shotastic
Fandoms
- NCT (Band) (3)
- Haikyuu!! (3)
- EXO (Band) (2)
- ATEEZ (Band) (2)
- TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band) (2)
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One meal a day is more than enough by shotastic
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
08 Feb 2025
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yeonjun knew something was off, he knew it when three meals a day seemed too much, he knew it when hopping on the scale every morning became a part of his routine. when popping pills became his meals, when not remembering anything became his way of coping.
but he still hoped that maybe, just maybe, it was just a phase. something that would leave as fast as it came. just like choi soobin.
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the fear is slowly ruining you, my dear by shotastic
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
11 Oct 2022
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in which beomgyu stayed up until 3am every day,
slowly feeling the meat fall off from his bones,
his body deteriorating and rotting away.and everyone around him were oblivious. (or maybe they chose to)
Series
- Part 5 of projecting
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Kun had always struggled, some days were worse than others. But he was stable, he had his members next to him.
And he was the oldest, the leader, the role model.
No matter what would happen, Kun never dared to show weakness.
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Kun falls into a deep pit of hatred, insecurity and misery called relapse.Series
- Part 1 of nct and eating disorders
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Taeyong stares.
He watches his chest rise and fall with every breath he takes. He recognises the empty bottle of pills on the floor, most of its content was spilled everywhere.
Taeyong watches.
He bends over, grabs one of the pills, and stares.
Taeyong recognises the shape, the colour, he knows what it is.
Taeyong knows everything, everything but himself.Series
- Part 2 of nct and eating disorders
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wooyoung just wanted to be someone.
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- Part 1 of projecting
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projecting by shotastic
Fandom ATEEZ (Band), SEVENTEEN (Band), Stray Kids (Band), TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
11 Oct 2022
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this is like - man whenever I have issues I just pick and choose a random Kpop group and cry while writing them in similar situations
its all fake, all imagination, all fiction
but it kinda works better than therapy idk
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Mingi’s dating life had been subpar, to say the least.
He had more one night stands than he could count, and enough flings to last a lifetime. Yet for some reason, he could never seem to make his partners stay. He’s dated men, women, nonbinary, older, younger, even polyamorous people. You name it, he’s tried it. He was desperate for a relationship that would last past a couple of weeks.
Which is why he ignored all the red flags with his latest partner.
Series
- Part 1 of In My Arms
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02 Feb 2025
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The worst part was that his chest hurt with a pain that was long overdue.
“Why do I have to love a man so unreachable for me, Lord? I- I thought that with enough praying nothing should hurt anymore right? Everything should be fine? Why don’t I feel fine, God?”
And for the first time in a long time, Jeong Yunho was crying.
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02 Feb 2025
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Gunwook wore an all-black outfit, a sleeveless top, with leather pants and platform boots, his hair was down and his make-up was youthful. They wanted to keep that teenage essence despite the slightly revealing top. Insecurity was filling him, he hadn’t been working out lately, too tired after practice to hit the gym, so his arms were probably not in the best condition. Despite that, he heard many comments about him as he was waiting for his turn. “He must be an alpha, look at that built, and those strong arms” “Despite his built, he’s too soft to be one, he’s sweet and gentle” “Maybe a beta” “I was thinking an omega, doesn’t he just act like one?” Gunwook decided it was time to stop listening to that conversation.
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Gunwook is hiding and doesn't realize how much that's hurting him and the pack.
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28 Dec 2024
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Jiwoong and Gunwook don’t get why Matthew’s acting distant, while Matthew doesn’t even understand how he’s got here in the first place. When their midweek getaway to a cabin in the woods becomes the catalyst for change, the three guys decide to take a chance and explore their feelings for one another.
But as they try to navigate their way through new and exciting dynamics, other demons start to rear their heads. Jiwoong is taunted by a past he cannot shake, Matthew gets a taste of what it’s really like to be an idol these days, and Gunwook works hard towards a future he’ll never have.
And as each of them are faced with the dire consequences of their maladaptive coping strategies, their relationship is put at risk.
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Bookmarked by shotastic
06 Oct 2024
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PLEASE MIND THE TAGS
REAL LIFE AU
MALECAfter a little over a year of an abusive relationship things escalate and Alec decides that he can’t go back anymore. Sadly getting away is only the first step. All the emotional damage is far more difficult to overcome than the physical.
At a support group for domestic abuse survivors Alec meets Magnus. Although neither of them is ready for a relationship sparks fly. Can two emotionally and physically battered and bruised people be exactly what the other needs?
ESTIMATED AMOUNT OF CHAPTERS MAY CHANGE.
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22 Aug 2024