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you should feel how I feel (when somebody says your name) by cleverly
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Jul 2026
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“But he’s Buck,” Theo explains, pushing a small finger into Buck’s chest, as if to show Tommy exactly who Buck was. “Everyone calls him Buck.”
Tommy’s face relaxes slightly as he answers, “yes, that’s true, but—”
“Everyone!” Theo cuts Tommy off, holding up his hand as he begins to count on his fingers. “Me, Chris, Auntie Hen and Karen, Uncle Chimney, Ravi—”
Once he runs out of fingers on his one hand, he looks up at Buck, realization dawning on his face. “Aunt Maddie calls you Evan!” He exclaims, almost shouts in Buck’s face, eyes comically wide at this, apparently very important, piece of information.
Buck nods. “Yes, she does. Sometimes.”
“Aunt Maddie does, sometimes.” Theo reiterates to Tommy, his eyes narrowing as he cocks his head to the side, thinking. “Wait— Eddie does too! But only sometimes. Like less sometimes than Aunt Maddie. I think? But Eddie is Eddie, so it’s different.”
Tommy can’t help the snort he lets out, “you’re right about that, kid.”
Or, Buck runs into his ex at the grocery store, which forces Buck to confront feelings he's been ignoring for far too long.
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14 Jul 2026
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“I think I can reach my helmet,” Eddie said as he strained for the item, finally able to scoot it within reach, “aha got it! Now we can have some light in here.”
Eddie fumbled with the switch on the helmet light.
Buck sucked in a sharp breath when he realized, “No Eddie, don’t.”
It was too late. Buck couldn’t stop what was coming, and neither could Eddie.
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Eddie gets stuck in a collapsing building and Buck runs back in for him. While they wait to be rescued, Buck distracts Eddie and keeps him calm. So Buck's okay right?
Maybe not
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14 Jul 2026
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“Anyway, do you have anything planned tonight?” Buck crossed his arms on his chest.
“Damn, Buckley.” Eddie said, closing his locker. “It’s not even nine in the morning, and you’re already talking about taking me on a date.” He shook his head, smiling and Buck tilted his head, frowning with a little smirk.
Maybe Buck hadn’t noticed it, but he was like sixty seven percent sure Eddie had never referred to their hanging out nights as dates before. Not that Buck minded, God no, he didn’t mind.
or, Buck and Eddie are dating, they're just the only one who don't know about it.
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12 Jul 2026
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Buck huffed, trying to pull away, but Eddie didn’t let him.
He raised a hand, pressing it against the wall beside Buck’s head, blocking any chance of escape. His other arm slid to the side of Buck’s waist, not touching—just there, a presence.
Buck swallowed hard, his eyes flicking up to meet Eddie’s again.
"Eddie..."
"Tell me to stop," Eddie challenged, his voice low, rough. "If you really want me to stop, just say it..."
Or… Eddie comes back from Texas and ends up living with Buck, but something feels off. Buck avoids him, dodges conversations, and seems determined to keep his distance — and Eddie has no idea why. The problem? Eddie has never been a very patient man. And when he finally loses his patience, Buck finds himself quite literally against the wall.
(Warning: This story contains spoilers for Season 8 of 9-1-1).
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11 Jul 2026
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And Eddie’s not jealous, of course not, that’s Buck’s thing. He thinks wryly of Tommy and sprained ankles, and an embarrassing fondness fills his chest. Buck’s so— Buck, wholly and completely, and Eddie misses him, is all. But that’s not why he’s doing it, honest. These people don’t appreciate Buck for who he is, not the way Eddie does. He just wants the best for Buck, okay?
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Eddie brings Christopher home from Texas to find that in his absence, Buck’s started sleeping around.
Eddie is completely normal about that.
(Or, Eddie starts cockblocking Buck. Things escalate from there.)
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10 Jul 2026
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It started with a taco truck.
It became secret glances, shared calls, and the kind of closeness neither Buck nor Ravi knew how to name.
But when love sparks in the fireline—on shift and off—there’s no turning back.
Ravi thought he was just part of the team. Buck shows him he’s family.
And together, they prove love is just as brave as any rescue.Bookmarked by usami0909
09 Jul 2026
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When Buck invites Ravi to go to a concert in Nashville, he’s skeptical. But who is he to turn down a free trip?
Buck doesn’t tell him the real reason they’re traveling halfway across the country. In his defense, they are going to a concert.
When Eddie finds out Buck has left with Ravi on a cross-country voyage, well… He’s disgruntled to say the least.
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09 Jul 2026
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Tommy narrowed his gaze. “Okay, Diaz, look—”
“Hm, no,” Eddie interrupted him and held up one hand. “Let me direct. Just stop. You’re being fucking weird.”
“Oh, I’m being weird?” Tommy’s jaw locked. Eddie noticed him clenching his fists at his sides. “I’m not the one standing in my old house threatening his friend.”
“No,” Eddie snapped. “I am the one in my current home threatening my boyfriend’s ex, who won’t take the hint and leave him alone.”
OR: Tommy tries to get Buck's attention. Eddie refuses to let him have it.
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- Part 1 of inspired by songs
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09 Jul 2026
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Eddie's hand shot up before his brain could stop him.
"Two thousand."
It was for the orphans.
The words left his mouth like they’d had been fired from a cannon, and every head at his table swivelled toward him.
"Eddie?" Chimney's eyebrows climbed so high they nearly lifted off his face.
"What." Eddie kept his gaze fixed on the stage, where Buck had gone very still, that grin frozen in place and his eyes locked directly on Eddie. “May can bid for Ravi, but I can’t bid for Buck?”
“I think that was different?” Chimney gaped at him. “…wasn’t it?”
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Eddie bids on Buck at the auction, things escalate from there.
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Warning: This fic is shameless smut and I regret nothing.Bookmarked by usami0909
08 Jul 2026
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It’s a hotel bed, because Oliver swore he’d never let Ryan in his bed again. He can’t handle turning over and expecting to feel the soft weight of Ryan lying next to him.
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08 Jul 2026
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After flying the 118 to the sinking cruise ship, Tommy can’t stop thinking about Buck and he becomes increasingly jealous of Buck and Eddie’s not so casual friendship.
What happens when he buys the One Wish Willow?
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05 Jul 2026
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"Heard the court proposed a solution," Eddie said, turning around to lean against the counter and look him in the eye.
"I wanted to tell you," Buck cleared his throat. "Wasn't aware that Maddie couldn't keep a secret for even three days, that's all."
"Maddie told Chimney, Chimney told Hen, Hen told me," Eddie spat. "Which is a too-long chain to find out you're leaving the firehouse, the city, and the state."Or: after Theo's grandmother sued Buck for custody, the court proposed a solution. Apparently, Eddie was the last one to know.
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05 Jul 2026
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“I am taking it easy,” Buck argues, unimpressed. “I’m literally in bed.”
“And I’m expecting you to stay there,” Eddie warns, pointing a cautionary finger.
“Only if you're joining me,” Buck bargains, impatiently patting the mattress next to him.
“I've heard that skin-to-skin contact is really good for the brain, makes it release all the feel good chemicals and regulates stress and stuff.”Eddie narrows his eyes, considering. “Sounds like an excuse to get me shirtless.”
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Or, Buck gets a concussion on a call, Eddie takes care of him
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04 Jul 2026
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Darling! I Would Burn The World Before I Let The Fire Touch You by marry_rites
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
11 Oct 2024
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“How dare you put your hands on him after I warned you?” His eyes narrowed, the man’s hand had a crooked bite mark at the juncture of the thumb and the pointer finger. Buck might’ve been most probably drugged, dragged and scared out of his mind but he wasn't going down without a fight and these men underestimated Evan Buckley.
Eddie felt something akin to pride towards Buck. Buck, who was scared and alone. Buck, who didn't know what was happening with him. Buck, who called Eddie. Buck, who knew Eddie would tear the world apart to get to him.
“I told you, there’ll be hell to pay.”
OR Eddie is scared of Buck leaving him, Frank is done, Buck is traumatized by a date gone wrong and Eddie shows up to save him. Maybe in that order.
Whumptober - Date gone wrong.
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04 Jul 2026
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This is all perfectly applicable to friendship. Friendships require effort. Intentionality. Sometimes you have to watch a minute long Instagram video about attracting men to figure out how to get your male best friend to come back to your house and fall asleep on your couch again. Or in your bed. Either one.
Whatever Buck's comfortable with. Eddie's not picky.
Eddie will take whatever proximity Buck is willing to offer and be grateful for it, and if that sounds desperate then fine, it's a little desperate, but it's friend-desperate, which is a completely different thing than regular desperate.
He replays the video and takes mental notes, formulating a plan that is simple: get Buck's attention. Spend more time with Buck. Stop feeling like his ribcage has been hollowed out with a melon baller every time he goes forty-eight hours without hearing Buck laugh.
Easy and straightforward. He’s got this.
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Five times Eddie tries to show Buck how much he misses him; plus the one time he just says it.Series
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03 Jul 2026
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When Eddie and Buck got together, everyone thought Buck would be the clingy one in the relationship, but they were surprised to see Eddie always initiating, Buck being oblivious to Eddie’s level clinginess
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5 times Eddie being clingy towards Buck + 1 time Buck notices Eddie’s clinginess
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02 Jul 2026
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“He’s not,” Christopher interrupted after he swallowed, his eyebrows furrowed, “that’s not- no. Bucks not my uncle.”
His abuela waved a dismissive hand, “Oh, of course not, I know that. Isn’t that a thing you young ones do? Refer to your parents' close friends as aunts or uncles?”
And here’s the thing, yes. He refers to Hen and Karen as his aunties. He’s never blinked at that. He routinely tells people that he and Denny are basically cousins.
Sure, he even calls Maddie and Chim his aunt and uncle without a second thought, but that’s because - well, that’s because..
“He’s not my uncle,” Christopher repeated, “He’s my other dad.”
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OR Five times Christopher Diaz sets the record straight on who Buck is to him and the one time he makes sure Buck knows it too.
(and a buddie confession just for funsies)
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01 Jul 2026
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“You were drunk. I know it didn’t mean anything. Everything’s alright.”
Buck visibly winces. “That’s not — Eddie.”
There’s a suspended moment where Buck looks torn, standing on the edge of something, eyes fixed on the horizon to avoid looking at the drop, the precipitous canyon below. But then Buck, who can’t lie, who would tear his own chest open to a complete stranger on the street because the truth of him spills so loudly out of every jagged edge, sighs out:
“It meant something.”
There’s a ringing sound somewhere in the distance, getting closer. “What are you…” Eddie trails off.
“I wasn’t — well, I was drunk. But that wasn’t what. Wasn’t why. Not entirely, or — god.” Buck shudders in a breath, steeling himself. “I have feelings for you.” He closes his eyes. “I’m so sorry.”
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Buck confesses his feelings. Eddie’s straight. If he spends all his time thinking about Buck and looking at Buck and wanting to be around Buck, well, that’s just being a good friend, isn’t it? He’s being so normal about this, actually.
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30 Jun 2026
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So maybe Buck actually is in love with his straight best friend. It's cool, though. He knows Eddie gets it, even if Maddie doesn't.
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30 Jun 2026
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“Yeah?” Eddie presses. “What’d you guys do?”
Buck lets out a startled laugh. “Eddie—”
“What?” Eddie says, tone casual, his gaze anything but. There’s something crackling in the air now, something hot and unspoken. “You brought someone into my house. I think I deserve to know.”Eddie’s not used to wanting something this badly. And he sure as hell isn’t used to seeing someone else with it.
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30 Jun 2026