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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

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    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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    21 Sep 2026

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    When the Hollanders face a financial crisis that might end in bankruptcy, Shane finds himself agreeing to a deal that forces him into proximity with his archenemy to save his parents' legacy.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    In the frozen shadows of Montreal, Dr. Shane Hollander is the city’s most brilliant trauma surgeon, precise, untouchable, and relentlessly perfect. He lives by rules, ethics, and the suffocating expectations of a life he’s never dared question. That is, until Ilya Rozanov crashes into his emergency room like a storm straight from Siberia.

    Ilya is a ghost from a brutal Russian mafia dynasty: rich beyond measure, dangerously charming, and running for his life

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    27 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander has spent years building a quiet, careful life for himself and his daughter. He just focuses on work, parenting, and keeping Yuki safe in a world that has not always been kind to omegas like himself. Everything changes the moment Yuki slips away from him at a crowded public event and is found in the arms of star hockey player Ilya Rozanov, who handles her with a gentleness that leaves Shane unexpectedly unsteady.

    What should have been a brief, awkward encounter becomes something far more complicated. Yuki adores Ilya on sight, and Ilya keeps showing up, offering small kindnesses, sending messages that turn into late-night conversations, and slipping into Shane's life with a warmth that feels dangerously easy.

    Shane, who promised himself he would never rely on a stranger, let alone an alpha, finds himself drawn to the one man he should not want.

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    18 May 2026

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    There is a strong scent of antiseptic in the air, the kind that always haunts hospitals and morgues. Ilya thinks it is fitting. He thinks, perhaps, that some vital organ of his is failing irreparably, and he is only waiting for a doctor to call out his time of death.

    “You have lost your memories.” It’s not a question. Ilya’s burning hand drops from Shane’s cheek.

    “Yeah,” Shane says easily. “Wait, shit, did no one tell you?”

    “Is it temporary.” Ilya’s voice is hoarse, pleading. “This memory loss, is it… tell me that it is temporary.” Please, please, God. I know I promised to give anything up, but-

    Shane looks at Ilya with wide eyes. “They don’t know,” he says gently. He seems to be catching onto Ilya’s distress despite the drugs in his system.

    Ilya feels cold all over. Yes, any moment now, they will cover him with a white sheet and take him away.

    Shane's concussion in S01E05 leaves him missing his memories from the last decade. Ilya is now the only person in the world who knows the truth about him and Shane, and is forced to question whether to burden Shane with their complicated relationship or to walk away.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    #1 in movies today

    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozonov, two of the NHL’s top superstars, took the world by storm when they came out of the closet engaged. Watch as we document the trials, tribulations, and triumphs of their first season playing together.

    Documentary: Sports, LGBTQ, Heartwarming

    Warnings: foul language, hate speech

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    04 Apr 2026

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    “Shane,” Rose says gently. “I don’t think Eva is good for you.”

    Shane sighs into his water glass. This again. You get one shoe thrown at you during an argument, and suddenly everyone thinks you’re being abused.

    Or: Shane ends up dating Rose’s co-star rather than her, and soon finds himself in an abusive relationship. Ilya and Shane's friends need to put aside their differences in order to keep him safe.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    The Voyageur is strong, fast, handsome, and just about everything the city of Ottawa could ever want in a superhero. Shane Hollander is very good at staying under the radar as a local crime reporter.

    Ilya Rozanov is just trying to take down his family's corrupt business from the inside. He didn't really intend to become a vigilante and he definitely didn't mean to develop a crush on the city's #1 super-boy. Or on the journalist helping him take his father down.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.

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    a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism

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    19 Mar 2026

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    In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.

    The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive. 

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    19 Mar 2026

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    “Is over, for me.” Ilya said. So matter of factly that Shane jumped a little. He hadn’t been sure of how aware of the situation his boyfriend really was.

    “You don’t know that for sure.”

    “I do,” Ilya whispered. “Everyone does. I will never play again”

    Shane didn’t respond. He wanted to deny it, to say that everything would be okay and that they would play on the ice together again. That Ilya had to get better in time to sign for Ottawa so they could live in the same country, so they could start their hockey camps, so they could be together. But he couldn’t lie. Not to Ilya.

     

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    Ilya sustains a career ending injury during a game against Montreal. This takes place before the epilogue after Heated Rivalry.

    EDIT: I have edited and added some new parts to this. Please enjoy!

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    16 Mar 2026

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    "If I make it out of this alive mama, I’ll cherish every moment we have, whether it’s in the sun or in dark corners. I will earn his love, on his terms, just please let me make it right. I love you mama, and I miss you so much, but not yet. Please don’t take me yet. Let me hold him one more time."

    Or: The plane crash in the Long Game, but what if Shane didn't immediately know that Ilya was okay.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, break out star of the hit show Skating Limits, has a problem. His stalker is escalating to violence and ruining the press tour for the new season. Naturally, his agent and childhood friend, Svetlana, has a solution to the problem: Shane Hollander, former Secret Service agent and private bodyguard.

    Shane, however, has his reservations about the job. He doesn't work with celebrities. Celebrities are security risks and they don't listen. So Ilya will have to play ball, or Shane will break their contract, leaving him exposed to the man hunting him.

    Despite the risks, they don't seem to be able to stay away from one another anyway. While Ilya contends with his growing feelings, Shane is more than ready to do whatever it takes to protect his principal.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    “Ilya. That was his name. Ilya. Ilya, who always ordered his ice cold monstrosity of a vanilla latte with 8 pumps of vanilla syrup and whole milk. Ilya, a dog walker by profession and the most irritating person on planet earth by trade. Shane had never met anyone so absolutely infuriating before. It made him feel exhausted before 9:30 am, which, as someone who also had to go work his shifts at The Kingfisher right after working at the coffee shop every Thursday and Saturday, was really unfortunate.”

     

    Harvard Law student Ilya Rozanov loves nothing more than annoying barista and Biology grad student Shane Hollander. When their paths cross at Shane’s second job as a bartender, Shane makes some interesting realizations about how he feels towards his nemesis. They say the line between love and hate is quite thin. For Shane and Ilya, it might not even exist at all.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    Shane's first mistake was going to talk to Ilya Rozanov before their game. His second was immediately, stupidly, meeting the eyes of Rozanov’s very much dead mother hovering at his side.

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    310,202

    10 Mar 2026

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    On June 24th, 2022, during game seven of the Stanley Cup finals, Ilya Rozanov takes a skate blade to the thigh and bleeds out on the ice.

    The next morning, Shane wakes up in his husband's arms. It's June 24th again, and Ilya is still alive.

    Now Shane just needs to figure out how to keep him that way.

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    Or: Shane gets stuck in a time loop.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Shane is playing for Canada at the 2026 Olympics, the first Olympics that any NHL player has been allowed to compete in since 2014. Ilya is also eligible to play for Canada, but does he want to?

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    "Proud of you," Ilya said. "Mr Olympic Captain."

    "Ah, it hit the news?" Shane asked. "You know... I could be your Olympic Captain if you wanted."

    "I am not Canadian."

    "You are also not gay but you sure suck a lot of cock," Shane replied.

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    8,719

    28 Feb 2026

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    The zombie apocalypse hits during a Montreal/Boston game while Shane and Ilya are on the ice. Set after the Sochi Olympics, Shane and Ilya face a new world order without hockey. ✨ Together. ✨

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    Ilya slid back from the glass in fear, skating backward. The dead Boston fan scrabbled against the dasher, smearing it with blood and viscera. Ilya jerked as the dead slammed against the divide, then turned back to the ice in a daze. He searched for one face, one name among the players now rushing from the rink to the locker rooms. His face dropped as he watched the players trampling each other.

    “What the fuck are you doing, Rozanov?!” Ilya turned to the voice to find that Shane was still on the ice, set back from the players. He had pulled off his helmet and was staring wildly at Ilya, arms outstretched.

    Relief played briefly on Ilya’s face, then he waved frantically towards the rooms as he skated towards Shane. “Go! Go!” He screamed in Russian.

    Shane understood.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    “Is just an idea,” Ilya shrugged. “April Fools is next week. I post pictures from the wedding and see how long it takes for people to figure out it is not joke. All of the important people already know and it would be funny to watch the rest of the idiots try to figure it out.”

    Over the years, they had made a game of suggesting outlandish ways they could come out. Eventually, they actually follow through on one of the ideas.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    “I do not want to make you uncomfortable. With how I talk about us. To others. Like . . . reporters. Or how I treat you in front of others, like the guys on the team.”

    Something like understanding settled on Shane’s face now, and it immediately made Ilya’s heart stop racing. “You think I don’t like PDA.”

    “First time I held your hand in public I thought you were going to have a panic attack,” Ilya admitted.

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    Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told through five times Ilya initiated PDA (and one time Shane did).

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    06 Feb 2026

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