15 Bookmarks by lewnb62

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    Shane and Ilya begin married life and everything starts to change. They will play on the same team, and that means a new city for Shane even though he's actually coming home.

    They are happy, but the universe is apparently not finished with having them jump through hoops before they can actually relax and just focus on being together.

    This is a story about what happens when someone wants to hurt you but you have finally understood that you don't have to fight alone. It is okay to team up and face challenges with those who love you.

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    17 Sep 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has signed with the Ottawa Centaurs and the world is very confused.

    Zane Boodram is probably the one person affected the most by this shocking turn of events and it couldn't come at a worse time. His mentors and fellow captains are gone, and he's been left to lead the worst team in the league by himself, which is bad enough, but now he has to deal with Ilya Rozanov joining the roster?
    The Cents don't have a winning legacy to protect, but they do have a positive team culture built up over years by their previous captain. Bood is determined to make sure that all the work doesn't go to waste, so he's not letting the Russian Menace come in and change it.

    Leaving Boston was supposed to be easy.
    Ilya wasn't supposed to feel bad about. And he doesn't. Not really.
    This is a good thing. A new team. The start of a new life with Shane.
    But the Ottawa Centaurs are a mess and things would be a lot easier if Zane Boodram would stop being so weird about it all...

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    16 Sep 2026

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    Ilya rubs the sleepiness from his eyes before focusing on the screen. He reads Harris and Shane’s conversation, then casually sets the phone down. “Is probably nothing.”

    “Nothing? Management never makes players come in on their off days for ‘nothing’ meetings,” Shane’s panic is prominent.

    Moya tykva (my pumpkin), is not worth worrying about right now. They probably just want to give us award for being most amazing and handsome hockey husbands.”

    “Ilya, we are the first ever hockey husbands.”

    “I know! Is why we deserve this award!”

    OR- When the league sabotages Shane and Ilya’s first Pride Night, they start a rainbow rebellion. The boys fight an uphill battle against toxic hockey culture through acts of defiance and protest, attempting to force the league to be more inclusive and accepting. While still actively fighting his own inner demons, Shane is forced to confront blatantly homophobic policies as the lines between activism and obsession blur.

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    16 Sep 2026

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    “Hollander,” suddenly Ilya gasps. He looks so shocked that his head must hurt more than normal. “Did you speed?” 

    Shane’s cheeks darken, Yuna didn’t think it was possible. Then, her son mutters something almost unintelligible.

    “Am tired, Hollander. Please. What was that you said?” Ilya huffs, Shane’s hand still in his.

    “I rented a McLaren so it would be fast. It was.”

    No one finds out about Shane and Ilya’s relationship during Ilya’s stay at the cottage. However, during Ilya’s final season in Boston, the Raiders’ plane suffers a malfunction on their way to Ottawa, so Shane, who is in NYC for a Metros vs Admirals game, leaves the team behind without telling anyone and drives to Ottawa, renting a ridiculously fast and impossible-to-miss car to get to his boyfriend as soon as possible, not caring about coming out in the process. This decision has several consequences, including nine tickets for speeding.

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    15 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 10

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    7 times Ilya and Shane came face to face with the deadly sins
    7 times the colours around them magnified to exactly what they were feeling.

    This chapter- Envy

    He did not see this coming. He never thought that he would, one day, have a husband who loved him, HIM, Ilya, to bits. A set of parents who would engulf him in more love than he deserved. A baby they would soon be actual PARENTS to. Friends who he and Shane trusted to be themselves around. A childhood friend who knew his soul. A home. A family.

    Something so innocent then proceeds to hack away at the delicate paper walls he has built for himself.

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    09 Sep 2026

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    '“I need you to hear me. This is not your fault. You did nothing wrong. This is very scary, but you are brave and strong, and I love you. Please let me take care of you now.”

    Shane’s freckles crumpled in anguish and he fell forward into Ilya’s chest, his arms dangling loosely at his sides as Ilya clutched him tightly.

    Nothing was more beautiful than watching Shane’s freckles crinkle in laughter. But that night, Dallas fucking Kent had caused those beautiful freckles to bare Shane’s pain. Ilya silently added that memory to a growing list of reasons to end Dallas fucking Kent.'

    OR, Dallas Kent attacks Shane and attempts to sexually assault him. Ilya helps get Shane to safety while Shane struggles to cope.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    “Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.

    Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.

    “Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.

     


     

    Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.

    They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    05 Sep 2026

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    05 Sep 2026

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    05 Sep 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 70

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    “No, I’m calling about one of your individual accounts. The trust for Ms. Tatiana Rozanova.”
    Ilya fell silent, moving to sit down on a kitchen stool. Robert took the silence as cue to continue. “Ms. Rozanova has requested to meet with you. If you are open to this, my office can handle the logistics.”
    “Yes,” was all Ilya could say.
    “Ok, Ms. Rozanova has informed us she is currently in Montreal. We can schedule you to meet here in our Montreal office.”
    “Yes.”

    OR- When Ilya left Russia in 2017, he established a trust for his niece that she could access when she turned 18. Now, 18 years later, she is requesting to meet with him.

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    05 Sep 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 9

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    Troy's perspective during 'Can you love what's left of me?' where Dallas Kent discovers Shane and Ilya during the Tampa Bay all stars weekend in 2017.

    This fic can be read independently of 'Can you love what's left of me?'. But why would you? It's 50,000+ words of angst and fluff and smut.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
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    04 Sep 2026

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    Shane and Ilya are caught at the Tampa Bay all stars weekend in 2017.
    Before the cottage, before Ilya’s father dies, before they tell each other how they really feel.
    How will the world respond and how will they handle the world?

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    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
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    04 Sep 2026

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    Immediately follows the fight on Boxing Day, where Ilya tells Shane to leave. To please go home.

    After seeking advice from a trusted friend, Shane returns to make things right between them.

    Truths will be revealed, exposing the cracks in their relationship that Shane hasn't seen and Ilya hasn't wanted to reveal; forcing hard conversations and even harder decisions.

    Is love enough to keep them together? If so, what needs to change? Will anything stay the same?

    The biggest question Shane asks himself as they wade through years of miscommunication and hurt is 'Where do we go from here?'

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    38/?
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    03 Sep 2026

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    Chapter 4

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    Ilya and Shane have always played the long game. Staying quiet, careful, and together, just not publicly. Not yet. Maybe not for a while. Later, they’ll have everything they want. Later, they told themselves. It was always supposed to be later. Then Ilya gets a call from Russia that changes everything.

    Within days, their carefully planned future is replaced with something much more immediate: Ilya's four-year-old niece, who needs them now, not later. Suddenly, later isn’t an option anymore.

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    Or: Alexei and his wife are in an accident, leaving their daughter orphaned. Ilya is the only family she has left, leaving him with a life-changing choice

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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    25/25
    Comments:
    832
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    2,391
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    753
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    69,072

    30 Aug 2026

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