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Rumi had been a mistake from the moment she was conceived. Life was not something she deserved to enjoy, and must instead live through her own pain and misery. Coming to terms with a life filled with suffering and mundanity had been her only plan, entirely ready to take what she deserves.
Her life begins to change into something she does not know how to handle, and the people in her around are strangely committed to making a difference for her.
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Or Rumi is severely traumatized and I want her to experience life and love properly.11-22-25 Notes : I'm having an issue with my ending chapter notes and they are currently missing or half there so I apologize for that. My twt is @amaiameengel, which I had posted in my notes. Anyways I hope you enjoy what I've written :3
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16 Dec 2025
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if you love me, come clean by theseagodsbride (rafayels)
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
21 Aug 2025
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A routine cardiac checkup becomes a nightmare when you receive devastating news about your Protocore Syndrome: the rare heart condition that's haunted you since the Catastrophe fourteen years ago might not only kill you during pregnancy but could also condemn your unborn child to the same fate.
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15 Dec 2025
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Sinking (into this hole you call yourself) by spoosegoose
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
21 Nov 2025
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“Now that her patterns were officially out on display, she’d expected their Comeback promos to be a breeze. Finally free to move around and just have fun with the girls without any of the worry hanging over her. But if anything, she somehow felt more nervous than she ever remembered being before. Like she could still hear the ghost of all those warnings echoing through her head. Like she didn’t know what to do with herself without them."
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Rumi struggles with her new look, her new support system, and her new differences with her guardian. But ups and downs are to be expected, and her girls aren’t going to give up on her so easily.
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15 Dec 2025
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Zoey brushed a thumb against her lip to get a better look, close enough for Rumi to feel like she was breathing in her face. She stared awkwardly around the couch, at the floor, at anything that wasn’t Zoey; feeling much too aware of her tongue and saliva and, now, a little put off by how intently Zoey was suddenly looking.
‘Holy Honmoon.’
‘What? What is it?’ Rumi asked around her fingers. She made a strained noise as Zoey pinched her top lip to pull it higher.
‘You have fangs.’
‘I… huh?’
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A collection of scenes as Rumi's fangs grow in, and the learning curves that follow.
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14 Dec 2025
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'Why didn’t you take it off earlier if you were so uncomfortable?’
She blinked, squinting in the light with eyes that shifted back and forth like they were searching for the answer. Her fingers brushed against the shimmering patterns along her bicep. She was so used to being careful about showing her arms, about keeping her patterns covered no matter what, that the thought to simply take off a layer to cool down hadn’t even registered to her.
‘I… didn’t even think about it.’
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Rumi's still getting used to dressing for the weather rather than for her patterns - the need to cover up has just been drilled into her for so long. Inevitably, this backfires on her.
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14 Dec 2025
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When the vault she’s lived in her whole life tears itself apart, Rumi escapes into a Commonwealth she’s never seen and barely understands. The wasteland is unforgiving, and danger creeps around every corner, but with the right people maybe it’ll all work out.
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09 Dec 2025
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Rumi's patterns always hurt. And pain becomes familiar, when you feel it for too long.
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09 Dec 2025
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Gwi-ma has been defeated and demon numbers are dwindling. The iridescent Honmoon is holding fast, stronger than ever. Bobby even imposed a one month hiatus after their ‘Break up’ at the idol awards, no exceptions. Everything should be perfect.
So why is Rumi destroying their home gym at 3 o’ clock in the morning?
Or: The one where Rumi was raised to be a weapon in a war that no longer needs fighting, and is now learning the hard way how to love and be loved instead. A little bit therapy, a little bit slice of life, but mostly 'All these problems could be fixed if you just kissed about it instead.'
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04 Dec 2025
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Wordlessly, the woman handed Rumi a glass of water and she gratefully took a sip before the water was snatched away and set down on a little side table next to a couch and a couple of chairs. Then she was pushed towards a chair, "Sit for me, pretty girl."
A thousand articles had been written about Rumi's looks. About how beautiful she was, how hot she was, about the looks she'd inherited from her mother.
And it was a 'pretty girl' from this woman that lodged itself in her chest and refused to leave.
Or, Rumi gets addicted to both the pretty stripper and the girl who works the front.
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- Part 32 of Polytrix Timelines
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20 Nov 2025
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Rumi threw one last glance outside, over her shoulder, and saw a couple of people unloading the cab and starting to drag her suitcases towards the mansion. It felt surreal. Her whole life packed in those wheeled boxes, about to get trapped in some strangers’ house. She was really doing this. She was really marrying into this family she’d never even heard of just a few weeks ago.
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Rumi gets engaged to Mira’s brother, Mira makes it her duty to show her how welcoming her family can be, and Zoey’s a hot mess finding herself completely out of her depth when Rumi hires her as her assistant.
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18 Nov 2025
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Rumi wanted an escape. Mira wanted connection. Zoey wanted to be the life of the party. None of them wanted to be dragged into rehab and forced to confront their feelings. But the universe works in mysterious ways, and maybe they were meant to be here. Maybe they were meant to find each other. And maybe, just maybe, they can begin to heal.
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Idk I just thought all the girls could use some therapy
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14 Nov 2025
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faultline (noun)
a line on a rock surface or the ground that traces a geological fault.
an area of a system that seems weak and likely to cause problems or failure.
a divisive issue or difference of opinion that is likely to have serious consequences.
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13 Nov 2025
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Celine knows something is wrong before she gets the phone call. The Honmoon is disturbed. Weeping sad tearful notes and rippling in a way that leaves her heart aching and anxiety settling deep in her gut. Something is so wrong and even without the Honmoon she knows it's Rumi.
Then her phone rings and she's calm and she's cool and she's collected. Celine throws her phone into the wall when she hangs up and screams out a sound that has the Honmoon curling around her in a vain effort to comfort her.
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- Part 31 of Polytrix Timelines
- Part 14 of Soul Song
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13 Nov 2025
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nothing but the proof of what i am by cornered_sapphic (lesvyn)
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
05 Jul 2025
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Connected to the Hunmoon in ways Rumi would never understand, they would pulse with life from every unsteady thrum of the magical bands that antagonize them; every time the Hunmoon would stir, they did too. Glowing that familiar and equally hideous violet, they gave away every flaw; they would spread across the planes of her body until one day they would consume her entirely — until all she was, all anyone would see, was her shame; her failures; her mistakes.
(Her mistakes now shone through the thin fabric of her top, and Rumi wondered — not for the first time — how she would ever escape them if she was the mistake herself).
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- Part 1 of don't let it show, keep it all inside
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12 Nov 2025
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gaining till you’re over me (beautiful as everything is crumbling) by cornered_sapphic (lesvyn)
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
11 Nov 2025
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Rumi can feel the shattering of cartilage beneath the weight of the club, a muted agony tearing from her throat in a breathless wheeze. There is tunnel vision for a moment — only for a moment — before she is flung by the weight of the demon shifting its weight upon impact. And Rumi can feel the swelling of her flesh where her shoulder is, the contusion of something brutalizing and disfiguring, and Mira and Zoey are screaming. But everything is focused on the memory of something she should not have, and she realizes that this may be her well-deserved punishment for all the lies she’s forced herself to spew to two women whom she loved most.
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The train scene where Rumi finds catharsis from being beaten by the demon who charges her. Because what else would a demon like her ever deserve?
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12 Nov 2025
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The woman’s eyes widened, and her hand reached out, not quite touching Rumi, but close. “Not that you’re not beautiful, because wow, you-” She stopped, a look of realisation crossed her face “-I mean, no, wait, no, you are beautiful, but I wasn’t hitting on you, I have a girlfriend-”
Rumi ignored her chest squeezing.
“-A stunning girlfriend, Mira. I mentioned her, right? My girlfriend Mira-” The woman stopped abruptly and lowered her head down into her arms. “Jeez, Zoey, stop rambling at the deaf woman.” It was muffled, but Rumi heard it.
Silenced by grief, Rumi’s world is transformed when she crosses paths with Mira and Zoey, who guide her toward a voice she thought was lost forever.
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Mira with Zoey holding her arm in a death grip: Hey, my girlfriend saw you from across the record shop, and we really dig your vibe. Can we buy you a vinyl?
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09 Nov 2025
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08 Nov 2025
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“Rumi,” Zoey’s hands are no longer on her thighs but her wrists now, thumbs brushing her pulse points, “You’re always very well-behaved for us, but it’s okay if sometimes you’re not, you know?”
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In which Rumi gets a new hobby, a spanking and a sense of self-worth.
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- Part 2 of caution, two person lift required
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05 Nov 2025
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A rainy night, failed attempt at making chocolate, and a loss of power.
Or Rumi wants to be romantic and shenanigans ensue.
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- Part 4 of Tracing Patterns
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01 Nov 2025
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Mira smiled. “What are you thinking about?”
“I guess I’m just a little confused?”
Zoey tilted her head. “About what?”
“What’s…Build-a-Bear?”
Zoey gasped and put her hand over her heart. “What is Build-a-Bear? Oh, Rumi, we have to show you. It’s only the third best place on earth.”
Or: Polytrix goes to Build-A-Bear, realizations are had, and hearts are kissed
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27 Oct 2025
