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After a breakup that feels entirely his fault, Jude goes looking for something strong enough to drown it out.
Instead, he finds a bartender who refuses to let him fall.
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20 Feb 2026
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Jude likes Sharp. As in, a normal teammate way. He likes when they trap people together, and when they grind gear, and when their eyes meet and Jude gets lost in their deep emerald hue.
Okay, so he's a little lovesick for Sharp. So what if he does like his eyes, and his hair, and the way he fights, and the way he talks?
It isn't a big deal. Or, it wasn't a big deal.
It wasn't a big deal until he started coughing out blood and flower petals.
or, sharplow hanahaki fic
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19 Feb 2026
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Desperate Measures by lil_beeisLina, Lina (lil_beeisLina)
Fandoms: State SMP | ish's Civilization Series, Strength SMP
17 Feb 2026
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“What do you propose then?” He already had an idea. He’d be lying if he said he didn’t like it.
“Flux, I know this will sound absolutely crazy but I need you to hear me out.” When Flux nodded he continued.
“I need you to pretend to be my boyfriend.”
Or, Saps slips up and makes a series of questionable decisions that ends up in him dating his best friend! Best friend that he absolutely does not have a crush on.
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18 Feb 2026
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What an irony that the very reason that he wanted to die saves him from it.
Saparata gathers white clusters of flowers covered in blood, trying to learn what flower is going to be his death. It's seems like hemlock or wild carrot, a poison or a remedy.
What a joke.
He thinks that Flux would have known. He coughs out flowers once more.
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- Part 1 of coloured
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17 Feb 2026
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no grave can hold my body down by cocomiwk
Fandoms: State SMP, Ish's Civilization, Minecraft (Video Game), State SMP | ish's Civilization Series
09 Feb 2026
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"Sorry that was so sappy (haha, get it?), and I know you don’t like acknowledging emotions, but I don’t think I’ve ever told you how much I appreciate you. I appreciate you. I love you. Write me back soon or I’ll hunt you down and unfriend you.
Just kidding, maybe.
Love, Saparata (Saps)"Flux stared at the letter for what felt like forever, the words swimming around. He never knew that his enemy had felt this way.
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OR what if Fluixon decided to go search for Saparata on Island One? What will be left of his former best friend?Series
- Part 1 of state smp
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look at these absolute losers. stupid yearners. the angst is pure perfection and i love the characterisation