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with every battle, we lose a little more by RegHasBeenCorrupted
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
22 Mar 2025
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“No, don’t do that now,” Dazai warns him, looking coldly at the redhead.
“Do what?”
Dazai sighs.
“Open your heart. Feel sympathy for others. It won’t do you any good if you want to win the Games.”
“Then why are you opening your heart and helping me?” Chuuya responds, sharply.
It’s silent as Dazai turns away to look out the window, his eyes fighting a flicker of some kind of emotion that Chuuya doesn’t recognize.
“Because at least one of us should win and it’s not going to be me."
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For the 89th Hunger Games, twenty-two year olds Osamu Dazai and Chuuya Nakahara find themselves as the Tributes of District 10.
Dazai is prepared to die. Chuuya is prepared to win.
With a string of secrets threaded into the world, the boys are dumped into situation after situation that neither of them signed up for. With the choice between life, love, and death on the line, they will make their choices, both right and wrong, in an attempt to survive.
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A Soukoku Hunger Games Trilogy AU
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- Part 1 of Go To War
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18 May 2026
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In a world where Oda Sakunosuke survives, Dazai Osamu becomes the Boss of the Port Mafia.
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17 May 2026
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Dazai imagined all the people who would have something to say about him now, if they could see him. Pathetic. Attention-seeking. Manipulative. Troublesome. Difficult.
What a fascinating little catalogue of complaints. People always did like language when it could be used as a blade and not a bridge. Dress cruelty up in clean words and everybody got to feel civilized while they did it. That was the trick, really. Not simply doing harm, but doing it while continuing to believe you were good.
Dazai was better than them in one respect, at least. He never needed to lie to himself about what he was doing. When he wanted to hurt something, he knew exactly where he was aiming.
or: he cant hurt anyone else, so he hurts himself.
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- Part 11 of the dove is on morphine
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21 Apr 2026
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come find me when it’s over by anatomyofacynic for Distractedkitty
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
31 Jan 2026
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“What’s your problem?” Chuuya pressed. “You drink. You swallow whatever pills the Boss throws at you like candy. But one little joint and you’re acting like a grandma.”
Dazai’s smile froze.
“Chuuya,” Albatross said lightly, pushing himself up onto his elbows. “Maybe chill.”
“What? I’m just saying,” Chuuya said. He turned back to Dazai, annoyance lighting his cheeks. “You’re the one acting like I’m about to shoot up heroin in front of a kindergarten. It’s weed. You already do every other drug under the sun.”
The words hit harder than they should have. Maybe because they were true. Maybe because they weren’t, not in the way Chuuya thought. For a heartbeat, Dazai couldn’t hear the wind or the waves. Just the pounding in his own ears.
Every other drug. Like it was a hobby. Like it was something he did for fun.
“Chuuya doesn’t know what he’s talking about,” Dazai said, voice flat.
or: Chuuya smokes for fun. Dazai takes drugs to die or because Mori tells him to. When a stupid joint on a hill turns into Dazai admitting the difference, Chuuya makes a new rule: if the Boss drugs you, you don’t go curl up alone. You come find me when it’s over.
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21 Apr 2026
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Dazai looked again at the reflection: hollow cheeks, bruised-looking eyes, collarbones too sharp, limbs too narrow to pass for anything healthy. Not beautiful. Not masculine. Not feminine. Just wrong. A body that refused to disappear but refused to feel alive. A body he maintained like a crime scene, because that’s what it was— taped off, segmented, handled indirectly.
or: Dazai’s body has never felt like his own—too sharp, too empty, too present. He starves it, ignores it, punishes it; it betrays him anyway. Chuuya tries to touch him, Odasaku tries to feed him, Mori tries to control him. None of it helps.
⟢ A mosaic of vignettes about hunger, shame, and the quiet violence of living in a body you don’t want.
BSD Dead Dove Week 2026 - Day 2 - Eating Disorders, “It doesn’t hurt. That’s the strange part.”, Sadism/Masochism, Vomiting (Alt)
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- Part 12 of the dove is on morphine
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21 Apr 2026