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    “Look, red!” Shane holds his clenched fist up triumphantly, and Yuna carefully steps over the baby gate blocking Shane’s doorway. 

    “Let me see.” she says softly, knowing full well that there’s nothing for her to see at all. The red string of fate that ties two souls together can only be seen by the people connected by it. Her own string leads her right to David, and she can only hope that whoever’s on the other end of Shane’s string is a worthy soulmate for her baby.

    “Mine.” Shane, who’s never been possessive about any of his toys, is practically growling at her; stubbornly shaking his head. He wraps his free hand around his fist, pulling both close to his chest.

    She tries not to find it adorable, and fails.

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    The chain is new, but this is undoubtedly his necklace. His mothers necklace. 

    Skipping his fingers greedily along the chain, Ilya hurries to put it on, fumbling with the strange clasp until he hears a satisfying click of it locking in place. The weight is more than he’s used to, sits heavy on his skin where the previous one had danced and moved with him.

    It could feel cloying, choking; instead, it offers reassurance.

    I’m here. Not lost. Still here.

    His chest heaves with another sob, and Ilya darts into the bathroom; he needs a mirror, he needs to see-

    The thicker chain, new and sparkling, glimmers even in the shitty hotel bathroom lighting.

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    Ilya loses his necklace, and it almost costs him Shane too.

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    “Don’t you ever want more with… your soulmate?” With me. Don’t you ever want more with me?

    Shane waited patiently for Rozanov’s answer, his heart pounding away in his chest as he stared at the other man.

    “No,” Rozanov said decisively. Shane felt his heart shatter as the other man flicked his cigarette dismissively. “I do not have a soulmate.”

    Oh. Shane sat in stunned silence for a few moments, his glass of vodka frozen in midair, halfway to his lips.

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    Ilya has lived his life knowing he would never find a soulmate, and Shane has lived his life waiting for his soulmate to acknowledge him.

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    “Shane, look at me.” Another hand on his shoulder, the voice he knew. His frantic eyes darted around until he landed on— Hayden. Something loosened in Shane’s chest. Hayden was here. Hayden knew about Ilya, knew about the bond with Ilya.

    “Ilya?” Shane tried again, and Hayden swallowed.

    “Ilya is okay.” Hayden said, but it felt like a lie. Shane wouldn’t feel like his insides had been scooped out if Ilya was okay. “He’s hurt, but he’s okay. They’re getting out stretchers for you both now.”

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    Ilya's wet hand smacked against the glass, his whole body following suit as he slid down against the wet surface.

    The glass surface beneath him slid open; his remaining unoccupied hand shakily shot out against the floor to steady himself as he refused to collapse on top of his tiny daughter.

    With the last remaining energy he had, he forced out the words

    “Please… help”

    Everything faded into darkness.

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    Ilya and his newborn daughter escape from an omega breeding facility and run straight into the home of famous Canadian hockey player Shane Hollander

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    The Magnus Institute, London receives an anonymous package containing a diary.
    Jonathan Sims, head archivist takes a statement of that diary.
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    I think this all started because you were so scared of someone finding out about us. I can’t help feel that it is my fault?
    Is it my fault?
    Did I do this, to you? My Shane

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    Shane and Ilya accidentally go into rut together during a heat wave.

    Things... Happen.

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    Is the first day of the new season and Scott's a bit afraid of how his team will act now that he's out. Unfortunately, he cannot dwell on that because there's a video that Carter just has to show him.

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    Some reporter tries to get Ilya to comment on the Scott Hunter Kiss, he does not get the answer he was looking for.

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    Rozanov is looking at him intensely, mouth pursed in a smirk, eyes alight. “You eat dinner?”

    “What?”

    “Dinner,” Rozanov says, “Is meal you eat in evening. You have it?”

    “You’re asking me if I eat dinner?”

    Rozanov tilts his head. “My English is not so bad, I think.”

    “No, it isn’t,” Shane says, although he’s still confused by Rozanov’s question. After a beat, where all he can focus on is Rozanov’s thick eyebrows, Shane confirms: “Yes, of course I eat dinner.”

    “Good. Me too.” Rozanov is still smirking. Shane’s starting to think it might be his default expression. “We have that in common: playing hockey and eating dinner.”

    Or: five times Ilya Rozanov tried to ask out Shane Hollander, and the one time he succeeded.

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    After this, it seems like the notes won’t stop coming. Without fail, at least once a day, he gets a reminder that someone is thinking of him.

    Sometimes they appear first thing in the morning when he gets into work, accompanied by a pastry or a coffee. More often than not, they appear after lunch with a ginger ale or a banana. Every time though, they’re accompanied by some ridiculous and overtly flirtatious lines.

    You look stunning today

    Your smile takes my breath away

    This sweater looks so good on you

    or - shane hollander has a secret admirer

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    “Ilya will not be a baby for long,” Irina said, looking at Shane. He avoided her gaze to swing Ilya’s hand back and forth. “He will be three in two weeks. Will he be your baby when he is also three?” 

    “Ilya be my baby forever,” Shane replied seriously, not even missing a beat. 

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    5 times Shane made sure everyone knew Ilya was his baby

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    Shane has only one job: go to a blind date as Hayden and make sure it ends in disaster. It should be easy, except nothing ever is when Shane gets involved.

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    When Shane's first attempt at a date in months goes south, he finds everything he wanted in the hands of a handsome, cool and funny bartender, who's more than willing to turn his night around.

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    Shane never has the conversation with Rose about his sexuality and they are still dating. Set in Tampa Bay during the All-Stars game. Ilya POV.

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    Shane’s gone for the week. Ilya finds a loon in his tomato patch, one with freckles a bit too familiar and an apparent affinity for hockey.

    Or, the long-awaited loon!Shane fic.

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    Three figure skaters, two hockey players, one assistant coach, one registered nurse and one NBC correspondent are meant to be at the Olympic village. They are basically at work after all. Add in countless parental figures and siblings and the 2038 Winter Olympics become a family reunion for the extended Hollander-Pike-Smith family.

    Over the course of a week, medals will be won, secrets will be spilled and joy will be found.

    This is a sequel featuring the characters in "Amber Pike Has Three Dads" probably should read that first.

    I really just like writing happy comfy family fics and I am throwing queer joy around like glitter. Enjoy!

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    On the poster, Ilya’s own face looked back at him through a Snapchat dog filter, the image clearly taken to show off his flexed torso. Ilya didn’t recognize the selfie. He could’ve sent it to any number of girls. Someone had put jail bars over the image and below it, in bold letters, was simple text:

    ILYA ROZANOV:
    THIS MAN IS A DOG!
    TEXT IRIS TO JOIN THE SUPPORT GROUP

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    Following the tuna melt diaster, Ilya goes out to a bar in Boston and sees a poster for an Ilya Rozanov support group. Posing as Lily, he joins a group chat of his past consquests and discovers that he's not nearly as hard to figure out as he thinks he is.

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    As is true of most of the best things in life, it was completely and totally Jackie’s idea.

    “Come on, are you serious? You’ve never played ‘Never Have I Ever’?”
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    Or, Shane, Ilya, Hayden, and Jackie play Never Have I Ever while on vacation. Everyone learns something about one another, and Shane learns that being open with the people he loves isn't so scary.

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    I mean she doesn’t at least not **legally**, but definitely emotionally. But when you are getting most of your gossip out of the mouth of babes some things get lost in translation. One outsider’s perspective on how they assumed their child’s classmate had three fathers for most of the school year.

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    In the mornings, afternoons, and nights, there is one thing that is always there for Ilya Rozanov.

    And that's McDonalds.

    While he does miss his usual spot back in Boston, he's been coming often to the closest one to his new home in Ottawa. It's convenient. Plus, who's gonna say no to a McGriddle?

    Unfortunately for Ilya, the breakfast menu items are all unavailable at 1am.

    Luckily, he has his perfect, regular late-night order that he always gets. And he orders it with pride, like a white girl at Starbucks.

    But the best part of the night isn't even Ilya's food, but the worker at the window.

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