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  1. Public Bookmark 58

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    Dan Howell, also known as Sister Daniel, is a broke law student drowning in debt trying to make it through his hellhole of a college by selling the only thing he thinks is good about him. Phil Lester, a very people-pleasing barista, is dragged along to some dingy dive bar in the middle of Manchester with his asshole colleagues when he runs into him. Smut and fluff (and angst) ensues.

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    18 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    “What the fuck—” Dan mutters to himself.
    Something catches his eye when he walks further into the bathroom: on the floor, in front of one of the booths, is a phone. It’s laying on a piece of tissue paper, screen side up.
    Dan furrows his brow and reaches down to grab it.
    Dan’s heart drops to his stomach when he flips it over. The phone is purple and there’s a clear phone case over it. In the phone case there’s a picture of Dan in an orange jumper, looking diagonally up, and a long fish sticker floating freely in the space between the case and the phone.
    “What the actual fuck—” Dan says to himself as he inspects the item. Does he have a stalker that keeps his photo in their phone case?

    OR: After finally hard launching something weird happens to Phil causing the reality of Dan and Phil's lives to change fundamentally (Angel/demon AU)

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    18 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 1

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    Dan Howell is Spider-man and is in love with Phil

    Phil is a youtuber who gets saved by Spider-Man and becomes obsessed with finding out who he is.

    Alas identity issues.

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    1/?
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    18 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 3

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    In this universe there were two spider people. Spiderman and Spiderlight. They work amazingly together! Some people speculate they can read each others mind with how in tune they seem.

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    The spider that originally bit Dan and caused him to gain spider like powers lived and went on to bite Phil.
    Causing spiderman and silkspinner to exist.

    Dan and Phil live together. Yet they have no idea who each other are, too caught up on protecting the other from potential harm…

    Until one day the secrecy and lies become too much and an argument ensues making Phil the apartment to take a breather. Dan knew he would be back.

    Hours passed, it got later and darker and yet there was still no sign of Phil coming home.

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    16 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    a story about the healing power of gay love and a great cup of coffee

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    13 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 6

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    Dan Howell keeps his real life and his work life separate, as much as he can. He's got a good life, a calm and quiet life, held steady by routine and knowing his limits. He has nothing to be unhappy about. After all he's been through, he should feel grateful for some peace. So why does he just feel like something is missing?

    Phil Lester has spent his twenties watching the lines between working and living slowly dissolve. He tells himself this life is exciting, not chaotic. He's doing everything he'd ever wanted and more. So why does he find himself still awake at three in the morning, desperate for one more minute of peace and quiet?

    (Or, an AU where Dan & Phil meet via the magic of the internet, just in a different way.)

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    8/?
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    11 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 98

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    The video loads up, and the quality is terrible. It’s in black and white for some reason, and it’s the grainiest video Ilya had seen since he last watched the home videos from his childhood. Even still, Ilya watches it like a man entranced. The man in the video looks about the same age as Ilya, with dark hair that falls over his forehead in a fringe that’s swept slightly to the side. He speaks slightly awkwardly, never making eye contact with the camera for more than a few seconds at a time. At one point in the video he holds a little toy up to the camera to show it off. Ilya realises that he hasn’t been paying attention to what's being said in the video and rewinds it to watch it from the beginning.
    He sees the man reach back after starting the recording, “Hi everyone, my name is Shane and welcome to my video blog.”

    Ilya's childhood friend, and the only thing that makes life in Russia worth living, is leaving him for Canada. If he wants to follow her he needs to work on his English, so she suggests he take to the internet for help, which leads him to a Youtube channel run by a Canadian boy with the prettiest freckles he's ever seen.

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    8/?
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    11 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 16

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    dan and phil are filming their first video together, and phil just can't keep his mind off of dan's lips.

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    11 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 22

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    "I have a video, philisnotonfire, of us kissing. We kissed with the sharpies on our faces."

    (OR: Phil edits PINOF 1 and has some feelings about it.)

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    11 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 31

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    Phil Lester is a "Handler" at the Dollhouse, an underground organization that offers their elite clientele access to programmable human "Dolls": real people stripped of their memories and re-coded to become the objects of fantasy or nightmare. Phil's job is to protect his assigned Doll, Delta, from those same clients.

    Phil's good at his job, and so is Delta, until someone from the Doll's past life recognizes him in the field. In order to cover it up, the Dollhouse makes an unusual decision: reprogram Delta with his original Personality, at least for a little while.

    And so Daniel Howell wakes up. And nothing is how he expected.

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    OR: The Dollhouse AU. Please read the opening Author's Note for further context, but no worries, this fic stands alone from the show, contains no spoilers, and requires no background knowledge.

    COMPLETE! Enjoy the full scifi thriller erotic novel!

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    11 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 97

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    Dan agrees to go with Phil to a destination wedding in Majorca. It’s supposed to be a week of sunshine, small talk, and surviving Phil’s extended family. Instead, Phil accidentally tells everyone they’re dating... Now they have to pretend it’s true.

    (Or: fake dating, one bed, a week in Majorca, and one very real problem.)

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    6/8
    Comments:
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    12 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 14

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    Dan wakes to the sun pouring through the cheap blinds, spilling across the cheap floor, climbing up their cheap bed and settling over their cheap duvet. He groans softly, rubbing a hand over his face. It’s too early. He curses himself for the millionth time for forgetting to dig through the boxes for a set of curtains. He sits up, as he often does these days, with an ugly pounding hatred in his gut.

    (winter 2020. things look a bit bleak.)

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    12 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Phil has known so many versions of Dan across time, and he has loved them all in their own ways.

    But none of them was this one: his Dan, sprawled beside him in a Las Vegas hotel room two weeks after his twenty-first birthday, who is sharp and unsure and sometimes infuriating, who gives hickeys to his older self and then pretends it was nothing. This one, tonight, is the one Phil loves most of all.

    A canon-inspired time-travel AU featuring secrets, yearning, self-hatred, self-love, a three-way in Vegas, and Phil Lester's unwavering belief in the red string of fate.

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    12 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 33

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    Since 2009, vampires have been known to the public. And Dan Howell, a bartender working in a vampire themed bar, does his best to limit his interactions with vamps. That is until he is almost attacked one night. A target now on his back, the only person that can protect him is the Vampire King of North London: Phil Lester. But he soon realizes… this is not the first time they've met before.

    Fate has brought them together, but it is the same force that will tear them apart.

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    Chapters:
    14/16
    Comments:
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    24 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 45

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    There is one rule of content creation that every creator is subconsciously aware of. Never read anything written about you.

    This is a rule Dan isn’t very fond of. Partially because he is kept awake every night with anxiety about what his fanbase thinks of him, partially because it turns him on reading about himself. Both of which are too loaded to unpack during the ungodly hours of the night. Tuck that away with the rest of his self deprecating feelings.

    The main issue, though, was Phil. To Dan, Phil was this one perfect, precious thing in his life that he couldn’t risk ruining. He wouldn’t let anyone ruin their friendship no matter what that meant. Hell, he’d give up the career he had built if it meant preserving his sunlight.

    Or, at least, that was the plan until Phil decided that takeaway and a full bottle of rosé needed to be split between the two of them and suggested that they read something the fans had written about them

    OR

    Dan and Phil have some feelings left unsaid. One night, they decide to read fan fiction about themselves and recreate it. Problem is, they're both a little too into it.

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    3,912

    24 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 14

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    As the youngest Prince of his kingdom, Phil Lester didn't have much power or authority over the Water Weavers. His people liked him well enough due to his kind heart and willingness to help fight in the war against the Fire Lords, but that was about all he could do. He often felt that utilizing his power of creating and manipulating the element of water with his own hands was not enough, even with hundreds of others doing the same. War had continued to rage on for as long as anyone could remember.

    The Fire Lords are lead by a fierce, tall, and terrifying masked leader, known only as The Luminary. No one saw his face. No one heard his real voice. His anonymity and mystery made him that much more terrifying. There had been many Luminaries over the centuries, but the current one was the most ruthless and terrifying yet, even recruiting witches into his court. He seemed to be made only of evil and flames, and would certainly not surrender his power any time soon.

    When Phil finally comes up with an idea to end the war, effectively sacrificing himself, he will discover that there is something - or someone - else behind the Luminary's mask, and the war between the kingdoms...becomes a war between themselves.

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    21/?
    Comments:
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    40
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    1,630

    19 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 1

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    “Dan and Phil finally take a sunny vacay after the hard launch, and Dan’s feelings are all over the place – happy, overwhelmed, and totally in love. Just two soulmates enjoying freedom, sunshine, and loving each other <3”

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    1/1
    Comments:
    8
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    8
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    17 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 49

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    The hiatus was supposed to save them. Instead, it only pushed them further apart.

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    In 2019, Dan and Phil broke up and it nearly broke them for good. Now in 2025, Phil's YouTube career is going stronger than ever, and Dan's about to have his big breakthrough in television. When a chance encounter pushes them back together, both Phil and Dan have to decide if they really understand who they are in this new era, and what hurts more, being together or being apart.

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    The End! Complete! Enjoy the full romance novel!

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    Chapters:
    16/16
    Comments:
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    4,352

    17 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    He looks like he does on screen, black emo hair a little like a very attractive bird’s nest, with yellow-checkered cat ears on his head, but unmistakably Phil. Dan is shocked, genuinely, that not everyone here falls head over heels for this man immediately. Surely they must. Surely they’re just doing a better job than Dan is at keeping it in. Maybe he’s not gay, maybe this is just what Phil does to people.

    “Hi,” Phil says. “You’ve got nice whiskers.”

    Dan chose the safety of a girlfriend over Phil, and now he meets Phil in real life for the first time at a YouTuber meetup. And for the first time. And for the first time. And for the- It's a time loop fic.

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    Chapters:
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    18,041

    17 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 48

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    The AU where Phil stopped posting Youtube videos in the summer of 2009, before he ever knew who Dan was. Phil's life heads into a different direction that leads to the stable life he has at 35 years old. Phil is stuck in an unfulfilling relationship with a busy lawyer. Everything changes when Phil unknowingly inserts himself into a rookie lawyer, Dan Howell's, life. The wheels of fate that stopped moving in the summer of 2009 are in motion again and Phil sees what his life should have been like for all of these years.

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    Chapters:
    36/36
    Comments:
    607
    Kudos:
    344
    Bookmarks:
    48
    Hits:
    10,965

    09 Jun 2026

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