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courage [it couldn't come at a worse time] by veilofimagination
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
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"Why are you not scared?"
"I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."
"Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.
"Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.
Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."
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Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.
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- English
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- 9/9
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19 Jul 2026
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Even works on the radio and prepares for his upcoming wedding, which he’s not ready for. Isak is a soon-to-be student at the best medical institute in Sweden. He doesn’t know if he really wants to go there. One day, on the way from his work Even loses his phone. And Isak is the one to find it. And that’s when everything changes.
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22 Jun 2026
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Isak Valtersen is a scientist living a quiet, simple life with his fiancée. Perfectly content with what he has, he spends his time focusing on his career and the upcoming wedding.
One evening he receives an invitation that brings back the memories of a different life he used to have, a time when he was an aspiring dancer at a small company, striving to make his way to the National Ballet.
And then a new dancer arrived.
The person who stole his heart, only to smash it to pieces.
And now, a decade later, Isak crosses paths with him.
All this time he'd been convinced of having reached closure with the past.
Has he?
The EVAK ballet AU I had to write. Inspired by/based on the film "And then we danced."
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- Part 5 of EVAK
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22 Jun 2026
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Even's ready to spend a chill senior year enjoying his last year of high school before graduation. But first he'll need to pass Chemistry, a class he's so spectacularly bad at that it’d take a miracle. What's more, he's landed the notorious Isak Valtersen as a lab partner. What little is known about Isak comes from largely outlandish and unfavorable rumors: whispers have ranged from him being a ruthless heartbreaker to his rumored participation in underground fight clubs.
But the boy sitting beside him every 3rd period period seems far from the rumors, and Even’s fascinated. Isak wears his hood up indoors. He doesn’t talk much. He scowls more than he smiles. And for someone who sleeps through every class, he aces every exam. Even just so happens to desperately need a Chem tutor, but he wants to be Isak’s friend more, and he’s happy to use as many terrible chemistry puns as it’ll take to get there.
Throw in a class president election that Even somehow finds himself running for, an actual underground fight club, and the fact that their lab experimentation isn’t the only chemistry happening between him and his lab partner, and somehow—Even finds his senior year turning out a little less chill than expected.
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- English
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16 Jun 2026
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you seem pretty alive for a boy who wanted to die by hibizzcus
Fandoms: SRAM | SKAM (Croatia)
09 May 2026
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“What do you want in return?”
“As I've always said, I want nothing.”
“If you still can’t be honest, then I have no business trusting you. We’re done here.”
Ivan racked his brain for something, anything that might anchor Lovro and keep the conversation from slipping through his fingers.
“Come to the Silvercrest gala with me.”
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Ivan Kovačić was everything Lovro Dević hated.
Lovro was everything Ivan couldn't stay away from.Lovro was drowning in debt, danger, and a secret he was ready to take to the grave.
Ivan was determined to save him.Bookmarked by ladygag21
26 Apr 2026
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"Sorry," Lovro says, and whether he's apologizing for checking him out again or forgetting to take his order, he's not even sure himself. "What would you like?"
"Your name," the guy replies without hesitation, not breaking eye contact.
Lovro's jaw drops open slightly. He sputters. "I—What?"
The guy lifts an eyebrow. "Well, since we're all exchanging names," he tilts his head in the direction of Sonja and Ema, who are now deep in some hushed conversation, half-made drink all but forgotten about on the counter, "what's yours?"
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In which Lovro and Sonja work together at the coffee shop, and they have respective crushes on their customers, Ivan and Ema.
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24 Apr 2026
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“Lovro, we’ve been friends for eleven years,” Ivan said.
He let out a weak, breathy laugh. “Okay?”
“I know when there’s something up.”
“There’s nothing up,” Lovro said, swallowing thickly, forcing a shrug.
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Or a series 3 rewrite where Ivan has always been part of the boysquad and him and Lovro have known each other nearly their whole lives- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 134,479
- Chapters:
- 11/11
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21 Apr 2026
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Friendship has its own rules… but hearts don’t always follow them.
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au where Ivan and Lovro are straight best friends until they’re not so sure anymore.- Language:
- English
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- 10/?
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17 Apr 2026
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Lovro knows that his crush on Jakov is futile, but he's always been able to comfort himself with the thought that at least they'll always be best friends. Then, Ivan Kovačić arrives, destroying the status quo that Lovro has been living in. He effortlessly fits into the boy squad, whilst Lovro feels helpless against the chasm growing between himself and his friends.
Lovro hates him, but Ivan seems to see him in a way that even Jakov cannot.
When Jakov plans a trip to the cabin, Lovro agrees to go, unaware that it will change everything.
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16 Apr 2026
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don't leave me high (don't leave me dry) by emonlispenardstreet
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Jun 2026
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hollyadmirals24: Male seeking help improving at oral sex. Clean, ready to learn and willing to host. M only. Strictly platonic. Message for details.
or: shane and ilya are hockey players for the mcgill marauders. after a disastrous night with rose, shane puts a drunken ad on craigslist asking for help with oral sex. his teammate, ilya, replies.
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- English
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- 24/24
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16 Apr 2026
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Nutcracker! by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
31 Mar 2026
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"You will bend for me many times, I think, before this production is over."
Shane means to say no. He means to tell Ilya Rozanov—arrogant Bolshoi principal dancer and professional pain in his ass—to fuck off and stop moving set pieces without permission. Instead, he ends up on his knees in a dressing room, which is definitely not how the Royal Winnipeg Ballet’s stage manager is supposed to handle conflict resolution.
Three weeks until opening night. One impossible rivalry. And absolutely no way this ends well.
or: Ilya comes to Winnipeg for The Nutcracker. Shane tries very hard to hate him. The mind-blowing hate-sex doesn’t help.
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- English
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- 7/7
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- 4,325
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15 Apr 2026
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I hope they never understand us by bluelilykate (adanseydivorce)
Fandom Dreamer Trilogy - Maggie Stiefvater, Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
06 Jul 2025
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- 48,659
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13 Apr 2026
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Wolfbird by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.
Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.
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- 180,137
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- 14/?
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09 Apr 2026
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Ronan Lynch owns a small bookshop in San Francisco. Adam Parrish is a world famous actor. Awkwardness and hilarity ensue. And love. Obviously.
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- 25/25
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29 Mar 2026
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“Really, now?” Adam snorted, “Sure. Hours, months even, of trying to get you motivated and writing. Nothing you've done has been remotely worth recording, but your midnight drinking binge was really the key. I bet I'll love it.”
“You will. It's about you.”
It took less time to process than Ronan expected. Or more. Seconds were blurring and signals crossing; once he'd hit the second bottle of cheap, convenience store vodka, things began to blend. Meld. All shit, jet-fuel alcohol sugars. Adam's face stilled, like the halting of facial procedures helped him compute information faster.
“And that…” Adam swallowed. “That was… inspiring for you?”
“Listen to the song and tell me how inspiring it is.” Ronan wiggled the device, again. “Come on. Most guys are flattered by this shit.”
“You wrote a song about me?”
“I write a lot of songs about you.” Ronan blinked, twice.
musician ronan. producer adam. we know the drill.
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27 Mar 2026
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Mystery Work
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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27 Mar 2026
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Lovro has a girlfriend, so when he downloads a dating app and sets his preference to men, it’s obviously just curiosity.
Until he matches with Ivan. He didn't plan on liking him. He definitely didn’t plan on meeting him in real life. And he really didn’t plan on becoming someone else just to talk to him.
So now he's stuck in between two versions of himself, the one Ivan knows, and the one Ivan likes.
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 10/10
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26 Mar 2026
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Patina (noun): a gloss or sheen on a surface resulting from age or polishing; the quiet mark left by repeated moments, a subtle change that builds over time, like the trace left on a heart by noticing someone again and again.
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Lovro works at a thrift store, he looks cool, he goes home. Simple.
Then Ivan walks in.
Lovro tells himself that it’s nothing, that it’s a trifle for customers to come and go.
Yet, what bothers Lovro the most is that he isn’t exactly sure why he keeps noticing the guy.
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22 Mar 2026
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Outside, he made a confident move towards his Tomos, on the principle that fortune favours the bold. “Let’s take the scooter,” he said.
“No,” said Sonja. “That’s a death trap. We’ll take the tram.”
“I bought you this helmet and I never got to use it.” He rapped it once with his knuckles. “Not once.”
“Did I ask you to get it for me? Come on, Ivan. Let’s go. I want to see your new school. I want to take a lot of pictures of you and send them to my mother so she can say how grown up and handsome you are now.” She pulled at his arm and he let her guide him.
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A take on Ivan's POV for the season.
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- English
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- 10/11
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10 Mar 2026
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Even Bech Næsheim is twenty-six years old and stuck. Stuck in his job, stuck in his relationship, stuck in thoughts that he can’t keep at bay no matter how hard he tries. Stuck in the memory of the life he used to live.
Back in high school he had everything he could have wanted: a boyfriend, a whole lot of dreams; a whole lot of hope. Until it was all ripped away from him. But is it willing to come back? And more importantly, is Even truly ready to welcome its return?
Or in which everything is mostly the same except some very important things aren’t, and the consequences of it are still felt half a decade later; but love is nonetheless an unstoppable force, and there’s nothing Even wants more than to be moved.
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03 Mar 2026