1 - 20 of 57 Bookmarks by Allie855

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    A knee injury ends Shane Hollander's nineteen-year NHL career.

    Ilya Rozanov keeps checking in.

    Shane pencils in "big gay midlife crisis" between physiotherapy sessions.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    74,140
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    5,429
    Kudos:
    16,485
    Bookmarks:
    6,968
    Hits:
    430,130

    29 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander's tenant is loud, high-maintenance, and personally responsible for at least half of the building's maintenance budget. Ilya Rozanov thinks his landlord is an uptight old man with an unhealthy attachment to building code. They have exactly one thing in common: they hate each other.

    Featuring: smoke detectors, rooftop renovations, and sexual tension disguised as property maintenance.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    34,857
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    1,048
    Kudos:
    2,935
    Bookmarks:
    1,061
    Hits:
    63,281

    29 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “It’s not fooling around. It hasn’t been that for a long time. We’re… in a relationship. I love him, Mom.”

    Yuna’s eyes flitted between the two men, back and forth, until they rested on Ilya’s. His heart was racing but he was determined to make Shane proud in that moment. “And you love my son?”

    “More than anything,” Ilya replied honestly, feeling Shane tangle their fingers together between them. “I did not mean for you to see that.”

    “I know, I think we all wish that, Rozanov,” Yuna said with a wry smile.

    ******

    5 times Shane and Ilya are caught out by unsuspecting people around them.

    And the 1 time they're caught and don't give a shit.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    25,421
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    379
    Kudos:
    5,916
    Bookmarks:
    1,301
    Hits:
    106,556

    29 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Thank you for being parents to me today. Was nice to not feel scared and alone. Love being part of Hollander family. ❤️

    “My god, even I never get a heart emoji from you,” Shane laughed, handing the phone back to Ilya, who quickly sent the message. “It must be love.”

    “It is,” Ilya said as his phone pinged again, a message from Yuna lighting up the screen.

    And we love you, Ilya. We're here for you and Shane, always. Thank you for letting us take care of you. ❤️

    *****

    Life for Ilya Rozanov hasn’t always been easy.

    It's a good thing that Shane, Yuna and David have decided he’s theirs now.

    A series of firsts with Ilya's chosen family.
     

    Or: the found family fic where Ilya finally gets the love he deserves.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    26,302
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    218
    Kudos:
    2,573
    Bookmarks:
    811
    Hits:
    55,080

    29 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya let out a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “I want to be perfect for you, Shane. To make up for all the time we lost.”

    “I don’t want perfect,” Shane said quietly, stroking Ilya’s cheek. “I want something real. Something that we fight to make work, because we want it so much. Because being together is so much fucking better than being without each other.”

    ***

    Ten years ago, Shane and Ilya loved each other in secret and let each other go anyway.

    Now Shane, captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, is a single dad to four-year-old Ollie, and good at pretending he doesn’t think about the man he lost when they were younger and terrified of the fallout of being caught. Then one chance meeting turns into drinks, lingering looks, old feelings, and suddenly Ilya Rozanov is everywhere again.

    Some things, it turns out, never really leave you.

    As Shane and Ilya fall back into each other’s lives - and into something softer, steadier, and openly theirs this time — they realise maybe they’re finally ready for the life they used to dream about.

    Or: two hockey players who were each other’s first love reconnect ten years later and slowly build the family they always wanted.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    114,785
    Chapters:
    16/16
    Comments:
    3,336
    Kudos:
    10,125
    Bookmarks:
    3,595
    Hits:
    353,637

    29 Sep 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "If this is it," Shane whispered, so quietly only Ilya could hear, "you won't face a single second of it alone."

    Ilya closed his eyes. His fingers tightened around Shane's hand with everything he had left.

    He saw the fear in Ilya’s eyes.

    Then he saw nothing.

    *******

    It was supposed to be an ordinary flight. Instead, it becomes the worst day of their lives.

    They were never meant to be on the same plane. Then the unthinkable happens. It goes down.

    As terrified passengers flee the wreckage, Shane refuses to abandon the man he loves, even as rescuers and survivors alike order him to get out. Trapped beneath twisted metal, Ilya is running out of time. And while they wait for help, the secret they've spent years protecting slips into the hands of strangers with phones.

    In an instant, the whole world is watching. Hockey can burn. The headlines can wait.

    Shane Hollander has exactly one job: keep Ilya alive.

    Because if they survive this, he'll have to protect more than Ilya's life. He'll have to protect everything they've built together against impossible odds.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    137,668
    Chapters:
    25/25
    Comments:
    3,219
    Kudos:
    6,855
    Bookmarks:
    2,527
    Hits:
    291,996

    29 Sep 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 57

    Tags
    Summary

    Two rookies join the Centaurs ahead of the 2022-23 season, and Shane wants nothing more than to build a connection with his new teammates.

    Too bad things don’t exactly go to plan.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,094
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    105
    Kudos:
    515
    Bookmarks:
    57
    Hits:
    6,218

    27 Sep 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

    Summary

    A series of social media/epistolary fic exploring the world Shane and Ilya live in post The Long Game. Written before Unrivaled!

    Words:
    16,696
    Works:
    7
    Bookmarks:
    5,395

    26 Sep 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    After taking a high stick to the face during an away game in Montreal, Ilya ends up in an emergency dentist’s chair with a broken front tooth.

    The good news: his tooth can be saved.

    The bad news: his dentist is extremely hot.

    The worse news: Ilya is about to discover what nitrous oxide does to his already questionable impulse control.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,549
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    258
    Kudos:
    5,748
    Bookmarks:
    736
    Hits:
    35,695

    22 Sep 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Some of the Boston Bears walk into Ilya’s house and find Ilya napping with Shane

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,662
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    61
    Kudos:
    2,135
    Bookmarks:
    279
    Hits:
    14,752

    22 Sep 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Just one more question, Mr. Rozanov.”

    “How were you able to stay focused tonight after learning of your father's passing?”

    Ilya stood frozen, eyes glued to the camera. Jaw locked. On the screen, his chest barely moved, each breath turning dangerously shallow.

    Shane didn't realize what he was doing until he was already shoving the heavy conference room doors open.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov learns of his father's death during a live press conference and has a panic attack. Shane goes to him. In front of everyone.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    48,541
    Chapters:
    10/13
    Comments:
    910
    Kudos:
    7,090
    Bookmarks:
    2,290
    Hits:
    158,001

    19 Sep 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “I feel really good about this kid, I think he could be great on your wing, he just needs some help settling in. Someone to show him the ropes.”

    “Yes.”

    The line went silent for a moment. Ilya wasn’t really sure why his coach felt the need to run this by him.

    “Rozanov,” his coach said at last. “I want him to live with you.”

    Ilya blinked, then nearly shouted into the phone. “What?”

    * * *

    or, Ilya stays in Boston, gets a rookie, and tries to figure out how to make a secret long distance relationship work while there's a Russian teenager in his house

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    138,987
    Chapters:
    20/20
    Comments:
    6,638
    Kudos:
    20,644
    Bookmarks:
    6,797
    Hits:
    611,967

    18 Sep 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    What if Ilya has a panic attack in the locker room after getting the news of his father's death after the Winter 2017 Montreal @ Boston game and no one can figure out what is going on? What if, while scrambling for answers, Cliff Marleau has the brilliant idea to call Jane?

    Or,

    What if Shane and Ilya's deeper emotional connection begins just before Ilya leaves for his father's funeral in Russia instead of on a phone call while they are separated by oceans?

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    22,017
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    658
    Kudos:
    11,990
    Bookmarks:
    2,279
    Hits:
    189,647

    18 Sep 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Four years ago, Shane Hollander suffered a career-ending injury after getting hit by Marlow on the ice. Despite Ilya’s best efforts to reach out, he never hears from Shane again. Nor does anyone as Shane Hollander disappears from the public eye. Complete radio silence.

    That is, until Ilya receives a call from his agent, asking if he is willing to ‘say a couple of nice words on camera about Shane Hollander’. Why? Oh. Because he will be inducted into the MHL Hall of Fame in three weeks. And said Canadian golden boy will likely be there.

    Ilya is totally okay about this, of course.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    76,329
    Chapters:
    22/22
    Comments:
    654
    Kudos:
    3,475
    Bookmarks:
    1,261
    Hits:
    101,500

    18 Sep 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    David Hollander doesn't walk in on them at the cottage. Instead Ilya gets a phone call that his brother has died and his niece is an orphan in need of his care. Ilya and Shane have to make a new plan to make space in their lives for a toddler.

    Shane’s shoulders are shaking like he wants to be pacing or screaming or both but he’s holding himself in place on willpower alone, “You can’t risk being deported, not with a kid, not for any reason. And maybe it’ll be good for you, I mean you’ll need help, right? And she’ll help you? And if they ever suspected, I mean a wife, that’s good, right? Everyone thinks you’re straight anyways –”
    “Stop.” Ilya doesn’t mean to sound so loud, so angry, but he’s been through too much in the last twenty minutes to modulate, especially in English, “We talked about this. We had a plan. I would not marry Svetlana.” Because I want to marry you, says the little secret voice inside of him that’s only recently gotten permission to be loud in his head.
    Shane huffs, adorably annoyed, “Ilya, marry Svetlana. For your niece. You might not be in love with her, but you do love her, don’t you?”
    “I –” Ilya swallows thickly, “I do, but –”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    38,467
    Chapters:
    27/27
    Comments:
    638
    Kudos:
    3,171
    Bookmarks:
    846
    Hits:
    59,658

    16 Sep 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Once the glow of the cottage fades and the boys have to head back to the real world, they have to start the long difficult year being separated before Ilya signs with Ottawa. Or at least that was the plan, until Ilya opened his mouth and accidentally got himself traded to Montreal. But it’s fine, just one year for Ilya in Montreal and then their 10 year plan is back on track… Right?

    Through their year on the same team, Ilya helps Shane come to terms with the fact that his team kinda sucks, Hayden gets chirped into oblivion but still realizes that maybe Ilya Rozanov isn’t nearly as bad of a guy as he thought, and Hollanov come to terms with a new question they didn’t expect to ask.

    Now that they’ve gotten a taste of living together and being on the same team, how are they ever going to give it up?

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    86,004
    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
    1,566
    Kudos:
    6,521
    Bookmarks:
    2,227
    Hits:
    154,057

    11 Sep 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.

    So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.

    Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    102,971
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    8,465
    Kudos:
    31,225
    Bookmarks:
    13,312
    Hits:
    922,890

    10 Sep 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

    Summary

    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are married with two kids and a dog. 
    Domestic Hollanov with twin boys.

    Words:
    128,893
    Works:
    11
    Bookmarks:
    389

    06 Sep 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “I guess I’m just feeling a little behind? And now everyone is so far ahead of me, I wish I could just have someone who…” he stops himself, before he says too much. He tries to laugh it off. “I don’t even know. I barely know what I’m saying.”

    “You wish you had someone who can show you?” Ilya catches on.

    “Maybe,” Shane says, voice barely louder than a whisper. “It doesn't matter, though. It’s stupid. Let’s just sleep, okay?”

    Ilya is quiet and Shane thinks the conversation has come to an end. That is, until Ilya speaks again. “I could do it.”

    Shane’s heart stops. What the hell does that mean? “Do what?” he laughs, nervously.

    “I could show you.”

     

    - or, shane and ilya are childhood friends and ilya offers to teach shane all about sex. they definitely, totally do NOT have feelings for each other. right?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    83,060
    Chapters:
    13/13
    Comments:
    401
    Kudos:
    2,579
    Bookmarks:
    923
    Hits:
    67,218

    30 Aug 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Spoilers for The Long Game. Post-Canon.

    The start of Ottawa's season feels like a promise. Ilya finally has all the people he loves in one place, a team that can keep up with him, the whole world knows he and Shane love each other, and they have the sweetest, most perfect dog. So why is he so nervous about their first game against Montreal?

    AKA Protective Ilya Rozanov momentarily forgets his husband is still the hockey prodigy he fell in love with at first freckle in Saskatchewan.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    31,496
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    939
    Kudos:
    14,131
    Bookmarks:
    4,320
    Hits:
    310,373

    30 Aug 2026

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation