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    Cassie:

    btw jane now that ilya is captain this means you’re officially Head WAG 💁🏻‍♀️

    Jane:

    what?

    oh nononono that's not necessary

    Selena:

    sorry girl it's not really a choice

    Or, Ilya tells the Ottawa Centaurs about Jane

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    04 Aug 2026

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    Cliff knew that this probably violated the promise he made to Roz when he had given him a spare key. It was for emergencies only. He hoped he kept his key privileges after tonight.

    Because throwing a surprise pizza/movie night in Roz’s own home for when he returned to Boston from his father’s funeral in Russia? That probably didn’t count as an emergency.

    But fuck it. Roz was his best friend, and while his father may have sucked, it’s still awful losing a parent. Roz should have his friends here, waiting to support him when he gets back.

    The only thing that could make this better was if Cliff knew who Jane was, so she could be here for him too.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is happier than he’s ever been and it’s all due to Jane. And yet, for some reason that Cliff can’t fathom, he refuses to propose to her. Cliff’s had enough. Rozy is going to buy a ring today.

    Cue Ilya buying a men’s engagement ring.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Cliff was only aiming to push the guy off the puck, maybe disrupt his stride long enough to give Rozanov time to catch up, but Hollander wasn’t expecting the hit, and it caught him at an awkward angle, knocking one of his legs out from under him.

    Cliff watched as he slid uncontrolled, his momentum carrying him into the boards ahead of them at full speed. His shoulder hit first, but then Cliff heard his helmet hit the boards with a deafening crack.

    For a moment, the arena was deathly silent, as though the whole crowd was holding its breath. Cliff dropped to a crouch above Hollander’s body, still splayed out on the ice. There was blood streaming out of his nose. He wasn’t moving.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Lily: i am alive

    Lily: hurt

    Lily: but they gave me drugs it’s nice

    Lily: i want you

    Lily: my hands miss yours

    or; ilya gets injured on the ice. shane can't handle it.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.

    Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.

    *now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Everyone is someone's baby. Christopher resigned to being nobody's. He was always special, this was no different. But it couldn't be fair for Buck to be nobody's baby either. It only takes a tsunami to realize that Christopher has been Buck's forever.

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    02 Aug 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 53

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    It still caught Buck by surprise sometimes, those little displays of affection peppered into what, hardly several weeks ago, could have been a typical outing with a friend. But he texted Tommy goodnight with a heart last night, they held hands on the way into the deli, and they’d part with a kiss before Buck headed to the firehouse.

    It made his heart flutter, honestly. It was so new, in more ways than one.

    or, the one where buck realizes his feelings for eddie via tommy.

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    31 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 60

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    “What your mother is trying to say is-”

    “If you and Buck are dating that is, well, that is good.” She was really trying to put a smile on her face but Eddie had been so caught off guard by the word dating that he didn’t bother to pay much attention to it.

    “What?”

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    The fic where Buck visits El Paso and leaves Eddie's family under the impression that they're dating.

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    30 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 23

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    A conversation between Maddie and Buck and a conversation between Eddie and his sisters.

    “What? No. I uh actually moved into Eddie's house.” He says it in such a manner, that not only does he surprise his sister he also surprises himself. It was natural, normal, like it was meant to happen. Clearly, his sister did not agree, the shock palpable on her face.

    “I’m sorry you did what?” She’d moved from the other side of the kitchen and was now standing right infront him, eye contact unable to be broken.

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    30 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 69

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     He can’t reach him, or anyone really. He tries, he even calls Josh of all people when Maddie doesn’t answer her phone. But no one answers, no one can confirm whether or not the 118 made it out of the building. No one can tell him if anybody was in the blast zone. No one can tell him if the news reports are true.

    No one can tell him if anyone is dead.

    ;

    Or, Eddie hears about the explosion at the SoCal Tech BioMed, and then he hears that the 118 was responding. Then no one answers their phones.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    ‘Gay? But I’ve been with women. I have a son. I loved Shannon.’
    ‘Those things can be true, even if a person is gay. It’s often referred to as comphet, or compulsive heterosexuality.’ Eddie’s face was blank, and Frank knew he’d never heard the term, so he continued. ‘It’s actually more common than you’d think. It can happen to any queer person, but occurs mostly for people who discover their identities later in life, and who grew up in environments that may not have been hugely accepting of queer identities. That pressure can result in queer people living by heterosexual norms and ideals, even if they don’t identify with it or it feels like playing a part.’ The more Frank spoke, the more Eddie felt pieces falling into place.

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    Buck and Tommy kiss in front of the 118, and Eddie thinks he's homophobic

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    28 Jul 2026

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    “I’m worried about you.” Buck says, so softly, so tenderly.

    There’s these walls Eddie has built around his heart. Carefully constructed, brick by brick, since he was a kid in Texas, trying to fit in. It’s funny how they just disappear around Buck, like they never even existed. Around Christopher too, to some extent. But he still has to be the adult, the dad with Chris. But with Buck, he can let it go.

    So he lets it go, and says, “Yeah, I’m worried about me too.”

    Because he is. His brain is melting, leaking out of his ears. He knows Kim is not Shannon, he knows. But he so wants her to be. Because without Shannon, he’s broken.

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    Eddie leans on Buck during the Kim fiasco instead of repressing and Chris never sees her. So everything should be fine, right? There shouldn't be a gay arc right behind him? RIGHT?

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    25 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 50

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    “Mr. Buckley?”

    Buck turned at the clearing of a throat, and the man’s voice calling out to him.

    “Mr. Diaz put it in his will that—"

    “Eddie. He likes- liked to be called Eddie.”

    “Right. Well, Eddie left you as Christopher’s legal guardian in the event that something happened to him. Are you prepared to take on that obligation?”

    It didn’t matter how many times it was spoken to him, or how many times he read it—Buck couldn’t process it…any of it.

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    the time I used the one tag I swore I never would

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    23 Jul 2026

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    Once Buck opens the door to the intruder of his date, he finds that it is no intruder at all. This boy has never once intruded anything. He’s as welcome here as though he’s a resident in the loft and not just inside the crevice of Buck’s heart.

    “Christopher,” he breathes out, peeking his head out of the door to scan the hallway. “Are you alone?”

    Chris doesn't answer at first. Buck takes the boy in, feeling an odd sense of deja vu. Notices that the inches he’s grown since he’d last turned up on his doorstep like this have nothing on the young, pained look on his face. If Buck squinted, he could pass for the same ten-year-old who’d run to him all those years ago after shattering a salad bowl.

    But the face he bears now… A salad bowl isn’t going to cut it.

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    OR Christopher runs to Buck after facing his mom’s lookalike and his dad’s betrayal.

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    23 Jul 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 13

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    After Tommy leaves his apartment, all Buck wants to do is talk to Eddie. He wants to apologize for making Eddie collateral damage to his stupid crisis. But he feels like he's broken some unspoken agreement between them or betrayed Eddie by feeling something other for Tommy.

    It doesn’t make sense because it’s Eddie, but he doesn’t feel like he can trust his gut feelings right now.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    Honestly, Bobby thinks that, in the end, it's for the best that Eddie hadn't seen it. Hadn’t seen Buck get hit. Hadn't seen Buck collapse forward off the ladder. Hadn't seen Buck go limp. Hadn't seen Buck hanging there.

    He isn't sure how that would affect Eddie in the long run. To have seen Buck get hit. To have seen Buck fall. To have seen Buck die.

    He's not sure how he himself will be affected.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Eddie looked up at Bobby and saw the same fear Eddie was feeling reflected in his Captain’s eyes. “What did you just say?” Bobby’s normal composure was slipping, not enough that anyone besides Eddie, Hen, or Chim could see it, but Eddie knew that Bobby was just as nervous as Eddie was.
    The man from before answered. “Yeah, his name was Buck. He said that the two of them were on the pier when the wave first hit. He uh, he had a weird mark above his left eye, a scar or something. He had a pink shirt on and his kid was wearing a yellow striped shirt, I think?”

    “The son was named Christopher. Buck had me sit with him while he helped people onto the truck.”

    Forget the truck bombing. This was the most scared Eddie had ever been.

    Or: what if Eddie found out earlier that Buck and Christopher were on the pier and Buck was able to find Chris after losing him?

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    16 Jul 2026

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    *I have a prompt for 9-1-1 if you're interested. During the tsunami Christopher recognizes Athena's voice when he and the woman were at the police station and calls out for her. Athena takes him from the woman and asks what he's doing there and realizes that he and Buck were in the tsunami. I know you usually focus on buddie and this could still have it but would you maybe be able to focus more on Buck and Athena's relationship? Cause I love the fics of her being like a mother to him.*

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    16 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 85

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    five times people found out about eddie changing his will, seeing right through him, and the one time they both admitted what it meant.

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    15 Jul 2026

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