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  1. Public Bookmark 23

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    Ilya could still hear her now, the calming lilt of her smooth Russian washing over him and settling deep in his ribcage, usually soothing him but now sending a shock down his spine as he realized the implications of her words, put them into context, for the first time. “Мать всегда знает, Илюша.

    A mother always knows, Ilyusha.

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    Ilya realizes, many years later, what his mother had been trying to tell him during their last conversation.

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    10 May 2026

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    sad :(

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    a series of aus where hockey never happened and everything else did.

    can be read in any order!

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    10 May 2026

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    cute!

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    none of these stories are interconnected. they can be read in any order, and you're not missing something if you skip some of them. it's just all my HR fic, gathered in one place.

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    09 May 2026

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    SO FUCKING GOOD (technically owbta?)

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    A character study of Ilya, dogs, and depression.

    Basically, I was reminded of the "I don't know why I bite" dialogue from Isle of Dogs and wrote this.

    Be mindful of tags - Ilya is going through it.

    Not betaed. Written in one session. All mistakes are mine. Fuck AI.

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    09 May 2026

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    fucking sad >:((( but shane doesn’t care that ilya bites and he loves him so it’s okay (owbta)

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    In 2008, Shane Hollander lost to Ilya Rozanov. Fresh-faced, hungry. Like he’d been living off victory points that were scraps compared to the real thing, compared to beating Rozanov, the first man in the world to make him feel second-best. Back then, he’d thought that was the only thing he felt, too. That the electric pulse jostling between them in the gym some time later was a trick of the mind. It was like seeing sky above for the first time. See you at the draft. Life in that paper body.

    or: Ilya comes back. This is the crux of it.

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    08 May 2026

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    so painful, made me sob, 10/10 (owbta)