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  1. Public Bookmark 17

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    “Cramps?”

    “Yes.”

    “Nausea?”

    “Yes.”

    “Headache?”

    “Yes.”

    “…Horny?”

    There is a long, mortified silence.

    Ryuu’s voice comes out muffled. “I will smother you.”

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    05 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 58

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    There, in the doorway with the most panicked look Yosano has ever seen on him, stands Dazai Osamu holding the body of none other than Port Mafia Executive Nakahara Chuuya.

    The redhead is covered head-to-toe in blood that looks to be his, dripping down Dazai’s trench coat as the latter clutches him to his chest in a near death-grip. The executive is completely limp in his arms, and from here Yosano would call him dead already if not for the painful, labored breathing coming out from his mouth. It sounds as if one of his lungs has collapsed, filled with fluid, and the other is quickly on the way.

    This was not the ‘fixing’ she had in mind.

    “Absolutely not,” she says sternly, tone leaving no room for persuasion as she stands up. 

    This is Nakahara Chuuya they’re talking about, after all. Mori’s right hand man and the Agency’s least-favorite Ability user to deal with due to his overwhelming power and tendency to yell the whole time at or about Dazai.

    Deep down, she knows she should help him — really, she does — but she also knows the consequences that can come from helping the Mafia, helping Mori, and her people will always come first, no matter what.

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    05 May 2026

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    “Are you staying here? With me?”
    “Yes, moron. I’m staying with you. You don’t know the first thing about how to take care of yourself on a good day, nevermind when you turn into a pathetic little sickling.”
    Dazai sighs contently and drops his head atop Chuuya’s lap.
    “You don’t have to,” he claims, despite the death grip he has on Chuuya’s sweater.
    Chuuya snorts.
    “Yes I do,” he says as his hand combs through Dazai’s hair.

    ---

    Dazai is sick and calls Atsushi to retrieve some medicine, which Atsushi does, albeit not without inadvertently picking up a certain mafia executive along the way.

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    04 May 2026

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    "My partner..." Chuuya rasps out again, his uncoordinated hand raising heavily to gesture at his eye, "pretty bandaged boy, kinda skinny. Where...?" 

    Only when the nurse blinks at what he said does he realize what he actually said.

    He must be out of his fucking mind right now, calling that bastard pretty. 

    Well, he does feel damn heavy and foggy-minded. The drugs have to be strong as shit.

    ____

    Chuuya wakes up in the hospital after a mission gone wrong, in which Dazai was tortured and Chuuya had to use Corruption to save him.

    The first thing he asks the nurse for is his shitty partner.

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    04 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    Dazai clapped his hands together, surveying the room. The subordinate he had followed drove off into one of the many Port Mafia owned warehouse. This one in particular wasn't used for many purposes, other than storage. It seems the subordinates have utilized this however, and turned the building into a makeshift fan club for Chuuya. The craziest part is the amount of members there were—men and women alike.

    And Dazai thought he was a heartthrob.

    Or: Dazai accidentally becomes the leader of a Chuuya Fan Club

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    01 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 39

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    Chuuya’s blessings had always been numbered, but his curses were plenty, and Dazai was stubbornly balancing on a thin rope between the two.

    OR: Chuuya spends three birthdays without Dazai before they finally start over

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    30 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 8

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    Dazai breaks into Chuuya’s apartment to find him drinking himself silly in front of a strangely familiar picture of a house on Google Maps.

    or

    Chuuya Nakahara has a breakdown

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    30 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 25

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    It’s selfish, Dazai knows, but he doesn’t want Chuuya to give up his search. He doesn’t want Chuuya to move on. Even if it means Dazai has to be more careful not to get caught, even if it means he has to hide forever, he never wants Chuuya to stop looking for him.

    or, snippets of Dazai’s two years in hiding, aka still obsessing over Chuuya—but in secret.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    Chuuya scowled. “I mean, it’s not—what, did you think I’d just—show up with a teddy bear? We’re in the goddamn Mafia. We’ve got blood on our hands. We’ve got—”

    “Right,” Dazai said, nodding too fast. “No, Chuuya is right. It was silly of me.”

    Chuuya’s mouth opened. Closed. He looked furious at the universe.

    Dazai, very carefully, did not let his voice shake. “I’ll go.”

    “Dazai—”

    Dazai stepped back. His body felt far away. Like he was watching himself from the ceiling. Like he was moving through water.

    He had, somewhere in his coat pocket, a folded piece of paper—a card he’d made because the etiquette guide said cards were traditional and because the idea of giving Chuuya something felt like leaving a small, secret piece of himself somewhere safer than his own skin.

    He did not take it out.

    or: dazai reads the rules for valentine’s day and waits for chuuya to follow them. chuuya never knew that there were rules.
    time to fix the heart he accidentally broke.

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    15 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 22

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    Yokohama isn’t the same after the vampire incident—and neither is Chuuya. He doesn’t realize how much he’s falling apart until he finds a certain annoying mackerel in his apartment.

    Chuuya held his breath as Dazai pressed a kiss to his palm, then his thumb, then each finger.

    With every kiss, Chuuya’s resolve shattered.

    “I hate you,” he gasped.

    Dazai smiled.

    “I hate you more.”

    Or what happened between them after the funeral in chapter 129.5

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    12 Apr 2026

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    Except, when Dazai reaches out to check his fever, Chuuya’s clammy skin turns out to be ice cold. Stormy blue focuses on him, widening at Dazai’s shameless intrusion in his apartment, and slaps his hand away. Pointy, claw-like nails graze his skin, where small droplets of blood bloom from a single scratch. Chuuya’s pupils swallow the irises until only the barest hint of sky is visible. His nose twitches, mouth parting to reveal sharp canines.

    Ah.

    So he isn’t sick at all.

    Or; Dazai finds his inner good samaritan to help his vampire partner on... a variety of levels.

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    11 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 7

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    Chuuya has hated April Fools’ Day ever since he came to the Port Mafia. And Dazai . . . Dazai only makes that hatred worse.

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    Dazai plays a prank on Chuuya for April Fools’ Day, and Chuuya has to sit through this public humiliation as he vowed to himself to not give Dazai the satisfaction of a reaction this year.

    An April Fools’ Day special!!

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    10 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 13

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    Soukoku play a game of gay chicken.

    Dazai has something a bit more complicated planned.

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    10 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 11

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    Stumbling into bed with Dazai hadn’t been in Chuuya’s plans for the night.

    Or, Nakahara Chuuya successfully comes out.

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    09 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 27

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    It’d only taken one complaint for Chuuya to edit his technique, pulling back a little, going softer, tongue moving in gentle little waves over Dazai’s bottom lip, his tongue, his teeth. It’s pleasant, Dazai has begrudgingly discovered.

    The slow pace is unnerving. Nothing they do is slow or soft or even remotely nice, and it makes Dazai squirms a little under Chuuya, thighs tensing up, breath sharp and panting against Chuuya’s tongue. The redhead pulls his hair a little, nails scraping over the scalp. He hisses into Dazai’s mouth when the brunet retaliates by pulling Chuuya’s own hair.

    “Ass,” Chuuya says against his mouth.

    “Slug,” Dazai breathed back, holding back a moan when Chuuya pulls his hair again.

    sixteen skk making out and etc.

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    05 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 58

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    Inamourada

    (in·amoura·da)

    Inamourada is a Portuguese word that refers to a person who is deeply and passionately in love or infatuated with someone else. It describes the state of being completely enamored or smitten with another person, often characterized by intense emotions, romantic feelings, and an overwhelming desire to be with the loved one.

     

    Or in which, Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuuya, two long-time lovers-turned vampires can't keep their hands off eachother.

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    04 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 79

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    “And would Chuuya do that to his poor, unsuspecting husband?” Dazai bats his eyelashes, an exaggerated pout on his lips. With his back to him, Dazai knows Chuuya will guess at his annoying antics and—there it is, huffing as if such a thing could translate to a fervent desire to end Dazai’s life; bones and all, dust to dust. He’s cute like that; proficient and skilled even in the arts of deceit, but never with Dazai. Slowly, he lowers his chin to the juncture of Chuuya’s shoulder, staring down at his impeccable handwriting. Lips to the shell of his ear, Dazai murmurs, “plus, I come bearing an offer.”

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    04 Apr 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 28

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    Dazai and Chuuya have sex for the first time since Dazai's defection.

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    04 Apr 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 15

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    Dazai loves lazy days.

    But a certain event has him conflicted, and he ultimately ends facing something he hasn’t faced since he was eighteen.

    Small one shot of these two idiots <3

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    02 Apr 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 73

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    The executive’s skin is gleaming with sweat and he has to readjust his choker a few times when it slides along his neck. What he needs is water and some fresh air but he can’t have that right now. Chuuya is still working, after all. Tonight, Soukoku is on a job. Predictably enough, things get messy.

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    02 Apr 2026

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