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In which Eddie and Buck are complicated and their childhoods definitely fucked them both up.
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20 May 2026
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Detective Edwin Payne is worn through. Placed on a serial killer case where each body has been found drained of all blood with trauma to the throat. With the ever looming gaze of the chief who has a personal interest in him, Edwin feels lost in the madness. That is until he meets a charming and handsome night guard who just joined the station. For the first time, Edwin feels that he has found someone who cares. But the case takes riskier turns and soon Edwin is faced with the ultimate choice; his head or his heart.
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13 Mar 2026
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Season 2 If Netflix Weren’t Cowards by LifeIsGoodIThink, NotBanana, TheOriginalDuckLord
Fandoms: Dead Boy Detectives (TV)
20 Feb 2026
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When the Dead Boy Detectives find a chance that Niko could still be alive, they embark on a case to get her back. Crystal deals with David. Charles is confused. Edwin is slaying, as per usual — though gayer than usual. Cases are solved, shenanigans ensue, and Charles gets there eventually.
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- Part 1 of DBD season 2
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09 Mar 2026
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Buck had lost-- he was sure of this now. His resolve only lasted a few weeks before his exterior began to crack; he was never a very good actor. He couldn’t keep up the greetings and the asking questions and the easy stroll. He let his shoulders creep up to his ears, let his foot tap incessantly. He did what his Captain told him, but stopped asking for anything more. Stopped following the conversation in the back of the engine on the way to the call; he just stared out the window, thinking about the case to come, preparing for it. When he woke every morning, there was no big recovery milestone to strive for, no big fight for the soul of his career to win. Not even the happy swell of being back on shift -- something so easy to dismiss, that had dominated so much of his life, that he had taken for granted-- that had catalyzed him each morning of his first week back.
An old habit of his had returned. A bad habit.~~
or: after the lawsuit, buck confronts what it was he wanted all along. he looks and looks and longs for it; the team looks right through him. buck breaks-- right down the middle.
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- Part 1 of Lighthouse Universe
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10 Oct 2025
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I Didn’t Mean to Be Something I’m Not Supposed To, but I Am. I Am. by schrijverr
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
03 Sep 2025
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After everything Buck and Eddie have gone through together, the marriage that was once just convenience is now real. They’re boyfriend-husbands, trying to figure out what their life looks like now that they’re dating and learning to be an actual couple.
However, trouble arises with the promised trip back home to El Paso for the summer. Eddie is not ready to come out to his parents and Buck supports him in that. Still, El Paso is not the place where either of them have been their best and tensions arise between them when having to exist in the influence sphere of the Diaz parents. Everything that has happened between them catches up as personal histories, insecurities and unresolved issues float back up to the surface.
AKA: The terrible, horrible, no good, very bad El Paso trip where Buck and Eddie's marriage of convenience has become a secret relationship instead.
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- Part 7 of The I Do Verse
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04 Sep 2025
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Eddie almost shouts and as he takes quick steps towards Buck, Buck sees the glimpse of hurt hiding behind those upset hazels. "You have a kid now, you have me, if you don't think of yourself at least think of us!"
Buck yells back. "I know that!"
"Do you?!"
"Yes!"
"Then why are you trying to kill yourself whenever your parents are around?!" Eddie's tone is loud, but it's the desperate pain painting his face that stabs Buck's heart. "You already died once, don't you think that's enough?!"
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Buck and Eddie have an argument, things escalate
Bad Things Happen Bingo: Hallucinations
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- Part 12 of Bad Things Happen Bingo - 3
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15 Mar 2025
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After finding out Shannon is pregnant, Eddie enlists in the military.
Buck goes with him.
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29 Dec 2024
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Back when we were young and drunk, love could never last forever by Lost_Girl_02
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
27 Feb 2023
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Evan Buckley knows he's screwed up. He knows that getting high every day, drinking the night away, and sleeping with anyone who will look at him twice isn't healthy. But he's alone in LA, his life is going nowhere, and so would there be a reason for him to stop? Even meeting a lost kid at a grocery store who asks for his help shouldn't move the needle on his life choices. But that kid (and his attractive father) stick in his mind and make him wonder what the hell he's doing with his life.
Eddie Diaz is holding on to a thread. He knows that he's doing the best he can, that trying to balance a demanding job as a firefighter, his son's needs who he is always seemingly failing at least according to his ex-wife, his girlfriend who wants to move their relationship to the next level, and his family's expectations is a losing battle. But he shoves it all down, and focuses on taking care of Chris and making sure his son is happy and has all that he needs. He just doesn't expect that a blond with a birthmark over his eye to keep popping up.
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- Part 1 of The Only High
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27 Dec 2024
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Then we sobered up, swear my heartbeats all you better by Lost_Girl_02
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
26 Mar 2023
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A year after what seemed like a fever dream, Buck is actually thinking his life has turned around. Sure, he's living in his girlfriend's (ex-girlfriend's?) apartment, but he actually has somewhat of a family, a support system, in place. And he's starting a new job that requires him to use his skills and where he can actually make a difference in the world! And recovery isn't supposed to be easy, so that itch under his skin that means he needs to do a line just needs to disappear, and if his libido goes a little higher because of that, so be it. The shock of who his new work partner is shouldn't have any input on his life's trajectory.
A year after Eddie gave up hope he would ever see Buck again, the man who had started to change him is a little more than a memory and the occasional dream. That is, until Buck walks into the 118 as the newest probie, expecting Eddie to act like nothing is wrong. He's shoved everything from those few months far into the back of his mind, never to be examined, because he's been doing better, right? He's fixing his life and if it feels like he's drowning on dry land, that's no one's problem but his own. One blond with a birthmark is not going to change that...he shouldn't change anything.
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- Part 2 of The Only High
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26 Dec 2024
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“I’ve got you.” Eddie walked him backwards, a hand careful on the bow of his back to help him stay steady while Buck wasn’t looking where he was stepping. “Our kid’s happy and healthy.” He shrugged. “For once, our world doesn’t feel like it’s on the brink of disaster.” Eddie chuckled and Buck answered it with a quiet laugh of his own. “I love you,” Eddie told him seriously. “And I want to make sure you know how much I love you.”
“Come on, Eddie,” Buck softened, his fingers stroking a careful pattern into the tiny end pieces of his hair. “I know how much you love me.”
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Another season four rewrite.
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- Part 4 of Rewrite
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20 Dec 2024
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[Podfic] Falling Slowly; Sing Your Melody (I'll Sing It Loud) by mistchievous for Princessfbi
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
28 Jun 2021
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Buck didn’t like him at first.
Eddie Diaz was all hard lines and strict rules with a bone structure that could cut through glass and scared away his fans. Which... if you asked Bobby, was the point but still!
He also yelled at Buck which was fine. It’s not like it hurt his feelings.
It didn’t.
It didn’t, Maddie!
It also definitely didn’t turn Buck on either. Nope.
Stop it, Maddie!
After a traumatizing home invasion, Bobby Nash decides to hire a bodyguard for his lead singer.
Musician!Buck Bodyguard!Eddie
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08 Dec 2024
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i'm everything that i strive to be (do i look like him?) by lj_addison
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
17 Nov 2024
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What if Eddie was at the Buckley family dinner in season 4?
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08 Dec 2024
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“Buck,” Eddie says, and tugs on one of the uneven strings of Buck’s hoodie, and then Buck’s crying again.
“You’ve gotta stop talking to me, man,” he tries to laugh, and Eddie doesn’t know what to do with his goddamn hands, because he should absolutely be reaching out, should be holding Buck close, but he’s so fucking afraid.
in which tears bring clarity.
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07 Dec 2024
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“Just don’t expect me to walk you down the aisle,” Phillip laughed, looking around like he expected the rest to agree.
And when no one did, glancing at one another in shock, confusion, and hurt on his behalf... it’d been the last straw:
“I wouldn’t ask you to,” Buck said, as if discussing something as inconsequential as the weather, “I’d ask Bobby.”
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or Buck experiences the unconditional love of a parent for the first time in his life at a five year-old's birthday party.
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07 Dec 2024
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Of course I'm angry (Do you have any idea how many times someone should've saved me?) by Mar2610
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
06 Nov 2024
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Evan Buck Diaz was doing just fine thank you very much. He lived a beautiful life of pranking his brother-in-law at work, cuddling up next to his husband when it was qui- not busy and learning every life lesson he could from his pseudo Father Bobby. Athena loved him like a son, his family was complete.
But then his parents turned up.
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07 Dec 2024
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“I don’t know what you’re talking about, Bobby,” Buck bites out. “He took three months off. Saw a physical therapist. Did a few sessions with Frank. Clearly, he’s doing great.”
Bobby chews his lip. “If you’re sure,” he says finally. “He just looked a little off at that car crash, is all.”
“I would have noticed,” Buck insists. “It’s Eddie. I would’ve noticed.”
Or, healing doesn't happen in tandem
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07 Dec 2024
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“Feeling anything deeper than that? You know I don’t judge. Just not really keen to let you drive a car if you’re suicidal or something.”
Buck rubbed his face, sighing, putting his face in his hands. “Not suicidal, wouldn’t mind not existing though. Is there an abyss I can step into?”
“Nope,” said Eddie. He reached over to rub his back, gentle.
“I’m fine,” he insisted after a bit. “I’ll be fine.”
“Where are you going after this?”
“I don’t know. 7-11.”
“Wanna text me when you get home?”
“Yeah, sure.”
“And if you need me, even if it’s the middle of the night, you can come over. Use your key if I’m sleeping and come wake me up.”
I don’t deserve a friend like him, he thought.
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03 Dec 2024
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Inspired by "Call Your Mom" by Noah Kahan
"Don't let this darkness fool you
All lights turned off can be turned on"***
Buck relapses on self-harm, but Eddie is over an hour away in his car. Eddie calls Buck. Eddie messages Maddie.
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02 Dec 2024
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He wasn’t sure when he started crying, the tear flooded his eyes, a sob wracking through his body. He brought his hands up to muffle the sound, he knew he lived alone, no one would hear him — but old habits die hard.
It was happening again, people were leaving him, first it would be Eddie, but eventually everyone else would leave. He would be alone, he didn’t want to be alone again. He couldn’t be alone again, he barely survived the last time. He didn’t build a family that he always wanted just for it to slip away. But that was the painful truth, he could just imagine his Mum’s voice, berating him, they weren’t his blood, they didn’t have an obligation to stay.
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post 08x08 buck having a slight breakdown and maybe eddie comes over to help pick up some of the pieces. (READ TAGS, PLEASE)
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01 Dec 2024
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Every step of the way by Angelwithwingsoffire, DaniWib for SpringSprague, TheGhostWriter313
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 Oct 2024
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After the tsunami that devastated Los Angeles, Athena goes to the rescue after a report of people in need of help. To her horror, she finds Christopher and Buck stranded amidst the wreckage of the city. And Buck’s leg is pinned — the same leg that had only just healed from being crushed by a ladder truck.
As time runs out, Buck is being crushed all over again, and Athena faces an impossible choice. With Christopher watching, she must decide: do the unthinkable, risking Buck’s career as a firefighter forever, or hesitate — and let the man beloved by the 118 die in front of the boy who might as well be his son?
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24 Nov 2024