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    Rozanov's so… professional. He's all grown up and not at all like the boy he once was. The polite smile never leaves his face even when he's looking at Shane.

    "You are very lucky," Rozanov tells him, "That your concussion is only mild. Seeing me is a not so good thing, okay?"

    Shane sighs through his nose, pouts. "Yeah… okay. But… I haven't seen you in a million years. Why are you a doctor now? You should be playing hockey—" He wiggles a little, grins sideways— "With me."

    - - -

    or, after wondering what happened to Ilya after the NHL draft, Shane discovers he's been in Montreal the whole time, and more than that, is an entire doctor instead of the hockey player he should've become.

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    27 May 2026

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    “I feel really good about this kid, I think he could be great on your wing, he just needs some help settling in. Someone to show him the ropes.”

    “Yes.”

    The line went silent for a moment. Ilya wasn’t really sure why his coach felt the need to run this by him.

    “Rozanov,” his coach said at last. “I want him to live with you.”

    Ilya blinked, then nearly shouted into the phone. “What?”

    * * *

    or, Ilya stays in Boston, gets a rookie, and tries to figure out how to make a secret long distance relationship work while there's a Russian teenager in his house

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    23 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 40

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    “At home, there’s nothing stopping him. Out there, maybe there is.”
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    Post-tuna meltdown: Ilya is trying to stay functional after losing Shane Hollander, but the way he’s coping is starting to turn into something he can’t fully control.

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    22 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 42

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    “Bit of a rough night, hey bud?”

    Ilya just nodded, biting his lip.

    And just like that, the memories of last night came crashing back to him. The pub, being sick in the bathroom, ending up at Cliff's bedside, desperate for comfort from his memories. A poorly timed joke about choking. A woman’s voice coaching him to breathe over the phone. Cliff helping Ilya into pyjamas.

    Fuck. He had some explaining to do.

     

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    Ilya carries trauma from finding his mama long after she’s gone. Ilya’s PTSD explored through his and Cliff’s friendship over his years as a Boston Raider.

    Major TW for Emetophobia. I would recommend skipping this one if vomit affects you. I’ll put individual TW in each chapter note.

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    20 May 2026

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    Ilya stared at her for a long moment. Yuna studied his face to try and figure out if he understood her, but this almost six year old already knew how to hide his emotions on his face better than most adults she knew.

    “Okey,” Ilya said and then he turned to face away from her.

    Yuna decided that was enough for today. Shane returned and Yuna watched as Ilya’s mask broke when he saw Shane. Ilya was smiling at Shane like he was the only star in Ilya’s sky.

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    Ilya and Shane meet on the first day of kindergarden. Yuna feels motherly towards her son's new friend.
    -A story of found family and Ilya getting to find them so much sooner. Editing by Sekai94z

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    20 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 14

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    A friend’s mistake threatens to destroy everything Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have quietly built together over the last twelve years. The resulting meeting with Roger Crowell has Ilya wondering if Shane, and if everyone he knows, might be better off without him.

    Or; After they’re outed a few days before Christmas, Ilya finds himself in a desperate moment. Luckily, his guardian angel has been keeping an eye on him. The angel has a plan.

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    20 May 2026

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    After stopping Ilya from jumping off a bridge, Scott and Kip take him in. Over the next couple of weeks, they learn about the horrors Ilya has had to endure and hopefully, they can give him the safety he needs.

    *This fic is a standalone, and you don't need to read the other fics in this series

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    16 May 2026

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    It is an unremarkable, dreary March morning in Ottawa when Ilya Rozanov’s life swiftly burns to ashes around him. Ilya had intended to spend the rare morning off of training sleeping off the lingering exhaustion from the seemingly endless stretch of away games as long as Anya would allow.

    Instead, it is barely past six in the morning when armed agents pound on his front door.

    (Or, a remix of the FanMail incident.)

    completed fic, updates every thursday

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    11 May 2026

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    “Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”

    Shane doesn’t answer.

    He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.

    ⎯⎯⎯

    Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.

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    08 May 2026

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    He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.

    And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.

     

    // or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.

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    07 May 2026

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    “English is… is not first language,” the woman said quietly. Her accent was thick, and unmistakably Russian.

    “Oh, sorry! I’m speaking too fast, aren’t I? Sorry,” she took a breath, and held out her hand. “I’m Yuna,” she repeated. The woman took her hand quickly, her hands bony and delicate.

    “Irina,” she replied, before gesturing for Yuna to sit with her. Quickly, Yuna did. “Sorry, I have not been in Canada long.”

    “No problem at all; welcome to Canada! Is that your boy?” Yuna asked, gesturing over to the child that had similar hair to Irina, which was poking out from under his helmet. He was taller than Shane, though his little hockey outfit still seemed to still dwarf him. He had a serious look on his face, but his eyes were light as he watched the other boys play. He was tapping his stick on the ice, clearly itching to get into the game.

    “Ah, yes,” Irina nodded, taking a few seconds to translate the question, “Ilyusha.” Irina looked over at her son, a small smile on her face. “Is my Ilya.”

    Or: Ilya and Irina move to Canada for a fresh start when he is six years old. He meets Shane Hollander at ice hockey practice, and they grow up together (and of course, fall in love).

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    05 May 2026

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    Forty-eight people boarded the charter flight from Raleigh. Only one woke up in a Savannah hospital.

    Ilya Rozanov is the unbreakable Captain of the Ottawa Centaurs. Now, he is also the sole survivor of a tragedy that the NHL would rather treat as a PR nightmare than a massacre. With a shattered body and a ghost team, Ilya finds himself at the center of a corporate conspiracy fueled by blood money.

    But he isn't alone. Shane Hollander has always been his greatest rival. Now, he’s his only anchor. Because sometimes, the only way out is through.

    Complete!

    More Details on the Main Character Death Tag

    Hey! The MCD tag is STRICTLY for the death of the Centaurs team, right from the beginning. Neither Ilya nor Shane die at any point in the fic.

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    05 May 2026

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    04 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 29

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    It feels like hours have passed, but Alexei can’t stop now. He inching his way towards Ilya, half of his weight drags across the surface until he’s close enough to drop down right next to him. Alexei brings up two shaky fingers against the younger boy’s neck, waiting…

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    22 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 55

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    Ilya presents as an omega which greatly threatens both his safety and his chances at fulfilling his potential as a hockey player. Luckily for him, he has some of the most stubborn alphas on the planet in his corner.

    INGREDIENTS: 1 ½ cups of longform character study, 1 ½ cups of omegaverse, a sprinkle of redemption for Alexei (only bc I think Slavic is adorable), a dash of soft!Ilya and brat!Shane to taste. Shake vigorously, garnish with a cherry.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    I saw a couple Tumblr posts about how Stratt would first react to Grace's video logs when the beetles are recovered, and I started having ideas.
    So here's Stratt watching Grace's video logs. (mostly made up by me ofc but includes some direct quotes of the logs he makes in the movie)

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    11 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 11

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    After allegations of misconduct put Police Dispatcher Shane Hollander on paid administrative leave, he has ample time to reflect on his life. He’s made many decisions that the people closest to him do not understand. He doesn’t even understand some of them himself. Why did he move to Boston after the injury that ended his hockey career? Why did he get a job at the police department with zero previous interest in law enforcement? Why can’t he seem to move on from Irina Rozanova’s most recent 911 call?

     

    OR, the one where the system fails over and over again.

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    10 Apr 2026

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

    -

    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.

    Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.

    His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.

    But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"

    By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.

    But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…

    Shane says yes.

    And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.

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    23 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 42

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    Jessica and Max really want to have kids, but no matter how hard they try, it just doesn’t happen. Feeling stuck and frustrated, Max brings up the idea of becoming foster parents. He thinks it could be a way to gain some experience and maybe even bring some joy into their lives while they keep trying for their own. Jessica isn’t sure at first, but she eventually agrees, not realizing how much this decision is going to shake things up.

    What they don’t know is that a boy named Aslan is about to walk into their lives and change everything. He might just be the missing piece that makes their family feel whole.

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    28 Jan 2026

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