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  1. Public Bookmark 83

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    “I think I was born to be a devil,” Erwin says quietly. “I don’t think most people could endure it. That boy…” Levi squeezes Erwin’s hand and leans over the lip of the bathtub, pressing his face into Erwin’s neck. “That boy you didn’t choose - it was for the best. Better that he died at peace with himself. You did him a kindness.”

    Levi wonders, some days, if he made the right choice.

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    30 Jul 2025

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    The rune chews them up and spits them out.

    Jayce takes Viktor and runs.

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    13 Dec 2024

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    Jayce pins his prey on his stomach with a boot to the small of his back. The faux wound on his shoulder is all twitching wires and bleeding synthetic fluids and sparking, ungrounded electricity.

    Viktor didn’t pull his punches today. He wanted Jayce to take real damage in this fight. He wanted him to suffer. He’s pissed off for some reason other than the countless, fleeting, intangible reasons they’ve both been pissed off at each other for half a decade.

    Jayce intends to find out exactly what that reason is.

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    17 Nov 2024

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    “Is the heater broken?”

    Viktor's voice is so soft, already sleep rough, that Jayce thinks he imagines it at first.

    “No,” Jayce says, and clears his throat. “I don’t think so.”

    “It’s freezing in here.”

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    17 Nov 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 63

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    “If you let me close, I’ll kill you,” Pete grits his teeth so hard he can taste imaginary blood, thinks about Elephant ivory and how being special means you get sold. They’re both quiet for a long moment after that.

    Eventually, Patrick says, “This is fucking exhausting.”

    Scenes from a twenty-year long on and off not-affair.

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    13 Oct 2024

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    Jayce and Viktor stop by the Talis family residence to pick up some papers.

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    17 Sep 2024

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    Matsukawa hums thoughtfully. “You know, I’m probably not the best person to give advice about relationships, but I’m sure your man’s going to be just fine. Scary-looking as you are, Iwaizumi, I get the feeling that you’re a pretty good husband.”

    Iwaizumi isn’t sure what that’s supposed to mean, but it sounds like a compliment. “Um. Thanks?”

    Matsukawa’s lips stretch into a thin, but not insincere smile. “You’re welcome. Look, you trust this guy of yours, right?”

    The answer comes easily. “I trust him with my life.”

    “See? There you go—”

    But Iwaizumi isn’t done, and he continues, talking over Matsukawa. “Just not with his own.”

    Doctor Iwaizumi Hajime's life has been going so well, it only makes sense that there'd be complications to follow. If only his husband would tell him what those complications are, he'd be able to fix things.

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    01 Aug 2024

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    “And what about that friend of your husband’s then?”

    “What about him?”

    “Well he’s a strange man, isn’t he? For Erwin to be friends with, that is. Quite an… unorthodox fellow. And he smells unusual too, for a man. Have you noticed? Like—”

    “Yes, I’ve noticed.”

    Erwin’s nose prickles with the phantom scent of oranges and lavender. That I could press my face into his hair, as a man does with his wife.

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    20 Jul 2024

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    Two years after the Battle of Shiganshina, Bertholdt unexpectedly returned home. His relationship with Reiner was put to the test as they struggled to reconcile their ideologies and feelings towards each other.

    Canon-divergent AU, mainly exploring the idea of post-timeskip Bertholdt in Marley.

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    29 Jun 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 17

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    It's been three years since Shingashina, three years since Erwin's death, three years of waiting to fulfill his promise. Revenge festers inside him like a rotten thing, and there's a thin red line between grief and hate, anger and despair, violence and sex.

     

    - a character study of Levi's grief and revenge in season 4.

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    26 Jun 2024

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    “It’s always been in you, this thing, this pathetic fucking parasite. This need for violence. You could do something great with it, if it doesn’t kill you first. It’s why you’re no one. It’s why you’re always cold. I bet it’s warm now though, huh? A hot bath after a long day. But don’t mistake it for love. Not for a second. It isn’t love. It’s our chains.”

    There’s a new gang threatening the Rippers’ monopoly on illegal weapons dealing, growing like a tumour in London’s financial heart. Levi, the Rippers’ strongest weapon, is given a simple task: cut the head off the opposition; kill their leader, Erwin Smith.

    Dark Ackerbond organised crime AU.

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    07 Apr 2024

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    “I had wondered—” Erwin coughs again, and is cowed into lowering his gaze when the Captain looks at him. He has the most scrutinising of stares. Erwin isn’t sure if he can see out of his left eye, but in that moment, it could well be penetrating his heart. “Ah, that is. In your letter, you didn’t mention much. Of what you expected from me during this session.”

    The Captain takes so long to answer, that Erwin begins to think he does not feel inclined to say anything at all. He finishes his tea, and returns his cup to the tray. “What does your job usually entail?”

    “Usually? Well, I might accompany a client to an event, or have dinner with them, or simply keep them company.”

    “Do you have sex with them?”

    “Yes.” Erwin swallows.

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    In which Levi is a retired war veteran who hires Erwin to drink tea with him in silence.

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    31 Mar 2024

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    Zeke and the Commander are similar in many regards. The Commander is intelligent; the Commander is a Titan shifter; the Commander has his own Ackerman - perhaps he and Zeke will be alike in that respect someday, too.

    Although, if Zeke were to have it his way, he would take the Commander’s Ackerman for himself. It would not be something they would share.

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    26 Mar 2024

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    When Levi acquired his false identification he knew that the key to survival would be to stay unnoticed and to contain the bitterness and anger he feels inside himself. As the tides of war start to turn against Germany, however, Levi finds himself in a position to make a choice.

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    25 Mar 2024

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    For three heartbeats they lock eyes – ocean blue and gunpowder grey. Then all the breath comes out of him in a hasty rush.

    He hears his own incredulous voice, unrecognizably rough with disuse:

    “Levi?”

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    02 Mar 2024

  16. Public Bookmark 64

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    After an unsuccessful expedition that leaves Erwin stressed, Levi misinterprets a comment from Hange and takes it upon himself to set Erwin up with a woman of the night…not knowing that what Erwin needs is something else entirely.

    *Now with 2nd chapter & Epilogue

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    29 Feb 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 99

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    After a long day of diplomacy on Marley, Zeke shows the Commander and his Captain how to unwind.

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    A character study of Zeke Yeager's daddy issues, narcissism, and need to please.

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    29 Feb 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 16

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    She whispers, close to his ear.

    “Don’t think I didn’t hear you last time, begging for your other master.”

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    07 Feb 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 38

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    They say he'll never wake up, but Juuzou doesn't give up. He hears hope in the call of a drowning man.

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    16 Jan 2024

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    The Machine Herald keeps implying that he doesn’t feel emotions anymore.

    But based on the way he’s so clearly reveling in Jayce’s attention—Viktor’s not convinced that’s the case.

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    08 Jan 2024

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