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    “I’ve designed many buildings in my career,” Kaveh begins, the attention of every single person in the crowd fixed on him. “Most of which have been extravagant pieces made to stand tall in our city and glitter.”

    Kaveh glances down at what must be some notes on the podium, pausing before he looks back up, shining in the bright lights of the stage.

    “But in recent years, I must admit that my focus has shifted.”

    Alhaitham leans forward, watching, hoping for something he can't quite admit. Not when the truth is that he’s never known how to say that he is hungry without fear that people will see the truth that he is starving.

    Or, a year after the events of the Interdarshan Championship, Alhaitham finally retires

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    18 Nov 2025

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    “You're mentioned in the ‘Funding’ segment.”

    “For citation?”

    “For in-person guidance and aid.”

    Kaveh snorts. “I haven't agreed to any aid this year; I'm not teaching.”

    “No, but Payam seems quite sure you'd enjoy his thesis topic and humbly requests your expertise in the situation.” A divot appears in between Kaveh's eyebrows as he purses his lips.

     

    An odd research submission begins paving the way to a dangerous inclination bordering on obsession. In a wholly illogical sense, the lingering obsession focuses on his roommate.

    A visceral string of events begins, with a temple devoted to the deceased Goddess of Flowers being the epicenter.

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    18 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    After an attempt on Alhaitham and Kaveh's lives, the two begin their investigation into the cause and slowly unravel a far larger conspiracy under their noses, one that stretches back to before they were even born.

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    13 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 54

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    “If she was unsatisfied with something she had made, she’d insist on redoing it.” -Zaha Hadi

    Kaveh's mother seeks happiness, but that happiness doesn't include him.

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    02 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 24

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    For a few days after feeding, Kaveh’s skin takes on a healthy glow and a human warmth and if someone were to listen closely, they would hear a heartbeat, faint as it may be. But Kaveh’s skin is ice cold, and he has no pulse. His complexion is grey, ashy.

    “When was the last time you fed?” Alhaitham asks, voice measured.

    <><><>

    Kaveh, Alhaitham, the soul-crushing experience of being a monster, and a refusal to accept help (or blood) freely given.

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    31 Oct 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 95

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    Lyney and Lynette did not know much about the previous director of the orphanage. Unfortunately, Freminet does.

    Whumptober Day 17
    Collar, Touch Aversion, "Leave me alone"

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    29 Oct 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 18

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    "Father?.." Lyney called, becoming more nervous by the second. "You called me in here for a reason. I'd like to hear it."

    "I'm sick, Lyney."

    "Sick?" Lyney's eyes narrowed in confusion. The way she'd been acting… It had appeared to be something more serious than this. "You're just sick? Even if it's something as bad as the flu, it's nothing to cry over. You'll be okay." He put his right hand on her shoulder, his painted nails shimmering in the light. She set her tissue aside, taking a deep breath.

    "No, Lyney. I… I'm going to die."

    Lyney has never wanted to become a Fatui Harbinger. The mere thought of it keeps him awake at night. As the Fourth Harbinger's successor, he knows his fate is inevitable, but not for many years to come. The Knave is young and healthy, so she should live for several decades more…

    …But what happens when the Knave is diagnosed with a terminal illness?

    - Updates every Wednesday

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    26 Oct 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 10

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    Everyone respects him and even gave him titles like “The light of Kesharewar”. He has to live up to those titles, yet here he is… In Alhaithams house, looking at the books that have fallen to his feet while he tried to grab a book from the bookshelf.

    Despite this being just a simple mistake, somehow Kaveh could only stare at it. Stare at yet another mistake he made while feeling an overwhelming sense of helplessness.

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    26 Oct 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 10

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    A podfic of "a difference of opinion", by Anonymous.

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    Kaveh wakes up in Alhaitham's bed, but not for the reason he thinks. Chaos ensues.

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    15 Oct 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 34

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    As Kaveh watches, it splits open and unfurls, delicate lavender-white petals emerging, curling out like one of those time-lapse projections of flowers from Fontaine.

    There is a flower growing out of his hand.

    <><><>

    Kaveh is about to start work on a commission that could pay off his debt and get him out of Alhaitham's house. But things are rarely as simple as he wants them to be, and a flower-related disease threatens to complicate both his commission and his fragile relationship with his roommate.

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    13 Oct 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 2

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    There’s no time to reconcile things. There’s no time to rekindle. There’s no time to be young anymore. There’s no time to love.

    There’s no time. There’s no time. There’s no time.

    Until you make some, and strike while the wrought iron is hot.

    (New chapters will drop periodically, likely at least once a month)

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    13 Oct 2025

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    A podfic of "dream on a paper plane", by Ae_rynn

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    “Anyone can have a shadow self, but normally they are dormant. However, as a side effect of perusing the divine knowledge capsule, especially on mortals, their shadow self will be given a consciousness. In order for this to be fixed, he needs to recognize and accept his shadow self as a part of him. That’s how his soul will be whole again.”

    Alhaitham started to show signs of forgetfulness. It wasn’t just misplacing something, but sometimes, Alhaitham wouldn’t remember he’d said or done something and ask about it later. It was like there were gaps in his memories. One day, Alhaitham woke up and started acting completely differently, overtaken by his Shadow. Kaveh now must make a trip to Alhaitham's subconscious to get him back.

    Or: Kaveh gets a look inside Alhaitham’s mind. Literally.

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    07 Oct 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 13

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    “And what about my chance to have grandkids?” Faranak pleads. “Surely you can adopt.”

    “We already have Mehrak,” Alhaitham points out, moving to stand behind Kaveh. “One small, loud being in the house is enough for me.”

    <><><>

    Faranak visits Kaveh after years of distance. The first thing she does is ask when they're going to have children. She... isn't exactly ready to take no for an answer. A one-shot featuring Kaveh's strained relationship with his mother, way too much pressure to have kids, and my dislike of cishet norms being forced onto queer relationships. As well as Alhaitham's stupid not-soup.

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    04 Oct 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 6

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    “Al-Haitham and I have been sleeping together lately,” says Kaveh, a statement which is quickly followed by the sound of a spoon clattering onto the floor and a very meek gasp from Collei in the corner of the room.

    Across from him, Tighnari raises a single eyebrow.

    Kaveh’s eyes go wide. “No, I—not like that.”

    One night, Al-Haitham shows up at Kaveh's bedroom door and sleeps in his bed. They don't talk about it.

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    28 Sep 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 3

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    “This was something Alhaitham craved to tell Kaveh for years. He always hoped Kaveh would learn that on his own, but it never quite seemed to happen, and as time passed by, the past only seemed to wound Kaveh further. Alhaitham couldn’t ignore it. No matter how much he wished to respect Kaveh’s development as a person, no matter how much of a rational man Alhaitham was — when he sees Kaveh like this, there’s nothing he can do but try desperately to help, to do something.

    Alhaitham was the only one that ever understood Kaveh.

    They both know it. They always did, and yet neither dared to speak a word about it until now.
    But in this moment, Alhaitham just wishes he could turn back to the past and make things superficial once again.

    Because after finally spitting it out, Alhaitham watches as Kaveh buries his face in his hands and sobs.”

    Or:
    Alhaitham leaves his bed in the dead of the night to complain about Kaveh being awake. Alhaitham tries to help Kaveh understand his worth. In a way, it works

    [Podfic Version]

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    27 Sep 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 52

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    With a cheerful beep, Mehrak releases the claymore, letting it clatter harmlessly to the floor.

    Neither of them speaks.

    Alhaitham stands motionless at the edge of the bed, eyes still fixed on the fallen weapon. Above them, Mehrak hums contentedly, hovering like nothing had happened.

    “Explain,” Alhaitham demands.

    Kaveh has recently moved back in, but the relationship between him and Alhaitham is still strained. When he overworks himself and falls ill, it's up to Mehrak to defend his master against the evil Alhaitham.

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    17 Aug 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 19

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    PODFIC of andante, andante by caniculeo

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    The white-haired boy is completely expressionless when he speaks. “Would you like to have dinner with me sometime?”
    Tighnari blinks. “Who are you, again?” he asks.

    higher education, falling in love, and genius invokation tcg. not necessarily in that order.

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    10 Aug 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 26

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    Five times Wriothesley kissed Neuvillette and didn’t ask for anything in return (involving a near-frozen Iudex, a god who forgot how to rest, a wrist trembling beneath a verdict, a moment held in lamplight, and a garden where nothing hurt). And one time Neuvillette kissed him like an offering finally accepted.

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    10 Aug 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 5

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    That spark of anger from before was burning brighter, morphing into frustration. Into rage.

    "I fought you with my bare hands," Lyney growled, brow furrowed. Father's expression remained neutral, only serving to fuel his anger. "I was able to fight you for almost two whole minutes, barely even using my Vision, and that means nothing to you?"

    Father is not one to tell her children she is proud of them. Her children are convinced the word "proud" is not in her vocabulary. Lyney is determined to coax it out of her. He begs her to spar with him, even though he knows he will lose. He's improved since last time she witnessed him in action, and he's desperate to show it to her.

    Father accepts his offer to spar, and Lyney expects her to use those words once she's seen what he's capable of. "I'm proud of you."

    How stupid he was to expect anything like that of her.

     

    Febuwhump Day 20 - "I did good, right?"

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    04 Aug 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 18

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    Freminet follows Lyney and Lynette to Liyue, where the twins are going to perform for the Lantern Rite. But he ends up watching a Wushou dance done by none other than Gaming, and quickly finds himself aspiring to have Gaming's confidence.

    [tldr: freminet has an admiration crush on gaming but his crush likes him back]

    {A/N:}
    I have both a Spotify and an Instagram now! You can check them out here!

    Spotify:
    https://open.spotify.com/user/31ddx6rymjqynmuo4iovg5lpdho4?si=c69871281e8e4bb5

    Instagram:
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    01 Aug 2025

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