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the other half is me by focusfixated
Fandoms: IT - Stephen King, IT (Movies - Muschietti)
06 Jun 2020
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“You should ask me," Eddie said, “if you want to do something different.”
“I don’t want to do something different,” Richie said, a hot feeling at the back of his neck. “I like what we do. What we do is fine.”
Or: When you're an ex-closeted gay man in his forties recovering from a twenty-seven-year void of intimacy and enough trauma to last a lifetime, asking for what you want isn't something that happens overnight.
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25 Sep 2025
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Welcome! Everything is Fine. by Chokopoppo, DesdemonaKaylose, HollowpointHeart
Fandoms: Transformers - All Media Types, The Transformers (IDW Generation One), Transformers Generation One
11 May 2024
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Starscream is dead. But don't worry! Everything is fine.
There will be lies. There will be opera. There will be failed seductions. There will be acute nervous breakdowns, philosophical jargon, daring rescues, and (perhaps) even some kind of redemption.
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18 Jul 2025
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Do What You Do 'Til You're Done by Polyhexian
Fandoms: Transformers - All Media Types, The Transformers (IDW Generation One)
27 Jun 2022
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Tick. Tick. Tick.
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19 Jan 2025
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red gold by Largishcat
Fandoms: Transformers - All Media Types, The Transformers (IDW Generation One)
24 Sep 2023
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“Hey, do you remember that time you killed me?”
Megatron could not quite read the expression on Rodimus’s face. “Yes,” he said simply.
“Were you ever going to apologize for that?”
Megatron weighed all the responses he could make, and settled on, “I hadn’t planned on it, no.”
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13 Jan 2025
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Bonus by SlimReaper for Arbalester
Fandoms: Transformers - All Media Types, The Transformers (IDW Generation One)
20 Nov 2015
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For all his brag-and-bluster, Rodimus has actually never overloaded in his life, and Megatron is determined not only to rectify that but also untangle a bit of the emotional mess that is his co-captain.
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- Part 2 of Fics by iopele
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25 Dec 2024
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won't live without your constellation by tailgate420
Fandoms: The Transformers (IDW Generation One), Transformers - All Media Types
25 Jan 2022
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“God, Rewind. I don’t know who I am without them.”
Rewind folded into a hug at his midsection, pressing his face to just under his chest. “You are the love of my life. Come back to bed.”
A year into the Lost Light's never-ending quest, Chromedome and Rewind take a much needed vacation to sort some things out.
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- Part 1 of without your constellation
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05 Dec 2024
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transposition ciphers by applecrumbledore
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types
22 Dec 2016
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“I kissed Edward,” Roy said, more quietly than he'd ever spoken to her before. Riza’s raised eyebrows asked a question all on their own.
“Edward… Hertzmann? In signal corps, on the third—”
“Elric.” The surname hung heavy between them like it had hung between so many others before them. “But thank you for trying.”
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30 May 2024
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In the Heart of a Metal Phoenix by EmpathyDisorder (CelestialSilences)
Fandoms: Fall Out Boy
26 Feb 2023
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Pete Wentz is legendary among the Pan-Pacific Defense Corps for two things: first, he’s one of the most phenomenally talented Jaeger pilots the world has ever seen; second, he’s never been able to keep a copilot around for longer than six months.
With the resignation of his latest, he’s told in no uncertain terms that this will be his last chance- he finds someone he can really work with, or he’s grounded permanently. The ultimatum seems a moot point when Pete meets Patrick Stump, a cadet who he’s absolutely sure is his perfect copilot.
But Patrick is entirely unwilling to even pilot a Jaeger, much less let Pete into his head. To protect each other and the world, they’ll have to fight more than their fair share of monsters lurking both within and without.
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22 May 2024
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“But he never-” Pete stops, trailing off into the empty possibility, the thousand different ways that sentence could end. Patrick never said anything, he never seemed to mind, Pete could never really tell if he noticed or not and would have pulled his still-beating heart out of his own chest and offered it up on a platter if he ever thought it would make any difference, but it never seemed like it would, so he let the words sneak into songs and hang in the open air for 20-something years, and thought they’d dissipated by now.
“Yeah,” Joe says softly. “I really - thought maybe you guys talked about it or something, but then I realized you didn’t, and I just kind of - I don’t think it’s gonna be the end of the world, you know?"
What if Pete spent the last 20-something years really truly head over heels in love with Patrick, and Patrick was so genuinely oblivious he had no idea? Then - what if he found out? An exploration of not actually unrequited love that just spends a really long time seeming unrequited, because Patrick needs some time to wrap his head around it, basically.
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12 May 2024
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(my love) did i mistake you for a sign from god? by dogboytrohman
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance, Bandom
23 Oct 2023
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Rosary beads lay scattered across the bedroom floor, but all Frank can think is “God, he’s a really fucking good kisser” and “I need to fuck him like, right now”. To be honest, he’s barely thinking at all. Gerard takes up most of the space in his brain, the edges all filled in with that sickly sweet fog that clouds his senses so perfectly.
Or;
Frank hooks up with the hot guy from his church after a Pencey show.
Bookmarked by lithiumache1998
14 Jan 2024
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Readind Gerard in this fic like GOD I wish that was me.
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A story about the band getting together, what it's like to be a teenage girl in the music scene, and the life-saving properties of friendship with women. And so much awkward adolescent pining in that liminal girl-space between intense friendship and romance. Van Days canon femslash.
I believe with my wholeheartmindbody that girls constitute a revolutionary soul force that can, and will, change the world for real
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- Part 1 of Girl Out Boy
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13 Dec 2023
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When Pete was younger he thought there was no reason for his swooping moods. Now he thinks that everything is a reason.
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- Part 5 of Schrodingerverse
Bookmarked by lithiumache1998
07 Dec 2023
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One of the best depictions i’ve ever read of what bipolar depression feels like!
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“You should fuck me about it.”
Pete laughs from the floor. He’s all sprawled, all grins when he looks up at her upside down because he landed weird. “Yeah, sure. You suck."
“I’m serious,” Trix swallows hard. She can feel her stomach tighten, can feel the cold chill down her neck that she only gets right before she gets on stage. But the words have already been said and, like, fuck it, right? “You should. No one else is home right now, Joe’s at work till midnight."
Pete’s smile drops so fast it’s unbelievable. Joe said Pete would fuck her in a heartbeat, that’s not looking so apparent right now.
(or: pete is worried about fucking trix up. trix is worried about dying a virgin. they do stuff and argue about it and then make up again, you know the drill.)
Bookmarked by lithiumache1998
22 Nov 2023
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This is amazing. Maybe want to podfic this later, idk
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You Only Hear the Music When Your Heart Begins to Break by Solarcat for psuedo_catalyst
Fandoms: Bandom, My Chemical Romance
21 Dec 2010
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Frank has high school figured out. His mom has given up arguing about the amount of time he spends in Gerard's basement, and he doesn't actually care if people think it's weird that he and Gerard hold hands in the hallways and go to the bathroom together. The only thing Frank cares about is figuring out why Gerard's suddenly avoiding him -- because what's the point of losing your virginity on Prom Night if you can't tell your best friend about it in the morning?
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- Part 2 of (not actually) Vampires!verse
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29 Jul 2023
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Today, they'd woken up and Gerard was King of Illyria. Frank hasn't really been a stable boy since he ended up in the archduke's bed, but now Gerard's exile is over and he's king. Frank has to survive court, politics, and scheming nobles to figure out exactly what he is now.
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- Part 1 of Illyria (King and Country)
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21 Jul 2023
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Frankie is expecting a quiet, somewhat awkward night at Mikey's house. What she finds instead is an unhappily married Mrs. Way, who seems to be too focused on pleasing others to make herself happy.
Frankie shows her what she's missing.
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18 May 2023
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After being spat out from the heavens, Frank Iero finds himself in the hands of Saint Raphael's Angel Sanctuary where kindness meets him. Shaken and fighting to regain his balance, Frank navigates his new life on earth and battles his skepticism in finding peace, discovering he doesn't need to be convinced to sink into the warmth of his nurse's smile that shines like the sun.
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- Part 1 of Angelhoodverse
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09 May 2023
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Religion! Horror! Exorcisms! Piercings! And Gerard is a priest.
Disclaimer: I stole frequently and unrepentantly from Joss Whedon and the makers of various horror movies throughout this whole series. Also I am not an expert on the Vatican or medical-type things, so please accept my apologies in advance for all the wild inaccuracies I am sure you are about to encounter. If everyone could just assume this is the Magical Made-Up Vatican, you know, like the religious institution version of those tour buses that drive themselves and don't carry anyone but the band, that would be awesome.
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29 Mar 2023
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The Twelve Days of Trying to Get A Date With Gerard Way by MorningGloryxxx
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance
25 Dec 2022
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Frank works at the Starbucks in the mall. He’s dreading the next two weeks and the build up to Christmas. That is, until he sees the new guy working at one of the seasonal kiosks. Frank’s hot for him and he’s not going to stop until he gets a date.
*Now with an added Epilogue/Chapter 5! Note the explicit rating and additional tags.
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27 Mar 2023
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All his life Frank has been struggling; struggling with his constantly sick body, struggling to find his place in this world, struggling because he is so goddamn misunderstood by absolutely everyone.
Only when he runs into a handsome stranger backstage at a show does Frank begin to feel like someone might actually get him. Because Gerard seems to have struggles of his own.
It's just that some people struggle with more supernatural issues than others.
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22 Mar 2023