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    Five times Ronan slept at Adam's, and the one time Adam asked him to.

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    04 Nov 2025

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    Dazai covers up an injury from a mission at the Armed Detective Agency, and accidently lets Chuuya find out about it instead of anyone else.

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    26 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 59

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    It's about time Dazai and Chuuya truly started helping each other.

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    20 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 73

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    "Cross my heart and hope to die" was never a promise that Chuuya thought he'd make. Not to Dazai, at least, and especially not to a Dazai drugged out of his mind in a hospital.

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    20 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 44

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    Back then, a hand had reached out and freed him.

    Ever since, he’d had to do pretty much everything himself.

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    20 Oct 2025

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    Chuuya wakes up to Dazai's name tattooed on his forearm, and a phone call that has no business coming through at three in the morning. The situation devolves from there.

    (aka - Chuuya and Dazai struggle with the idea of soulmates and fate while personally dealing a soulmate au speedrun).

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    17 Oct 2025

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    Something horrible in Dazai's past comes back to haunt him in the form of a brown envelope full of pictures.

    He expects to be abandoned and shunned, but for all his precision in foreseeing outcomes, he finds that he is not the best at predicting the emotional reactions of those that care about him.

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    Slowly, Dazai bends down and picks one of them up in a shaking hand.

    Kunikida has never seen him like this.

    "I don't understand..." Atsushi is saying, but he stays with Ranpo, Kyouka and Kenji where he is, "What are those pictures? What's going on?"

    Dazai is terrifyingly held together and calm and collected, his eyes half-lidded and hollow, when he gathers them up from the floor and straightens, when he moves towards the desk and sets them by tapping them against the top, and then carefully puts them back in the envelope.

    The silence that follows after is deafening and unbearably long as Dazai stands there with his back to the room, his head bowed, his eyes hidden by his hair.

    "I'm going to kill him," he whispers, so quietly it took Kunikida several seconds to make it out.

    In one swift motion, he turns with the envelope in hand and storms out of the office.

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    17 Oct 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 94

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    “I’m not leaving, asshole. Let me see,” Chuuya said, crouching in front of him. Instead of reassuring him, it only made Dazai feel more trapped. He was in the corner, far away from the door and Chuuya blocked his only path. Even if he could make it past, he would see.

    When Chuuya stretched out his hand to pull the coat away, Dazai did the only thing he knew to do. What Mori had trained him like a dog to do.

    Bite.

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    14 Oct 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 76

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    Dazai has never been good at regulating his emotions. Especially, because he was introduced to very unhealthy coping methods in the mafia.

    After he does something drastic, he needs help getting out of his own head.
    He doesn't agree, but Ranpo knows better, taking the initiative for him.

    Now he has to deal with a worried, overbearing Chuuya.

    If only the stupid chibi would believe him that he wasn't feeling little.
    He wasn't.
    Really.

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    14 Oct 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 33

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    Seeing your abuser again is never a fun time.
    Especially, when you still haven't accepted, that they are your abuser.
    Denial is a river in Egypt, and Dazai is dancing with the pharaohs.

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    Dazai sees Mori for the first time, since leaving the mafia and joining the agency.
    He doesn't really take it well, but also doesn't know how to cope.
    Cue, Ranpo stepping in to save the day.

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    14 Oct 2025

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    Little space story where everything Dazai does has to be an ordeal because he cannot sort through his own thoughts, and simply because he just likes to be a problem. He regresses, doesn't know what it is, doesn't know what to do, and has been ignoring it for a while now.

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    08 Oct 2025

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    Chuuya scoffs, and there’s something else to his tone that Dazai can’t make out, something other than Annoyed At Dazai. “Did you get hit in the fight, idiot?”

    “No?” Dazai guesses.

    But really, he doesn’t know. What fight? Dazai doesn’t remember a fight, and the last time they had a mission, Dazai wasn’t hurt. Chuuya’s making a mistake.

    Dazai can maybe hear soft murmurs that sound a little like what the fuck, but he can’t be bothered with whatever Chuuya’s problem is right now. He’s tired, and his head hurts bad enough that he might actually consider taking painkillers if he were allowed to have them.
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    Dazai gets his shit rocked, literally.
    Day 25 Prompt: Confused and Disoriented

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    03 Oct 2025

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    “If it got out that you covered for your partner because you worried about him, you’re reputation would crash and burn.”

    As Mori etched over a fresh cut, Dazai couldn’t hold back the grimace. “I don’t care about him,” he whispered, scrunching his eyes as he clenched his teeth. He needed to stay present, or he would lose his entire sense of self.

    Mori’s smile pierced Dazai’s skull like a laser. “Yes, Dazai-kun, you don’t. You always saw him as a tool, no? I was rather surprised when I heard you trying to shelter him because it was just so unlike you.”

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    Chuuya makes a mistake on a mission, and Dazai decides to take the punishment for his partner. Later, Dazai finds himself being taken care of by a rather familiar face.

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    29 Sep 2025

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    “Dazai,” Ranpo interrupts. “You do the emergency surgery.”
    He’d foolishly believed no one would make him do these things anymore—that he was free.

    or: Dazai is forced to operate on Poe, and unwanted memories arise.

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    23 Sep 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 19

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    Dazai has two years to spend in grief and counts himself as lucky for it.

    Hadn't he always wanted to feel something?

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    21 Sep 2025

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    When Dazai Osamu first appeared on the agency’s doorstep with an incomplete application and a halfhearted recommendation, Ranpo’s first impression was ‘kill it with fire.’

    His second thought was ‘it can’t join the agency.’ Much like a stray cat, Ranpo could see in the thing’s desperate, starved eyes that if it were given a scrap of affection, it would curl up in the nearest sunny spot and never leave. He didn’t need his (an) ability to see that.

    (Fukuzawa’s love for strays, unfortunately, devastatingly, rubbed off on them all.)

    Or: Five impressions of Dazai and one that happened years and a lifetime ago.

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    20 Sep 2025

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    It started with the clocks. They stopped working. They froze. Dazai knows time still exists. He knows. But somehow, he's ended up a prisoner of the Russian whose hands bring death to all but the one man who craves it, and he can't figure out how he got there.

    Fyodor says it's because they're in his reality; Dazai doesn't believe it. But the longer Fyodor tortures him, the more he forgets who he was and becomes who he must be: a sinner, subject to the punishment Fyodor brings.

    ...And just when he starts to give in, something strange happens.

    Or, Dazai is Fyodor's sick hobby until Fyodor accidentally feels something, too.

    Read at your own risk. Includes extreme and graphic depictions of trauma, violence, rape, and psychological abuse. (But with a satisfying ending, I promise)

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    18 Sep 2025

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    Dazai has been banging on Chuuya's door for the past hour, begging to be let in. Chuuya just wants him to fuck off, but Dazai is high.

    And he sounds a little worse than JUST high. Chuuya can only ignore him for so long. Besides, maybe once he's in the apartment, Chuuya can get a little well-deserved revenge.

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    15 Sep 2025

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    “Chuuya, what—?”

    Chuuya grasps at Dazai’s bolo tie, fingers shaking and cheeks turning paler by the minute.

    “I had nowhere else to go.”

    Or: Shot during a mission, Chuuya crawls to the only person he trusts — his traitor ex-partner.
    Russian translation: here

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    12 Sep 2025

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    Chuuya has been seeing Dazai since the defeat of Fyodor, and Dazai has gone along with it. But tonight, the way he talks to Dazai is different. It's different. Dazai tries to figure out why - and why it makes him so afraid.

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    11 Sep 2025

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