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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    Sometimes people leave, that’s a fact. Everyone knows that everyone dies or leaves someday, including Chuuya. He knew how to prepare for it because everyone in his life had always left him behind. But this felt… Different. It felt personal for some reason which was stupid because every death close to him was personal. The Sheep were his first family, The Flags, and even Rimbaud. But Dazai felt different. In a bad way.

     

    grief in chuuya nakahara aka sort of a vent fic but not really? also inspired by vodka cranberry by conan gray. I swear to god this song has drugs in it because i've never written so fast in my LIFE lol

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    18 Sep 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    Chuuya’s ears were muffled with static and he couldn’t feel his tongue. It was too large to fit in his mouth, something about it made him want to rip it out. It was much too big and weird and floppy. He hated to admit it but a slight panic jolted through him and for a moment he wanted to rip out his own tongue to get rid of the discomfort that followed. Fortunately for him, this cursed feeling allowed his dulled senses to clear.

    The red head turned to look out the window but unfortunately didn’t help his odd situation as they were frosted glass. He could make out the dark void staring back at him outside and a faint glow of the setting sun but other than that, he was completely deserted on a train.

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    16 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 77

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    “How may I address you, wise and powerful spirit?”

    Wise? Powerful? Odysseus was trapped on an island for seven years and then he died. There aren’t a lot of beings less wise and powerful than he is. “There’s no need for any of that,” he sighs. “Just call me…” He bites his lip, remembering the last alias he used, before everything went wrong. “Nobody.”

    “Nobody,” the strangely familiar boy repeats, smiling at what he perceives to be a joke. Odysseus wishes he could laugh with him. “Alright. It is good to meet you, Nobody.” He bows, low. “My name is Telemachus.”

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    11 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    It turns out the cliffs of Ogygia and Ithaca look very similar on stormy nights.

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    07 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 1

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    When she had to bathe him after 20 years of separation, she bathed him with reverence.

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    08 Sep 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 7

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    Odysseus has come back from his adventures a few weeks ago, and things are going great. However, Penelope can't help it when doubt starts to creep back into her head, and it all comes out one night.

    (Penelope has a nightmare and Odysseus comforts her)

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    08 Sep 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 14

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    Charles Cholmondely was a scientist; his purpose in life was to notice what a layperson could not. Big things about small creatures during his previous works became small things about big creatures once within the walls of MI5. But, with no bugs in a quadrat and no prospective corpses on a morgue table, the creatures he was left observing were the colleagues who had become closer than family.

    It was Monty who worried him though.

    [or, when Monty crashes through the floorboards, secrets are revealed and apologies are made]

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    23 Aug 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 7

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    “And leaving for ten years without a word, what was that exactly?” Monty cut him off, “I mean, really, Charlie dearest. You tell me I sound like a newt, which, while baffling, is just about the nicest thing you’ve ever said to me, then you run out of the bar, and next thing I know, Johnny Bevan of all people has to tell me you’ve been reassigned?”

     

    or: I listened to too much Maggie Rogers and somehow this is what that turned into

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    22 Aug 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 5

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    Monty looked like an animal backed into a corner. ‘I just…’ his gaze flickered over to his desk for just a second, ‘Look, I… have an appointment with someone.’

    John was absolutely livid. If he was thinking the same thing as Hester, this all but confirmed their suspicions.

    That was when Hester decided to stand up. Even if she couldn't help with this situation, she could very well try.

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    Monty acts suspicious cause he's scared of transphobia and that leads to a nice talk :)

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    22 Aug 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 8

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    “Listen to me, son of Ithaca,” she said, voice low and steady. “The body does not choose loyalty. It does not know oaths. It does not speak the language of gods or war or love. The body responds to stimulus. That is all.”

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    Odysseus had sworn allegiance to Penelope by the River Styx, and when Calypso rapes him, he feels he has broken his oath.

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    21 Aug 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 3

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    Love in Paradise, except Odysseus actually steps off the ledge.
    This doesn't end the story there. No, something much worse happens instead.

    (Please please please make sure to check the tags, the Dead Dove: Do Not Eat tag is here for a reason so please be mindful of that before reading.)

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    21 Aug 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 15

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    "You..you aren't a human are you, dear kidnapper?" The question made everyone shut up. Chuuya gave him a glare, as if he could say that someone was a human or not.

    "But of course! I'm glad you finally noticed. I'm not a mere human. I'm a God, Hermes, to your service." He giggled and bowed deeply. Dazai sigted at that sight. It was so stupid for him.

    "Than, that means Dazai here, or Odysseus, is a part God, right?" Rampo continued. That made even Dazai stop as he he now lifted his gaze to him.

    "You could say it like that. Yes, I'm not a human..at least by some parts" Dazai hummed. Everyone now blinked in sync as they glared between Rampo, Hermes, and Dazai.

    Or: immortal Dazai as Odysseus trying to break his curse

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    19 Aug 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 21

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    He liked to think his heart worked just fine. It felt things, didn’t it? It raced when he was nervous, ached when he was sad. That counted for something, right? But maybe that wasn’t the kind of work it was supposed to be doing.

    But what did he know, anyway?

    He was just a boy.

    A boy named Nakahara Chuuya.

    And, at the end of the day, there was nothing special about that.

    While in the hospital, Chuuya meets a boy. There is a saying in Japan: びじんはくめい — beautiful person, short life. The most beautiful always die young.

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    05 Aug 2025

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    JDIDJDBKSKDNSKDNDKKSNDB i love this sosoosks much the author is amazing and the writing is perfection

  14. Public Bookmark 9

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    Dazai's plan of winning Chuuya over was quite simple, actually.

    He was going to write him letters and shove them inside of his locker, acting as his secret admirer. Dazai will give him chances to guess his identity, and find out if Chuuya shared the same feelings.

    Or: Dazai is Chuuya's secret admirer and they're both too stupid to confess properly

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    30 Jul 2025

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    27 Jun 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 5

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    A twin cinema poem from Dazai’s POV

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    22 Jun 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 13

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    Dazai is excited to celebrate their anniversary for the first time since being married! They've been married four years- but never got the chance. Dazai has everything set up- but he didn't expect Chuuya to forget!

    Chuuya feels like a complete jerk!

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    29 Mar 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 12

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    Dazai tried to find the right words, say what needed to be said quickly, as if he was peeling off a band-aid, but his head was spinning, and he couldn't make out a single thought. In the end he opened his mouth and-

    -And he puked all over the welcome mat.

    5 times Dazai couldn't confess his feelings to Chuuya and 1 time he managed to do it.

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    29 Mar 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 6

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    Dazai and Chuuya take a walk at night after the chaotic events of fifth season. Chuuya looks like he has something to say to him. Dazai could probably it figure out all by himself with his brains ...right?

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    29 Mar 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 17

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    Dazai's favourite book, the Complete guide to suicide, is not helping in real life. No matter how many times he tries, he has friends who watch out for him and fate just does not let him die.

    Collection of drabbles, ficlets and short stories revolving around Dazai's (failed) suicide attempts

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    Chapters:
    33/?
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    153
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    2,412

    25 Mar 2025

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