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    Prompt list can be found here.

    This is my first time doing a month like this, really excited to share it with people :)

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    Ending AU where Elias kills Martin and keeps Jon in the Panopticon with him. Fucked up forced romance and angst ensues.

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  1. Rec 7

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    Miraculously, he managed to keep the tremble out of his voice as he declared, “If you’re going to kill me, you may as well do it now,” because he’d hate for them to drag this out, at least keep his corpse somewhat handsome for the funeral. “Now that I’ve learned your secret, it’d be better to permanently silence me, wouldn’t it?”

    King Bradley answered amidst the soft laughter that broke out among the others. “Please, Colonel, give yourself some credit,” he said, “You’re much too useful to throw away.”

    Roy should have never entertained gossip.

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    07 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    got all the way through this only to be hit with “you’ve already left kudos here” and my own comment from 2023 so apparently this is REALLY good

  2. Rec 9

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    There was so much hatred. So much rage in his heart, he could feel it clawing at his chest until he could no longer breathe. He hated Dino, he hated the coach, Marvin, all of them, for everything they had taken away from him. They had taken his childhood and stomped it beneath their feet. They had done that to his spirit. They had done everything they could to stamp that out in him, the flame of hope an ever-melting candle, getting smaller with each day, each month, each year, that he didn’t get better.

    Ash didn’t know how to get better. Whenever he thought things were getting there, and the flashbacks were less strong, less present, they would come back in full force, and he wouldn’t be able to breathe, eventually unable to think about anything else for days.
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    After surviving the attack from Lao, Ash uses a very unhealthy coping mechanism to deal with his PTSD: self harm. He is worried about Eiji finding out, and does his best to prevent that from happening. But secrets can't be kept forever.

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    16 Dec 2024

  3. Rec 28

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    Ash taps his hands on the leather wrapped steering wheel, the quiet purr of the engine like a scream as he sits in park, staring at the odometer. He hadn’t paid it any attention since he buckled in at five A.M., so it’s jarring to see the number go from below twenty to a whopping two hundred and eighty five miles.
    He hadn’t thought about how he might cover up that.

    ~ ~ ~

    At sixteen years old, Ash Lynx drives his birthday present “home” for a touching family reunion.

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    04 Nov 2024

  4. Rec 14

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    Ash and his baseball coach. Dead dove.

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    "I love hurting you... I love your pain so much."
    Ash is crying, but it's still silent. He can't help it.

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    22 Jun 2024

  5. Rec 81

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    Ash shamefully pulls his tattered and torn jeans up around his waist. It hurts. Everything hurts.

    Eiji releases a mangled cry. He sounds like a wounded animal—like how Ash often sounds—and Ash feel the sound resonate in his chest, in his soul.

    Eiji shouldn't sound like that. Eiji should never be hurt enough to sound like that.

    "I'm sorry," Ash manages. He burns with the shame of everything that happened just offscreen from the others.

    "It's not your fault," Eiji sobs. "God, Ash, it's not ..."

    But it is. It always has been. It's always been his fault.

    Foxx doesn't drop the cigarette in front of Ash. Max and Eiji walk in on seeing what Ash is.

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    09 May 2024