if he'd been struck, Jean turned to hide his face in Jeremy's right palm, breathing in the lingering smell of the cocoa scented lotion he'd rubbed on before bed.
Jeremy pet at his hair with his free hand. "Baby, baby, baby," he chimed, his voice so sweet and soothing that Jean's heart clenched longingly in his chest. "It's okay, just breathe. Just breathe."
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jean wakes after a nightmare
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06 Oct 2026
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let the beach take your pain away by alarminglyjere
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
11 Mar 2026
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Jean recognizes a panic attack the moment he sees one. Helping Jeremy through it means facing a few ghosts of his own and saying things he has kept to himself for far too long.
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05 Oct 2026
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"You are my partner. My success is your success; your failure is my failure. Do not ever backslide, Jeremy. I will not forgive you."
"I'd rather die than ever be that person again. Believe me."
"I believe you."
But, Jeremy is afraid he might not be able to keep that promise anymore
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04 Oct 2026
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A campus wide initiative throws Jeremy into a spiral. Jean isn't sure what the fuck to do.
A/N: The timeline is slightly different because no way in hell would I be evil enough to have this much happen on top of canon everything else during Jeremy's super senior year. He's a regular senior & Jean is a junior. They live in the new apartment post fire. No Jab.
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04 Oct 2026
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“You are scaring me, Jeremy.”
There was a scuffle and shuffling, Jean’s voice further away saying something to someone, telling them to do something, breaths more ragged now. “Jeremy, what’s going on?”
“I’m sorry,” Jeremy said again. “I’m sorry, I tried, Jean. I really did. But I’m so tired of trying. I just need it to stop.”
“Oh, oh mon–” Jean swore in French. “You did not. Jeremy, you did not.”
“I’m sorry,” Jeremy whispered. He leaned over so he was lying on the ground now, curling up on his side so the phone was wedged between his ear and the ground. His head felt light, his body numb.
“No,” Jean sobbed. There was a horn somewhere. “No, you did not, Jeremy. Why?”
“I’m so tired,” Jeremy mumbled, his eyes slipping shut. It was all going fuzzy around the edges now. His chest did not feel so tight anymore. “I just wanted to hear your voice one more time.”
“Non, non, keep talking to me, okay? Keep talking, stay awake.”
“Too tired,” Jeremy slurred, his eyes remaining closed.
“You are okay, you are going to be okay.” Distant shouting, another horn.
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TW: suicide attempt where he does have to be revived, suicidal thoughts, self-harm, depression
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03 Oct 2026
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maps (they don't love you like i love you) by dressedupliketheking
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
19 Apr 2026
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“You’re sure about this?”
Cat asks, again, for what feels like the fortieth time in the last 30 hours.
“Yep. It’s only for a few weeks until Mom simmers down.” Jeremy says, and tries to mean it.
Laila raises a disbelieving eyebrow at him, seemingly content to wait him out.
“I’m serious, Lai. I’ll take the test, then I’ll be back.”
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Jeremy is called back to the Wilshires' to study before taking the LSAT. Things go as well as you'd expect [read: terribly], until they get Very Very Bad, and resolve with love confessions of the highest order.
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03 Oct 2026
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Neil Minyard-Josten’s professional exy career ends without ceremony when he blows out his ACL beyond repair at age 27. Forced to reevaluate the trajectory of his life, he indulges in his real passion: causing significant problems for everyone in his life through the field of sports journalism, this time on the other side of the microphone. God help his publicist.
Or: Five Times Neil Minyard-Josten Caused An Incident On National Television, Plus One Time It Was Actually Mostly Fine
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03 Oct 2026
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As the USC Trojans drive to an away game, a sudden torrential downpour brings back unwanted memories for Jean.
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30 Sep 2026
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Jeremy found himself watching as Jean straddled his bike and put on his helmet, all long legs and toned arms and–
Laila snorted from the driver’s seat.
“Shut up,” he said, sinking down in his seat.
“I didn’t say a word,” she responded, backing out of the parking spot with ease, a smile on her face.
After winning Gold at the Olympics, Pro Surfer Jeremy Knox has to make good on a deal with his mother: attend USC and get his bachelor's degree. He moves in with his best friends Laila and Cat, along with someone unfamiliar: former Raven and current Trojan, Jean Moreau.
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29 Sep 2026
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When Jeremy Knox signs his firm's social club up for a pottery workshop, he's under the impression he's emailing with the frizzy-haired middle-aged lady from the studio's website. He is in no way expecting to be lectured on the art of finger pressure and hole circumference by a broad, beautiful, six-foot-two Frenchman with a devastating accent.
or: lawyer Jeremy meets artist Jean. sparks fly. pottery is fired. internal walls are kneaded. etc
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- Part 3 of All For The Game
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28 Sep 2026
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Jeremy glared at the man, but before Jean could grab him again, he hurried out of the room.
With the immediate threat gone, Jean’s full attention was back on Jeremy. At first, there was only anger on his face, but slowly that melted away into a blank stare.
“Are you hurt?” Jean spoke quickly, striding across the room.
“He didn’t hit me. He hit the wall.” Jeremy shook his head, looking off at nothing as he spoke. The hole just inches from his head was evidence of his words.
And then Jeremy dropped to the floor.
His back slid down the wall, knees tucked into his chest.
Jean scrambled over to him, ready to check him for injuries. But when Jean grabbed his chin, gently lifting his head from his knees, Jeremy’s eyes were wide, and his breath was coming in short little pants.
“He didn’t hit me. He didn’t hit me, I don’t know why I’m –” His words cut off with a sharp gasp, and he looked frantic.
“Jean?” Jeremy choked out his name like a question, a plea, those brown, glassy eyes finding Jean’s, panic overtaking his features.
Jean scrambled closer to him, desperately racking his brain for what he could do to pull his captain out of his own head.
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28 Sep 2026
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i forgot how to breathe, only know how to choke by terramous
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
20 Jul 2026
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Jeremy Knox decides he will end his life on the day of Jean’s birthday. He will do it a week later, that gives him seven days to make it easier on his friends. He can at least prepare them for it—for his absence. He wants to be a good memory, not a sour one.
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Jeremy prepares his last goodbyes for the people that matter most
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- Part 19 of all for the game
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27 Sep 2026
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won't you take me where all the sunflowers are hiding? by PansexualBarbie
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
12 Sep 2026
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“Why do you sleep with those men?”
Jeremy looks up at Jean in shock, the tips of his ears turning red as he says, “What?”
“The men you sleep with, you said that Laila hates all of them. Why do you still go to them if they don't treat you well?”
“It's not like I have many options."
“You could go to me.”
Miss sere requested a fwb to lovers and it kind of turned into my crack prediction for tbc
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title and chapter titles from "Sunflowers" by Louis TomlinsonBookmarked by ink_blots
25 Sep 2026
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Genioglossus. It’s a fan-shaped muscle and forms the bulk of the inferior part of the tongue. It stretches to the hyoid bone too.
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Neil wakes up to a bad day and it just gets worse.
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20 Sep 2026
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“I’m staying on this side of the door,” Neil says. “Andrew, if I leave you alone, I need to know you’re safe.”
He’s not relapsing tonight. That would be too fucking easy. So fucking easy that Andrew wishes that was the problem. The real problem is an inherited sickness he was condemned with when he wasn’t yet old enough to understand that that kind of love isn’t love. Yet it would sound like a lie if he confesses he doesn’t want to want to relapse anyway. So instead he says, “You’re not safe with me.”
Or Andrew has a nightmare and decides they need to break up; but Neil isn’t going to let him spiral.
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17 Sep 2026
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would it be enough if i could never give you peace by cyanica for mess_of_a_dreamer04
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
19 Feb 2024
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“He raped you,” Andrew realises, pieces falling into place and shattering the ground as they do. “He raped you in place of me.”
“I am allowed to want to save you,” Neil says, and –
– for that, Andrew will kill him. Neil knows it. It’s written all over his face, the awful agony in his eyes, the anger that’s red and red and red making his lungs falter, his breath seize. Through clenched teeth, he grounds out, “You’re not. I’ve never asked you to. It’s yes or it’s no, and I’m telling you no.”
Or Andrew finds out about the ‘choice’ Neil made in the Nest to keep him safe at Easthaven.
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17 Sep 2026
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No Turning Back by mostly_maudlin for likearecord
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
05 Feb 2023
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Andrew didn’t know he wanted anything until he realized he already had it.
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16 Sep 2026
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Wymack grunted. “Hey, why don’t I call in takeout from Sweeties and we can eat it in the office? I have a sixteen year old boy in the back of the patrol car right now that I’m running to the station.”
Andrew scoffed quietly to himself and set the phone on speaker to light his cigarette. Muffled, he said, “He better be eye candy if I’m coming to that dump.”
Andrew inhaled deep and closed his eyes for a moment before blowing the smoke out through his teeth. On the other end of the phone, just as he was bringing the cigarette back for another drag, he heard Wymack say, “Hey, my son wants to know if you’re cute.”
Andrew coughed up his lung at that surprise, but he didn’t miss the way that a distant voice piped up with “I want to say yes, sir.”
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Andrew and Aaron lived under two loose rules after Andrew’s stint in juvie: No more lying, no more secrets. Andrew already had years old secrets to take to the grave, but upon meeting a boy with a fiery attitude and a penchant against staying out of trouble, he quickly realized that he wasn’t the only one.
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14 Sep 2026
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we might be hollow (but we're brave) by stttmsbwa
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
10 Aug 2016
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Andrew is looking to live his life in peaceful nothingness, but his new neighbor's cat won't stop sneaking onto his balcony. As much as he tries to not make it into something, Andrew finds himself drawn to the mysterious and tempting man next door.
Neil is just trying to find a reason to not leave Palmetto after everyone else has moved on. But he never thought he would want to run toward something in favor of running away.
(In a slightly different world, two people find themselves meeting in a softer setting and in just as much need of each other. A story about dealing with pasts, sharing secrets and a cat who is an asshole yet manages to charm everyone around it.)
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12 Sep 2026
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Love, according to every example Jean had been given before California, was something that demanded payment... Jeremy had never treated Jean that way, but Jean still waited for him to start.
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10 Sep 2026