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Reflections by jaycohen5199
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare
02 Jun 2025
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Alec Lightwood had it all: a successful career, a beautiful wife, and a caring family; he was who other Shadowhunters strived to be.. So why did he feel so lost and confused all the time? Why wasn’t he as happy as others though he was? A short story on Alec finding his true self. Happy Pride 2025.
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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10 Jan 2026
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Baghdad Waltz by Dreadnought
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
27 Oct 2020
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Lieutenant Steve Rogers has done all the right things. Graduated West Point at the top of his class. Earned a coveted spot as an infantry officer. Found the woman of his dreams. Everything is going exactly as planned. That is, until he accepts a platoon leader position for a unit deploying to Iraq, where he’s reunited with the ex-boyfriend he’d rather forget but never could.
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Sergeant First Class Barnes thinks he knows war. He lives in a wild cycle of military training, deployments, sex, drinking, and pining for his former best friend and ex-boyfriend, Steve Rogers. But when Lieutenant Rogers is assigned as his platoon leader during Operation Iraqi Freedom, Sergeant Barnes realizes that he doesn't know the first thing about what it means to truly fight for something.
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An Iraq War love story in three movements.
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The story of two men who go to war and don’t quite come back home.
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Please read the tags and warnings.
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13 Jul 2025
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True Love Never Dies by khaleesiofalicante for justaburningpile
Fandoms: The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types, Shadowhunters (TV)
16 Jul 2022
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Magnus and Alec meet at university. They fall in love.
Shit happens.
They break up.
They meet again. They fall harder. They get married. They have kids.
Shit happens.
They get divorced.
A story told through three different timelines and four different perspectives.
Welcome to the divorce au.
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- 41/41
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08 Jul 2025
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As the goalie for the New York City Blazing Angels, Alec Lightwood thinks he's finally found the team he can go all the way to the championship cup with. Then his agent and financial advisor are arrested for stealing their clients' money, and Alec is forced to take on a side job doing endorsement deals, plus find a way to trust his new agent--Magnus Bane.
Alec hates Magnus the first time he sets eyes on him.
Magnus hates Alec more.
But they're going to have to find some way to work together if Alec is going to make it to the championship.
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- Part 1 of In the Sin Bin
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07 Jun 2016
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had we but world enough and time by powerfulowl (StuckyFlangst), ursa
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
29 Jun 2021
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‘Bucky, do you know why I came up to you in the bar tonight?’
Bucky shakes his head. Because he really doesn’t.
‘Because to me, you look perfect.’ Steve’s eyes are so dark and his pale skin is flushed pink. ‘You look strong and solid and your thighs look incredible in those jeans and this –’ Steve runs his fingertips across the skin of Bucky’s stomach where his cropped t-shirt rides up ‘– belly is just perfect, Bucky. You’re fucking beautiful.’ Steve’s hands are on his face now. ‘Your cheek bones, this cleft in your chin,’ Steve’s fingers follow his words.
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Bucky Barnes is single, 30 and gay in New York - totally over the hill. So he's pretty surprised when a blonde Adonis named Steve picks him up and takes him home for the night. He's even more surprised when aliens invade New York and it turns out that Steve is Captain America.
Six years later, Steve Rogers breaks down. He hands over his shield and retreats to Tony's house in a forest by a lake. Waiting to greet him, with ribbons in his hair, is Bucky Barnes - caretaker and carpenter. A man Steve has never forgotten.
Can Steve find the courage to love Bucky? Will Steve have to sacrifice their life together to save the universe?
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18 Nov 2024