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“What do you want me to do?” Remus says, tiredly. All he wants is to curl up on his bed. Smoke a pack of cigarettes. Get drunk. He can’t stop looking at Harry.
“Remus...” Dumbledore is gentle. Remus hates when he has that tone. Hates that he knows it will hurt. “There is no one else left.”
A bitter laugh escapes him. “So you’ll curse the poor thing with a werewolf for a guardian?”
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01 Mar 2025
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Remus stared across the room and didn't recognize the kid sitting at his kitchen table. His curls flat and his eyes sunken in, skin pale and clammy. That was not his boy.
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The ups and downs and ups and downs of addiction.
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12 Feb 2025
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castles crumbling by rweoutofthewoods for rsbarelle
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
10 Jul 2023
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For Christmas one year, James Potter gives Regulus Black a small coin affixed to a necklace so they can communicate. At seventeen, as water fills his lungs, in a cave filled with inferi, Regulus reaches for it.
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Regulus gasped against James’s lips, the sudden kiss washing over him in a blazing rush. James kissed him like it mattered. Like if he could just push in close enough, bite Regulus’s lip hard enough, then maybe he could transfer whatever words he always swallowed down. Regulus never really knew what the intensity meant, I love you or I hate you.
Don’t hate me. Don’t hate me.
Regulus wanted to scream. He wanted to beg James to spit it out, to simply tell Regulus whatever he was really thinking. At the same time, Regulus wasn’t sure he could handle it. If James Potter ever hated him, Regulus thought he’d be sick with it. He thought he’d never get out of bed again.
So, Regulus didn’t ask, he’d never ask.
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03 Feb 2025
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chew me up, but don’t spit me out by damagecontrol (microdamage)
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
08 Aug 2024
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Regulus has it all figured out. He keeps men on a rotating roster so none can get too close, works nights as a dancer to make the most of his chronic insomnia, and pushes everything he doesn’t want to remember about the past ten years into the recesses of his mind. It’s easier to pretend none of it ever happened.
But when James Potter crashes into Regulus’ life with his fancy sports car, wealth beyond measure, and devil’s smile, it marks a switch in the natural order of things. James is a client; Regulus isn’t allowed to fall in love with him. Except James is the first man in a long time who can see past Regulus’ carefully constructed façade, and who could ever resist the temptation of being known?
Or, this is a story about identity, addiction, self-expression, and love in all of the varying shapes they can take.
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10 Jan 2025
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"That's why I was here. I was going to stand right here, and I was going to try to convince myself to do it, or not to do it, and– and that night, the whole walk up those stairs, I couldn't– I couldn’t think of a single thing. I couldn’t find a reason not to. It was like my mind was empty, and I was thinking that– that if I got up here and my head was still empty, then I'd do it. That's why I came up here. And then you–” James took a long, shuddering breath. “You were in my spot.” He couldn’t help but laugh. It was a terrible sound.
“That’s why you said that,” Regulus breathed, and it was like it was punched out of him. “You… you were… I thought that was a joke.” His voice was thready. James still didn’t have the heart to look up at him. He felt like he wasn’t really there.
“Everyone did,” he shook his head. “It was always a joke.”
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or, Regulus learns he and James have more in common than he thought
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04 Jan 2025
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Nothing Fades Like the Light by Rollercoasterwords
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
24 Jan 2023
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You run, Reggie.
You run, and you keep on running.It's the last thing Sirius said to him, before he disappeared. And Regulus is trying—he's trying so, so hard. But he can only run for so long before he collapses, half-dead and delirious with exhaustion, in the middle of god-knows-where.
He wakes up in an unfamiliar bed, in an unfamiliar house, staring at an unfamiliar man—a man who, inexplicably, and for the first time in years, makes Regulus feel as though he might finally be safe.OR:
1890s cowboy jegulus au. with an added twist and turn or two, just for fun :)
8/24/23
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19 Nov 2024
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There’s a war in the Magical world, and James should really be focusing on his work for the Order and keeping his friends safe. But his thoughts won’t stop spinning, and he’s charged with a restless and destructive energy that he just can’t shake. At least not until he runs into a known Death Eater at a Muggle bar. Regulus Black is off limits and bad news, and the knowledge that he shouldn’t is the only thing James needs to follow Regulus home. What starts out as a reckless way to release tension quickly turns into a romance with the potential to alter the course of the war.
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25 Oct 2024
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james has a relapse:( but regulus is there to remind him that it’s not the end of the world, that it’s just part of recovery
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- Part 9 of bipolar james potter
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08 Apr 2024
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Paradise (Somewhere that I've Never Been Before) by Countingstarchasers
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
22 Jun 2023
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If you were to ask James what compelled him to pursue his best friend’s brother, he’d be hard-pressed to choose one answer. In his mind, for every reason not to fall for Regulus Black, there were at least ten better reasons to hold him tight and never let go.
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Hockey boy falls for ex-figure skater boy and hopes they don't get caught (they 100% will).
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- Part 1 of Paradise
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25 Jan 2024
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22 Jan 2024
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invisible string by orphan_account
Fandom Harry Potter - Fandom, Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
24 Aug 2023
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starchaser one-shots from mother's folklore album
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17 Jan 2024
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Whatever happened to the young, young lovers? by georgia_sk
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
11 Aug 2023
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Regulus Black, presumed dead for over 2 years, shows up at an Order of the Phoenix meeting with 6 mangled horcruxes and Voldemort's corpse.
How does the wizarding world move on following the abrupt end of the war, and how does Regulus come to terms with the last four years of his life?
Not on his own evidently, as his brother makes an effort to return to his life, James Potter tries to weasel his way into his heart and the friends he left behind in the name of the war aren't willing to leave him alone any longer.
An endgame jegulus, wolfstar and rosekiller longfic with regular updates, angst and drama.
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27 May 2023
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Harry was sure he wouldn't survive the war. But he did. And everyone was moving on, even Malfoy. Except Harry's not okay, and when George, who is also very much not okay, offers a way to make it all better, Harry accepts.
And now Harry has a chance to see how his life would have been if his parents hadn't died in 1981.(A lot of family dynamics, depression and grief, feelings of guilt, too much drinking, light and fluffy moments too, working on trauma and growing up, friendships)
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09 Feb 2023
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Your Heart Changed (mine stayed the same) by CianMars
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
21 Jan 2021
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Peter Parker is back but 5 years into the future and the world has changed. Peter goes home with May only to find she had moved on, with a husband and two kids.
Peter struggles to find his place in this new family with a strict step uncle, the longer he's there the harder he finds it to stay on his good side, uncertain if May will believe him.Contains physical abuse, emotional/verbal abuse, and May Parker being neglectful at the very least.
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29 Jan 2023
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After spending years moving from country to country Harry finally decides to move into the house he inherited from his late grandmother, in Canada.
The news breaks out that a dead body has been found in the nearby lake. It doesn't intrigue him until he discovers a picture of a corpse in the attic of the old house while renovating. Why are things in this town so mysterious and why is the next-door neighbour so cryptic?
Could this death be connected to another body that was recently discovered? Inspector Tomlinson thinks so…
Harry and inspector Tomlinson get caught in a frantic race against time to solve the murder and stop rumours from spreading.
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08 Nov 2022
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“Well, what the fuck are we going to do?”
“I don’t know what to tell you, Lou. We can’t contact him. He’s gone totally off the grid.”
“We’ll figure it out, Louis, don’t you worry."
“I just … I was counting on him. I really did like his style, and it took us months to book him for the first tour. How are we supposed to find someone just as good in the next few days, let alone see trial shots?”
“Whoever we find, Lou, they’ll do. We won’t leave you hanging."
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“Li, I just got a message from Louis Tomlinson.”
“Wait … like the singer, Louis Tomlinson?”
“Yeah. He, umm, he wants me.”
“Well done, H, you’ve got a pop star with the hots for you.”
“No, you don’t understand. He … wants me to take pictures. He needs a tour photographer and he …”
“Oh, Harry … Do you think he knows who you are? What did you say?”
“I … don’t think so? It just happened, and I … What do I do?”
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Louis Tomlinson needs a tour photographer, and he thinks he's found the one in the mysterious H on Instagram.
Harry Styles swore he'd never do tour photography again - that is, until he did.
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12 Sep 2022
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Louis runs the best Canine Search and Rescue school in Augusta, Maine, one that trains dogs to track missing persons. He lives an idyllic life on Togus Pond where he's built his career from the ground up. He has everything he could ever want, a beautiful home, friends he adores and a dog that aids his students in their training. Romantic entanglements have never been high up on his list of priorities.
That is, until he stumbles across a body in the woods. A woman was brutally murdered and dumped on his doorstep. It doesn't help that the Detective on the case happens to be devilishly handsome and just the right amount of broody.
Detective Harry styles has a murder to solve, he's just gotten out of a long-term relationship and he's certainly not looking for another. Regardless of whether the man who run's the SAR unit's blue eyes sparkle with promise and a sense of belonging. Something he may or may not have been searching for all his life.
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Detective - Search and Rescue AU
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10 May 2022
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Five years ago, Louis was nearly the next victim in a string of murders plaguing Portland, Oregon. He managed to escape and the Angel Killer was apprehended and sent to prison. Now, Louis' a best-selling author that assists state police with minor cases. He still suffers from the events of the days he'd been held hostage, but he's found ways to cope.
That is, until the killings start up again. A body was found in the woods. A body that bared the same signature the media had dubbed: The Angel of Death.
Special Agent Harry Styles leads the case, and he doesn't buy into the clairvoyant bullshit that Louis spewed to save face five years ago. He's certain that Louis Tomlinson was involved.
Until they meet, and they're both left questioning everything they'd thought to be true.
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An FBI-Clairvoyant AU
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10 May 2022
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It’s Louis’ senior year, and he’s dead set on doing it right. However, along with his pair of cleats, a healthy dose of sarcasm and his ridiculous best friend, he’s also got a complicated family, a terrifyingly uncertain future, and a mortal enemy making his life just that much worse. Mortal enemies “with benefits” was not exactly the plan.
Or: The one where Louis and Harry definitely aren’t friends, and football is everything.
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- Part 1 of The Unbelievers Story
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20 Jan 2022
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A Crown of Gold, A Heart That's Harder Than Stone by fookinglousers
Fandoms: One Direction (Band), Zayn Malik (Musician)
25 Mar 2016
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Louis Tomlinson has a great life far, far away from his home in London. But a phone call from his mother changes everything and before he knows it, he's diving head first into a past he'd rather forget with people he can't.
“You’re back.” Are the first words out of his mouth, the first words he’s spoken to Louis in over two years.
Louis glares hard at the man in front of him. He wants nothing more than to hit him square between the eyes and call it a night. God knows he needs to. But he doesn’t, keeps his hands at his sides, and gives a curt nod.
Harry scrubs a hand down his face, rings glistening and exhaustion present, and meets Louis’ eyes again. He takes him in, all of the changes. Two years. He’s taller, taller than Louis. His hair is longer, his jaw more prominent, his features harder. He has tattoos, more than before. He’s a man, now.
“God, Lou…” And no. Nope.
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07 Jan 2022