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And yeah, Shane knew that Ilya hadn’t been okay last time he was in Russia, but Ilya had had the very real excuse of a funeral to blame things on. Ilya had downplayed it as much as he could, and Shane hadn’t been there, he’d heard the fatigue and he’d seen Ilya’s tired smile, but he hadn’t felt the way Ilya’s hands were cold the entire time he was there, hadn’t seen through the screen the way Ilya dropped eight pounds in three weeks, hadn’t kept time when there were twenty hours in Ilya’s day instead of something closer to sixteen. Or, on the flip side, for the week or two after, when there had been approximately ten conscious hours in a day.
It was one thing to see something. It was another to feel it in your hands.
Ilya and Shane are so, so happy for their first year married. They’re playing in Ottawa together, they’re fucking winning, they’re together and out.
So now, after a year, Ilya should be fine. He should be great. He should not be flinching at small noises or nearly punching people off the clock or feeling like he’s drowning whenever he’s not on the ice.
Or: Ilya Rozanov, meet your PTSD.
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18 Jul 2026
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a wish by thisisthefamilybusiness
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
03 Jul 2026
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Ilya has a momentary flashback to the burn of vodka going down his throat as he chugged it right from the Stanley Cup, as he wished that Shane could’ve been there, that they could be together—and then the flashback ends, right as Ilya thinks he might actually be remembering something important. Whatever. He’s got Shane Hollander cuddling him, somehow. Maybe when he wakes up he won't be whatever the hell an "omega" is and he’ll be back in his own bed, which would be nice, but he’ll miss having Hollander here.
Ilya Rozanov makes a stupid wish about having a family with Shane Hollander, and unfortunately, the Stanley Cup grants it.
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10 Jul 2026
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Sometimes Ilya sees Shane and all he wants to do is bite him. Not in a sexy way, although that comes and goes, too, but in a way that scares him. It’s big, how badly Ilya wants to sink his teeth into his boyfriend, shake. He wants to be tucked in Shane’s chest, all the way under his ribs, like somehow by devouring him Ilya is the one who will get to crawl inside him and live there.
Most of the time Ilya can divert this urge of his. He’ll suck marks down Shane’s neck and that will be enough, or he’ll bring Shane a snack and watch him eat it, the way his throat bobs as he swallows. But there’s something about today that makes it so when Ilya walks by Shane on the couch, he just knows none of that will work this time.
(what do you do when you love your boyfriend so bad it physically hurts you??? oh you crawl under his sweatshirt to live there)
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10 Jun 2026
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All The Ways We Fall by Wicked_Assumptions
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Jul 2026
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What if there was more to Shane’s dieting than just performance?
What if Shane didn’t trip in game seven?
What if it was so much worse?This story commences from game seven of The Long Game.
I've borrowed Rachel Reid's characters and busted their balls a bit.
Nothing but respect to Rachel. I'm just blowing off steam.Series
- Part 2 of Sometimes A Strange Notion
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03 Jun 2026
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cardiac tamponade by asthestarsforetold
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Apr 2026
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Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.
Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.
As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.
(Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)
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14 May 2026
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You Have a Little Life in You Yet by OrYouCouldHaveMine
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Mar 2026
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PLANE CARRYING OTTAWA CENTAUR’S HOCKEY TEAM, COACH, PERSONNEL, REPORTEDLY LOST CONTACT, PRESUMED MISSING -
Shane’s eyes scan over the words, once, twice. It’s not true. It’s some mistake. He knows it.
“Lost contact?” Hayden asks, his tone a mix of concerned and confused. “What’s that mean? Like they lost their ability to communicate? Won’t that make landing hard?”
J.J. frowns. “I do not think they will be landing,” he says solemnly.
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The Ottawa Centaurs plane crashes in the Canadian wilderness. Shane tries to get answers while Ilya tries to stay alive.
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10 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander’s life changes the night a debt comes due.
Freshly drafted and on the edge of everything he’s ever worked for, Shane learns his parents owe more money than they could ever repay, and that the man collecting isn’t interested in cash. Ilya Rozanov takes Shane instead.
As payment.
Now Shane lives under Ilya’s roof, bound by rules he never agreed to, marked by jewelry he can’t remove, and watched with an intensity that blurs the line between protection and possession. He’s still allowed to play hockey, but off the ice, his world shrinks to one man’s control. The more Shane succeeds, the tighter Ilya’s grip becomes. Because this was never about settling a debt, it was about keeping what’s his.
And the most dangerous part?
Shane is starting to feel safest right where he’s trapped.
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08 Mar 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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22 Feb 2026
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To only ever know the cold by IbecomewhatIbelieve
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Apr 2026
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Svetlana knows about Jane. It's frankly insulting for Ilyusha to think otherwise.
She just never expected to have to call him for help. During the Olympics. In Russia. In the dead of night.
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Or, it's Sochi 2014 and Russia has lost to Latvia. Grigori Rozanov, not yet compromised by illness, punishes his son for shaming the family. When Svetlana finds an injured and emotionally fragile Ilya, she knows she needs somewhere safe for him to recover. And there's only one person in Russia who Sveta trusts with her Ilyusha: Canada's Golden Boy, Shane Hollander.Series
- Part 1 of To know the sun
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19 Feb 2026
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Alexei is dead. Anastasia is his. And Ilya has no idea how to be a parent, a captain, and a heartbroken man all at once.
The only thing harder than keeping a five-year-old alive might be keeping himself together.
[set after shane walks out on ilya in episode 4]
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17 Feb 2026
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Return to Moscow by LJoyFFic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jun 2026
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Shane joins Ilya on a quick trip to Moscow, which soon transforms into a nightmare. Ilya is arrested and targeted so harshly that he's not sure Russia will let him go this time.
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Shane witnesses Ilya's family.
Alexei and Ilya's relationship is explored.
Yuna flies to Russia.
Lots of Svetlana.
Healing journey fluff afterwards.- Language:
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17 Feb 2026
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He was going to die.
He was actually going to die.
The thought should send him into a panic. He should scream for help, cry, or do something. But instead, he just accepts it.
This was it. This was how it ended. He’d become his mother after all.
[the one where ilya spirals after shane walks out post-tuna melt]
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17 Feb 2026
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16 Feb 2026
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Cinnamon & Sugar. by polaris_x
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Feb 2026
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15 Feb 2026
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when you wake in my eyes by ShalyaRozander
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jul 2026
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Shane and Ilya have swapped souls.
"Holy shit!"
"What the hell!?"
"Ilya! Put some clothes on!"
"Why didn't you tell me Marlow was there!?"
"Rozzy?"
"We need to talk, Shane Hollander!"
"Put on some clothes now!"
"I'm in no rush. It's not me getting seen naked by Marlow!"
"I've already seen yours, Rozzy."
"Then don't put them on! Let Cliff enjoy the view!"
"In your dreams, Hollander!"
"I don't like men."
"Ten seconds, Rozanov!"
"I'll do what I want!"
"You fucking—"Series
- Part 1 of when you wake in my eyes
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15 Feb 2026
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Twice as Hard by Menty_B_Fairy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander has a plan: 11 games left, then seventy-three days alone at the cottage to reset. No people, no stress, no suppressants. His body will fix itself.
Except his suppressants are failing faster than he realizes. His new linemate Ilya keeps showing up—in hotel rooms, on his line, in the spaces Shane usually keeps empty. And Ilya notices things. The way Shane's scent is changing. The way he's slowing down.
Shane counts down to the cottage like it's salvation.
But Rozanov doesn't keep his distance. And Shane's control is slipping.
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14 Feb 2026
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‘til my bones collapse by ilokheimsins
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Apr 2026
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There’s what feels like a million alpha scents oozing out from the cracks of the ornate double doors he’s paused in front of. Logically he knows it’s just a hundred. A hundred alphas and their beta chaperones. A hundred alphas carefully vetted by his mom even though omega matching balls are sixty years out of date. They’d whipped this one up special, just for him.
Because he’s Shane Hollander.
He’s got two Stanley Cups and he’s the face of so many different brands that had wanted to show they were all about the ‘modern omega’. Shane sure as fucking hell hadn’t felt like a modern omega when Crowell had unearthed an archaic rule from the depths of the league handbooks.
Omegas must be mated by the age of 25 to be eligible to continue to play.
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14 Feb 2026
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Omega Shane presents in Vegas after years of being a beta and is accidentally bitten by Alpha Ilya. It results in the end of his career and a pregnancy he has no choice but to keep.
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14 Feb 2026
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Ilya is cold, ruthless criminal who rules the Ottawa's underworld ever since he moved there. Life of luxury and respect from others is all he is used to. Shane Hollander, however, is not, and when Shane catches Ilya's attention, Ilya's calculated obsession begins, drawing Shane into the world of danger, power, and psychological tension that he can't escape.
"There are only two ways out of this. With me. Or in a body bag. Your choice."
**** please read the tags carefully!!!! i am not joking about them if any of these are not your cup of tea, please skip!!*******
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14 Feb 2026
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Haunting Your City by mightyd0lphin
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Feb 2026
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“What is there to talk about?”
“What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”
“I know.”
“Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”
“Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”
Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”
“Right.”
“And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”
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OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.
title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine
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13 Feb 2026