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The Side Effects Of Falling For Your Best Friend by Aficatyourfingertips, buckdiass
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
06 Sep 2025
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"Okay," Eddie says, shaking his head like he's throwing off the laughter. "Touch my ass."
"What?"
"The only way for us to face this is to jump in. So, touch my ass."
Buck untangles his arms from around Eddie. "I think the mood's gone."
"Oh, c'mon," Eddie whines. "I promise I won't laugh."
"I don't want to do it anymore."
That earns him a raised eyebrow. "You don't want to touch my ass?"
"Eddie—"
"Just touch my ass."
"Stop saying ass."
"Ass, ass, ass, ass, ass—"
Side effects may include laughter during sex, moody teens, competitive streaks a mile wide, and the ability to (somewhat) effectively communicate.
or...Finally together, Buck and Eddie navigate their developing relationship. Eddie’s laughter at the thought of sex and Chris’s passive aggressive mixed signals don’t help a spiraling Buck’s mourning of an imagined loss of friendship. Meanwhile, Eddie comes to terms with his identity and it means for him. Featuring too much information shared during wine nights, zoo trips with a gaggle of kids, and an exhausted Ravi.
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17 Sep 2025
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It’s not like it’s a surprise. He knows Eddie can take his weight, he’s watched him for years carrying heavy equipment and lifting patients. He knows what Eddie benches at the gym. It’s just– it’s one thing to be conceptually aware of something and another to be handed incontrovertible proof of it. Plus, this is Buck at his biggest, his broadest, his strongest. He’s tall and heavy, he isn’t an easy man to carry, most people would find it impossible and lots more would struggle, and here’s Eddie, catching him like it’s nothing.
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Buck discovers Eddie is strong enough to take his weight and then proceeds to be really normal about that fact, repeatedly.
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15 Jul 2025
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darling, do you think that if I talk enough, I will make you wanna be mine by Elgney
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
12 Jul 2025
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“You know what they say,” Buck replied. “The way to a man’s heart is through his stomach. Isn’t that right, Eddie?”
Bobby looked up, then, glancing back and forth between the two of them—Buck, giving Eddie his best lovesick puppy dog eyes, Eddie ignoring him. “What’s going on here?” he asked.
“Oh, we’d need several psychologists to unpack that,” said Hen. “Maybe an anthropologist, too.”
Next to her, Ravi grimaced and explained, “I said something stupid earlier, and now Buck has been flirting with Eddie all day, to drive us insane.”
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Buck starts flirting with Eddie. As a joke, obviously.
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30 Jun 2025
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“I'm gay.”
He's looking at his feet, because he hasn't quite come to terms with the fact that he's saying this in a room where other people, strangers, can hear it.
But this is still the first time he's said it this way: out loud, in a declarative sentence. Being nervous is fine. Frank said that being nervous is fine, and Buck just said he's proud, and the only thought Eddie has in his head is that it's embarrassing he can't raise his head and say it like a man, so clearly, he's going to need to hang on to other people's words for the time being, someone who isn't his dad trying to explain the ways Eddie's allowed to inhabit the world.
He doesn't need to ask anyone's permission to be who he is. That's also a thing Frank said.
in which eddie attends a self-empowerment group for gbtq men to supplement his therapy, and is empowered to: forgive himself, say "i'm gay" to his own reflection in the mirror, accidentally adopt an adult, make fried rice, and tell his straight best friend that he's in love with him. not necessarily in that order.
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29 Jun 2025
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#thosetwofirefighters starts to gather a following on social media, as everyone tries to figure out if those two cute firefighters from the 118 in LA are a thing or not.
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29 Jun 2025
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eddie's not entirely sure he believes in getting help, at least not for himself. there's only so much healing to be had for a body torn apart by bullets, for a mind that's only half there, for a man who's been leaving pieces of himself behind all his life with nothing to take their place.
except, as it turns out, falling apart happens in increments, and healing does, too: it happens when you gnaw a hole in your lip trying to keep quiet only to have the words escape; when you realize that the ghost you've been seeing out of the corner of your eye is yourself; when your best friend smiles, and you allow it to take your breath away.
it happens through the smallest of things: bird feeders, and cacti, and pasta shapes.
meanwhile, the world goes on.
(or: the entity often affectionately referred to as the unrepression fic.)
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- Part 1 of tell me about despair
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17 May 2025
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“Okay, but what are the rules?”
Ravi stares. “The rules for…?”
“Casual sex.”
Ravi continues to stare. It is 5:39 in the morning.
Buck keeps talking, unprompted. “I can’t just go back to Buck 1.0. Bobby will not give me a third chance if I steal the ladder truck again.”
“You don’t need to steal the ladder truck to have casual sex.”
Buck huffs, as if Ravi is intentionally missing the point. “Well, yeah, but who knows what Buck 1.0.2 would be capable of.”
Ravi shakes his head. “I really need the software updates to stop.”
or, an au where buck broke up with taylor before 5b, ravi and buck become (actually platonic) friends with benefits, and ravi, eddie, and buck all go on a journey of self-discovery that ends with them all getting what they need
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25 Apr 2025
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After the breakup, Buck spends some time learning about what he likes. Eddie tags along.
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19 Apr 2025
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Everything In Between by fiend-for-culture (caspian)
Fandoms: Carry On | Simon Snow Series - Rainbow Rowell
25 Feb 2025
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a decadenine long years
a magickalbakerycaferestaurantbistro (?)
avillainmagemonsterboyfriendcreaturevampire
asoldierbombboyfriendNormaldragonman
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a long overduemeetingresolutionreunionreconciliationNearly a decade after their breakup, Baz returns to London, more vampire than mage and discovers a magickal cafe.
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25 Feb 2025
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Tide: a flat and clean skin for Ao3 by ElectricAlice
Fandoms: Archive of Our Own, Fandom - Fandom
18 Jul 2021
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A site skin for Ao3 that clean and minimal and somewhat more modern than the default skin.
Available both in dark and light mode.Series
- Part 8 of CSS code scripts for Ao3
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31 Jan 2025
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This is a tutorial/live example on how to create a "Choose Your Own Adventure" fic. While this has been explained before (see here), this particular tutorial shows you how to use a work skin to hide the next parts from the reader until they click through to get to them.
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- Part 16 of AO3 Work Skins/Tutorials
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27 Dec 2024
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When Us Means More Than Me And You by WistfulWhimsy
Fandoms: Carry On | Simon Snow Series - Rainbow Rowell
26 Nov 2024
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Simon thinks about what he would do if he ever became a father. Cue recollections of his child, reframing words in a new light, and softness!
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- Part 2 of Miri's Carry On Countdown 2024
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28 Nov 2024
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Ok, so Snow is pissed. Baz gets that. He's not sure why, but it's pretty clear he is. He's wearing thirteen crosses and making Italian for dinner. Baz has clearly done something wrong. He just doesn't remember what it is. And Simon isn't helping him figure it out in the slightest. Probably because he's so pissed.
(Saw this prompt on tumblr and had to write it, because it made me laugh.)
Rated Teen because Rowell gives us very sweary characters and you better believe I brought that over.Bookmarked by probablylily
28 Jun 2024
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The Eternal Life of Baz Pitch by monbons
Fandoms: Carry On | Simon Snow Series - Rainbow Rowell
21 Jun 2024
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England, 1708: a young man risks everything in exchange for the chance to love and be loved—and is cursed as a result.
Thus begins the heart-wrenching and epic story of Baz Pitch, who will suffer centuries in search of a life and love for the ages.
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19 Apr 2024
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[podfic] this story that we found ourselves in by hullomoon
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
24 Nov 2024
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Three days later, they find a magazine on their doorstep. Steve flips it open to a picture of him kissing her cheek beneath tall, bold letters:
FANTASY ROMANCE ALIVE AND WELL
Stuck to the page is a crinkled post-it note and Jonathan’s handwriting: thanks for the tip—wishing you both the best.
Robin sinks into the kitchen chair. It’s official. She’s in a relationship with Steve Harrington.
or, the Robin-centric celebrity fake dating au
[podfic of this story that we found ourselves in]
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16 Apr 2024
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It’s only after Steve’s said it that the following relief makes him realize that it is a legitimate fear of his. That at this rate, one day Eddie’s going to be making revisions in his Munson Doctrine, or whatever it is he does, and find that Steve Harrington is not compatible with any of his ideologies after all. And Steve, who entered this relationship already more than half-way in love with Eddie, does not think he’ll be able to take a rejection like that.
(Or; Eddie is (unintentionally) dismissive of Steve’s interests and Steve calls him out on it)
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HailToTheKing: tell me what you look like
ELMst01: tall, pale af, few tats here and there
Steve lifts his eyes from his phone. He must be wondering why Eddie is smiling like a fucking idiot.
Eddie pretends not to notice Steve sizing him up from head to foot.
Judging bastard.
HailToTheKing: sounds hot
HailToTheKing: just my type
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The only thing worse than Steve Harrington, is the fact that Eddie got paired with him for his college assignment. At least the sexy guy he subscribes to on OnlyFans is a good distraction to keep Eddie's mind away from Steve, and the annoying crush he hates that he's starting to develop on his project partner.
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09 Feb 2024
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Eddie and Steve meet in an unconventional way... when Eddie finds Steve handcuffed to his bed by Eddie's cheating boyfriend, Brian. While Eddie learns how to pick a lock, they both discover that they may have more in common than they think.
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Your Fragile Bones Are Mine by artsyunderstudy
Fandoms: Carry On | Simon Snow Series - Rainbow Rowell
16 Mar 2024
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The grounds around the gates of Watford are burnt. The dining hall stinks of magick. It's three months since the tumultuous end of seventh year—one lonely summer, and six more weeks in a lonelier room—and Baz is finally back. And Simon needs to know why.
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02 Feb 2024
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HAWKINS, INDIANA - OCTOBER 1998
When a new mystery threatens Hawkins, it's Nancy Wheeler's job to take charge of saving the world yet again. But twelve years have passed, and Nancy's not the same person she was the last time she'd had to be a hero. She's underemployed, divorced, a mom to an awesome eight-year-old--and she's recently discovered she's gay, which she hasn't told anyone except her ex-husband, Steve.
Things are complicated, to say the least. Which is why the last person in the world she wants to partner with on a potentially life-threatening investigation is Robin Buckley, the friend she's pushed away for the last decade. With her crooked smile, raspy voice, and adorable rambling, Robin reminds Nancy of everything--and everyone--she can't have. As they dig deeper into the disappearance of a local teenage girl, it'll take everything in Nancy's arsenal to escape Hawkins with her heart intact.