15 Works by shotastic
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One meal a day is more than enough by shotastic
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
08 Feb 2025
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yeonjun knew something was off, he knew it when three meals a day seemed too much, he knew it when hopping on the scale every morning became a part of his routine. when popping pills became his meals, when not remembering anything became his way of coping.
but he still hoped that maybe, just maybe, it was just a phase. something that would leave as fast as it came. just like choi soobin.
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the fear is slowly ruining you, my dear by shotastic
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
11 Oct 2022
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in which beomgyu stayed up until 3am every day,
slowly feeling the meat fall off from his bones,
his body deteriorating and rotting away.and everyone around him were oblivious. (or maybe they chose to)
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- Part 5 of projecting
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Kun had always struggled, some days were worse than others. But he was stable, he had his members next to him.
And he was the oldest, the leader, the role model.
No matter what would happen, Kun never dared to show weakness.
Or
Kun falls into a deep pit of hatred, insecurity and misery called relapse.Series
- Part 1 of nct and eating disorders
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Taeyong stares.
He watches his chest rise and fall with every breath he takes. He recognises the empty bottle of pills on the floor, most of its content was spilled everywhere.
Taeyong watches.
He bends over, grabs one of the pills, and stares.
Taeyong recognises the shape, the colour, he knows what it is.
Taeyong knows everything, everything but himself.Series
- Part 2 of nct and eating disorders
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wooyoung just wanted to be someone.
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- Part 1 of projecting
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Jaemin felt a weird kind of satisfaction as he watched his best friend hunched over the toilet, pressing his fingertips at the back of his throat in a desperate manner.
His whimpers and ugly noises were his favourite song, his pain was his favourite movie.Series
- Part 3 of nct and eating disorders
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it was kind of funny, san had thought.
in which san wants to gain weight,
mingi wants to feel empty,
jongho wants to be healthy,
seonghwa and wooyoung want to be thin,
hongjoong can't sleep,
yeosang is scared of fruits,and yunho smiles softly.
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- Part 2 of projecting
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seungcheol wasn't sad.
he really wasn't.
he just wasn't as happy as he should be.
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- Part 3 of projecting
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(also available on wattpad, user softyeollie)
"i will cook for you whenever you're hungry.
i will hug you whenever you need it.
i will wipe your tears away whenever you cry.i will take care of you, you just need to let me."
||| in which jinyoung has a crush on the boy who never eats. until he decides to help him. |||
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"they've seen so many things, jongdae. so many."
"what kind of things, hyung?"
minseok smiled as he placed a kiss on jongdae's forehead.
"things like this."
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felix was confused, overwhelmed, scared.
was it the hate comments? was it jyp's words back then? was it chan's worrying, changbin's dieting, the others' small gestures of affection?
he didn't know, and he hated it.
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- Part 4 of projecting
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sequel to 'punishment', maybe read that first.
it's been some time, oikawa did well.
or so he thought.but in between tears and self doubt, iwaizumi was there.
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- Part 3 of anime vent fics
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oikawa tooru had a lot,
a lot,
of ways to punish himself.
and he really needed someone to help him, to stop him,
or else it'd never stop.tw for following things
- disordered eating
- unhealthy coping mechanism pls
- different forms of self harmSeries
- Part 2 of anime vent fics
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Hinata doesn't really know what's happening.
Sometimes, he throws up. When he's sad, angry or scared.
Sometimes, he also starves himself. When he hates his reflection, when he's jealous or disappointed.
But right now, everything was fine.
So why did he keep shoving his fingers down his throat?
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- Part 1 of anime vent fics
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DISCONTINUED
minseok loved food.
until everyone told him not to.jongdae loved his life.
and he wanted minseok to do so, too.- tw -